he regrets(1/2)
[69 Book Bar - www.] "Are you with that adulterer? I have long thought that there is something wrong with you two. You are so good to him, and you stayed up in the middle of the night to make clothes for him." He was in a very depressed mood.
I didn't control it well, so I vented it all out, bringing with it the depression, anxiety, and speculation of the past few days.
"You actually miss me so much! Well done to Huo Yuncheng!" Xiaoyi did not cry when she heard this. She held back her tears and looked at him with a sad face.
"Then what do you want me to think? Do you want you to be innocent? You face each other day and night! How do you believe it? If you still want to stay with me, quit your job as an adulterer." For him, this is now
It's hard to tolerate.
"If I can't say it? I don't want it!" She didn't make a mistake, so why did she quit her job?
"You are so reluctant to let him go, then let's break up!" Huo Yuncheng said a little unbearably. He didn't want his wife to think about other people all the time and share the same bed with him. Seeing her lying to him, he felt terrified.
He couldn't stand the person lying next to him.
"What did you say? You want to break up with me?" Xiaoyi's voice couldn't help but choked up after hearing this.
"Yes, if you don't quit your job, let's separate temporarily and calm down for a while! I need time to breathe. I'm almost suffocated by what happened to you two." Huo Yuncheng sighed. He was really tired.
Tired.
When Xiaoyi heard this, she suddenly thought of what the ophthalmologist had told her not long ago, that her eyes might still have sight for ten months. Sometimes she often thought about how sad he would be if she lost her sight.
sad?
In fact, this is fine. After they are separated, he won't know about her worsening condition and won't be sad. She can take care of the child by herself.
If he has serious doubts about their relationship now, how will he live the rest of his life?
If you want to separate, it's better to separate early, lest he regret it again after getting married. Thinking of this, Xiaoyi raised her head and looked at him seriously, with tears in her eyes, and said through gritted teeth: "Okay, if
This is what you want, so be it! Our separation is not just for a lifetime! I will never see you again in this lifetime."
"You want to break up with me?" Huo Yuncheng was shocked. He just wanted to scare her, not sincerely. How could he let her go?
But she was actually willing to separate from herself!
Isn't this the best proof that she doesn't love herself?
Thinking of this, he felt a throbbing pain in his chest and said angrily: "Okay! Let's divide it then!"
"I will keep everything you gave me. Throw away everything I gave you!" After Xiaoyi said that, she turned angrily and left his office. The moment she closed the office door, her tears were like
It was raining heavily, and it was pouring down.
She doesn't want to let go, she doesn't want to let go of Yuncheng, she doesn't want to let go of this relationship, she loves him!
At this moment, the love that had been kept in the corner swelled. She originally thought that her love for him was not as much as his love for her. At this moment, she felt that they were equal, because she originally loved him.
Love is so strong.
It was so strong that she could suffocate at any time. Holding on to the wall, she was like a mermaid with her feet on the tip of a knife, and walked towards the outside of Huo's house step by step with difficulty.
There was a feeling of abandonment in her heart. She thought that the whole world had abandoned her, but at least she still had Yuncheng. Now she discovered that he was her whole world. The feeling of being abandoned by him was worse than death, and she was completely despairing.
Fortunately, she still has a baby.
The baby will always stay with her and will not abandon her until she grows old.
Touching her belly that was not yet protruding, Xiaoyi smiled so bitterly, it was as if ten bowls of bitter melon juice boiled into a bowl of soup and rolled in her heart.
She couldn't remember exactly how she got home. She just felt that she was confused all the way. But for the sake of her baby and fearing that she might fall and hurt her, she seemed to have reached out to stop a taxi.
Standing in front of the front door of her home, she opened the door with trembling hands. She opened it several times without success. The key fell to the ground. She was afraid that she would hurt the baby by bending down, so she helplessly shouted inside: "Open the door! Someone is coming.
Open the door."
The gardener who was weeding the lawn heard the cry and hurriedly came over to open the door. Seeing her lost look, he was a little surprised: "Young madam, what's wrong with you?"
Xiaoyi didn't seem to hear, her eyes were hollow and scary. She subconsciously raised her feet and walked upstairs, even forgetting to ask someone to pick up the car keys that had fallen at the door.
Xiaoyi returned to the room with empty steps, took out her suitcase from the cabinet and started to pack her things. Only then did she realize that there wasn't much she could take with her. Most of her things were bought by Yuncheng, and the suitcase seemed to be the same.
, many things in this room have left memories of the two of them. The four-piece set on the bed was chosen by her herself. He was jealous that day.
The curtains were also bought together, and the small alarm clock on the bedside table was bought by her at night. Yuncheng liked it very much because she had a writing pad with which she could write. Huo Yuncheng sometimes got up early and went to work first, so he would write on it.
When she leaves messages, she usually calls her wife.
Sometimes she was in a hurry to go out for something, so she would draw a dream on it, and draw a snail afraid of the door.
This time, she was going out, but she would not come back. As if by some strange coincidence, Xiaoyi picked up a pen and drew a fat little snail on the writing board of the alarm clock, and drew a door next to it.
She painted very slowly, carefully and meticulously.
After I finished the painting, I suddenly felt that I was quite stupid for doing so. I picked up a rag and wiped off the painting on the side, then put it back on the bedside table.
In fact, she was very reluctant to part with her, but he was about to break up with her. Would she still stay here shamelessly and be disliked by others?
Thinking of this, she seemed to be more determined. She didn't want the box anymore. She only wanted her own things. Xiaoyi stuffed the box back into the cabinet. Her previous box was already rotten and was thrown away. Xiaoyi asked the nanny to go to the kitchen to give it to her.
She took two extra large garbage bags and put the few clothes in them. After thinking about it, she went into the bathroom and changed out of her gorgeous clothes and replaced them with her own cheap clothes.
My eyes caught sight of the bag beside me, and I wanted to reach out for the money. After thinking about it, he bought everything in the bag including the mobile phone, so I threw away everything he gave me and only took my mobile phone card and my salary.
Card.
A little funny, I picked up the garbage bag and walked downstairs.
The servant Mrs. Li was doing housework in the living room. When she saw Xiaoyi carrying a big garbage bag with tears in her eyes and walking out, she quickly called out: "Young madam, do you want to throw away the garbage? I will do it! Let the young master
I know I'll be unhappy."
"It's not trash." Xiao Yi was about to explain, but after thinking about it, it was right. To Huo Yuncheng, wasn't he just the trash that was going to be thrown away? He said, "Yes, I am that trash."
"Young madam, what are you talking about? How can you demean yourself like this? You are the young master's favorite." They all saw how much the young master cared about Xiao.
"Huo Yuncheng and I broke up. Don't call me Madam again. I won't come back. I'm leaving now. Please help me say goodbye to everyone. Take care of yourself." Xiaoyi walked outside with red eyes.
.
Sister-in-law Li was shocked when she heard this. Wasn't she fine yesterday?
Why are we breaking up all of a sudden?
He quickly grabbed her and said, "Young madam, please don't leave yet. There must be some misunderstanding here. I'll call the young master. When he comes back, you can discuss it before making a decision, okay?"
"No need to discuss, I'm leaving."
"No! Are you willing to let go of the young master? Are you willing to let go of the old man? The old man treats you as his own daughter, and Xiaolan. Don't you like Xiaolan very much? Who will feed Xiaolan when you are gone?" Aunt Li
shouted towards her.
When Xiaoyi heard this, she paused, turned to look around, and asked her, "Dad?"
"The old man went to play chess with the old lady today, why don't we wait until he comes back?"
"No, you're lazy?" Where did her lazy cat go?
"It's in the garden. I'll bring it over. Just wait." Li Ma wanted to delay the time first and called the old man in the garden later to see how the matter would be handled.
"No, I'll go by myself!" She wanted to say goodbye to Xiaolan.
Xiaoyi followed her to the garden, and saw Xiaolai lying under the shade of a tree from a distance, seemingly holding something in his mouth and biting it back and forth.
Xiaoyi walked over, knelt down and touched its hair: "Xiao Languai, I'm leaving here. You have to take good care of yourself and Yuncheng from now on, you know?"
The kitten seemed to understand human nature. He spit out what was in his mouth, turned to look at her, meowed a few times, his voice sounded very reluctant, and even stretched out his paws to scratch her feet.
"Are you reluctant to let me go? But Yuncheng is, so I have to leave. Let's meet again by chance! But I may not come back again." Xiao Yi said, crying: "I can't let you go, and I can't let go of my father."
, and I can’t bear to leave Yuncheng.”
"Young Madam, then don't leave!" Sister-in-law Li took the opportunity to say.
"Is it okay?" she asked herself, and the answer was no. She didn't want to be kicked out. She had her pride. She wanted to go out on her own instead of being kicked out.
"Of course you can!" Sister-in-law Li was eager for her to stay. The young lady had a good temper and their servants liked her mistress very much.
"No, he doesn't want me anymore. Goodbye Xiaolan!" Xiaoyi stood up slowly, turned around and wanted to leave, but Xiaolan refused and kept holding her feet tightly.
Xiaoyi wanted to move, but was afraid of hurting Xiaolan, so he choked and said to it: "Little Lazy, let go! It's not that I want to abandon you, but I can no longer support you. If you stay here, you will
Have a better life.”
And she is pregnant now and is not suitable for keeping pets.
So I can only leave Xiaolan at the Huo family.
Hearing this, Sister-in-law Li did not come forward to help, but said to Xiaoyi: "You see Xiaolan can't bear to leave you, why don't you stay for a while, maybe the young master will regret it and will come back soon."
"can you?"
"I will definitely do it, even if he doesn't come back. Even if I leave you here as a guest, it doesn't matter if you sit here for an extra hour or two! Who said you can't be a guest at the other person's house after breaking up, right?"
Xiaoyi was reluctant to give up, so she nodded when she heard this: "Okay then!"
Xiaoyi picked up the fluffy little lazy boy and held it in her arms: "Let's go into the house! I can stay with you for a while."
Xiaolan looked at her with big eyes, stretched out his hand and licked the back of her hand.
Xiaoyi sat down in the living room with Xiaolan in her arms. Seeing that her mood was not stable, Aunt Li said, "I'll make you a cup of tea."
Without waiting for Xiaoyi to say no, he immediately got into the kitchen and called the old man to report this important matter.
To be continued...