167. That woman
"You know I hate it when people lie to me...especially you. But you lied to me and said you killed her. How could you do this?" Lin Huan's tears silently flowed down.
"I'm sorry..." Beichen Yexing could only say sorry, stretching out her hands to wipe away her tears, but Lin Huan took a step back and looked stubbornly into his eyes, her voice was so cold that there was no trace of emotion: "
Today, you can say that you lied to me to protect me, but what about in the future? How will I know if you will continue to lie to me for other things? "
"sorry……"
"I'm going to bed, please don't disturb me!" After Lin Huan said this coldly, he stopped looking at Beichen Yexing, turned around and walked to the bedroom, locking the bedroom door. It was obvious that
I don’t plan to let Beichen Yexing into the house
It was only then that Hongyu raised her eyebrows slightly, crossed her arms across her chest, and said funnyly: "How about it, am I right?"
Beichen Yexing collapsed weakly on the sofa, with a headache. He just wanted to protect her too much. When he thought of losing her by the lake a thousand years ago, he never wanted her to get hurt. Why did she just not understand him?
What about all the hard work?
Nangong Guyue muttered: "I really don't understand what you women are thinking! If it were me, someone would risk everything to protect me, I would be moved to tears!"
Hongyu kicked her over and said, "Because you are not a woman! You don't know that women hate being deceived by those close to them."
"Then why?" Nangong Guyue continued to croak.
"Shut up! Anyway, if you dare to lie to me in the future, I promise that I will not make it easy for you!" Hongyu returned to the room after saying this, leaving the living room to the two grown men.
Nangong Guyue smiled bitterly at Beichen Yexing: "It's really hard to guess a woman's mind!" However, the other party ignored him at all. Nangong Guyue, who was asking for trouble, had to find red wine and drink peanuts to waste time.
On a hot summer day, the little girl cried till she was full of tears. She grabbed the corner of the young woman's clothes and asked pitifully: "Mom, where are you going? Huanhuan is going too, woo woo."
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The beautiful young woman frowned slightly, bent down and held Lin Huan's dirty little hand, and said softly: "Huan Huan, be good, mommy went to the city to buy you some nice new clothes, they are even prettier than the little flower's dress next door.
OK?"
The little girl blinked her eyes, her dark eyes full of longing, shook her mother's soft big hand, and asked innocently: "When will mother come back?"
The young woman looked at the little girl in embarrassment, then pointed to the red sun in the sky and said, "Look, when the sun goes down, mother will be back, very soon."
The little girl grabbed her mother's hand and still refused to let go. It seemed that she was reluctant to let her mother leave. The young woman raised her wrist again and looked at her watch, coaxing: "Huanhuan, be good, let mom go, okay? Mom will be back soon.
I’ll bring you beautiful clothes and delicious candies when I come back.”
The young Lin Huan didn't know it was a trick, but her words about "delicious candy" touched her heart. Compared with her mother's arms, the temptation of the candy finally made her let go of her hand, and kissed her mother's face with a smile, and happily
Said: "Mom, please come back soon. Huanhuan will be very obedient and wait for you at home."
The young woman turned her head, held back the tears in her eyes, and walked out of Lin Huan's sight without looking back, carrying two packages.
As a child, Lin Huan didn't know what deception was. She just sat on the haystack at the door, looking up at the sun in the sky from time to time, waiting for her mother to come home.
The sun has set and my mother has not come back
The sky is filled with red clouds, she is still waiting
The moon has come up, but mother still hasn’t come back
The grandparents lovingly picked up Lin Huan, whose face was covered with tears, and took her home.
"I don't, I want to wait here for my mother to come back. My mother said she will come back when the sun sets..." Xiao Lin Huan wiped away her tears and sweat with the back of her hand and said stubbornly.
Grandpa quietly turned his back and wiped his tears
Grandma hugged Lin Huan, and an old voice sounded in Lin Huan's ears: "Silly girl, mom is not coming back, mom is gone."
"Mom will be back!" Young Lin Huan said stubbornly and confidently
From then on, Lin Huan sat under the crooked jujube tree at the door of her house every day, waiting for her mother to come back. As long as it was sunny, she would play with ants and wait for the sun to go down; even if it rained, she would look at the village entrance from time to time where she was young.
In my heart, my mother is the closest person and I will never lie to her. If my mother says she will come back, she will come back. She will!
From the age of six to ten, she seemed to gradually understand that her mother would not come back. However, waiting had become a habit. She habitually looked up at the sun setting, hoping for a miracle.
It wasn't until her grandparents died one after another and she left the village that she reluctantly understood that the most important woman in her life had abandoned her and would never come back.
She is not an extreme person. She goes to school with loans and works hard to get a salary to pay off her debts. She understands how difficult it is for women to gain a foothold in this society, especially divorced women with children. Therefore, Lin Huan often answered herself countless times, I
I don’t hate my mother for abandoning me. I really don’t blame her at all. On the contrary, I understand her difficulties very well.
But for countless nights, she woke up crying and asked the silent night in a hoarse voice, "Since you want to abandon me, why don't you tell me? Why do you use such lies to deceive a six-year-old child and make her hopeful and infinite?"
Just wait...
If you want to leave someone, you should tell her the truth, right? Why use this method to deceive her, deceive a child who has full trust in her...
There was no reply in the silent night, no one could give her the answer
It was the same tonight, she sat on the bed blankly, letting tears cover her face
Even when she broke up with Tang Jie, she never complained about him. She even gave him her blessing because he told herself at the first moment that he would marry another woman because her family had a better background and there was no deceit.
"I lie to you because I love you." This is exactly what Lin Huan wants. No matter what, she doesn't want to live in deception.
Chapter completed!