She felt very satisfied, a kind of sad revengeful satisfaction - like the reincarnation of fate. The sorrow of being in the royal family - her son is more important than anything else.

If you give up on me once, I can only give up on you for the rest of my life.

This is a mother's only choice.

Is there any reason to abandon a son for a man?

She talked to herself, like a person who has aged for many years, and her heart was as white as the snow.

The cabin is very well maintained.

When she pushed the door open and went in, she even saw that the door handle still had the same finely carved pattern. She stayed in front of the pattern for a long time.

Thinking of Li Yi.

Thinking of friends who have passed away.

Without him, this little house wouldn't even exist.

She goes in.

The big bed inside, the table, some books... some potted plants... are still vivid in my mind... even the flower-sable cloak... After so many years, the flower-sable cloak is lying neatly in the big wooden box.

So well preserved.

She took out the large cloak of the flower mink, touched its soft fur with her hands, and finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Fangfei... when we have a child... I think about it, it's best to be a little princess. We will take her to play together... we will sit on the snow together, and we won't be cold... I will give you this flower-sable cloak."

She..."

In the past, we joked about what happened behind us, but now everything is happening before our eyes.

This is his promise, a promise to his little daughter.

But, at this moment, he will never have a daughter again.

There is nothing that can be done about it in this life.

Just like this flower mink that cannot be sent away.

She didn't even dare to tell Hong'er - it seemed like a huge betrayal and a huge spiritual trial that had suppressed her for so many years.

Just like a prisoner, he has been waiting for the day he is released after serving his sentence.

Unexpectedly, after waiting and waiting, the punishment was deepened and turned into a life sentence.

And, he will never be released again?

She fell on the flower mink, suddenly lost her scruples and lost her voice in pain.

In this world, no matter how much power you have, no matter how much credit you have - but, can you stop some things?

You can't change anything, you can only drift with the tide. Personal honor and disgrace, happiness or not, become so small and unworthy of mentioning.

There are a lot of things in the big box.

Luxurious clothes, precious pearls, even that ruby ​​ring——

"Little thing... you have to carry this ring with you. Even if you sell yourself, you are not allowed to sell the ring..."

It was a bright red ring.

Such a ruby, even though she had been in the harem for many years, she had never seen such a good and beautiful ruby. Luo Jia always said that it was unique in the world.

At that time, she was still dubious, but now she knew it was true.

At this time, in such a dark winter, the rubies emitted a warm and soft light, as if they were going to completely illuminate the house.

Her eyes fell on it and she could hardly look away.

Over the years, I have been living a simple life and have not paid much attention to food, clothing, housing and transportation. I have not worn any personal jewelry for a long time. However, when I got the ruby ​​ring, my eyes seemed to have taken root and fell on it.

It can't be moved at all.

This is the best thing he can give himself.

Whatever he thinks is best, he gives it to himself without hesitation.

She put the ruby ​​on her hand.

The fingers also trembled slightly.

After so many years, that beauty has not changed at all.

It's just that the pastries on the side are missing.

When he gave those things away, he would always put out many special pastries, bird's nests... those were his favorites.

"Little thing... do the math, how many bird's nests have you eaten these days? 100 taels of silver a day... how much is that in a year? Even if you sell it, you won't be able to pay it back. Do you still want to leave?..."

She burst into tears.

Even memories are such cruel things.

Once you leave here, not even the memories are allowed to appear.

But, where do you want to go?

It's Pingcheng.

It is the Li Zheng Palace.

It is the place where we have the deepest love for each other - especially since from now on, my son will enter the Li Zheng Palace -

His own son—but not his!

Her heart was cut with a knife, and she felt that she was occupying a magpie's nest.

She closed the box hastily.

The flower ermine and the ring were all removed, placed inside, and the box was hastily locked. Here, there are guards guarding it all the time, and everything in the royal family can sit back and relax——

I don't even dare to take it away.

She stood up suddenly, turned around and left.

When I left, I had already wiped away my tears.

It's like saying goodbye to your youth and love years in your life.

Finally, is there no more love in life?

Those beautiful emotions have retreated to the bottom of life. Are they no longer worthy of being remembered or taken seriously? After that, only a political career is left.

She walked very fast, almost staggering in her steps.

Especially when walking downhill, because I was absent-minded, my steps slipped and I almost fell down.

Fortunately, the snow was soft, so two palace maids and several guards rushed over, helped her up, and asked anxiously: "The Queen Mother...The Queen Mother..."

She stood firm, her eyes were a little blurry, and she was covered in snow. She just patted herself and then said lightly: "It's okay... I'm okay..."

At this moment, a "whoosh" sound was suddenly heard, as if horses were passing by at the foot of the mountain.

Are those some royal nobles conducting their final hunt?

At the foot of this mountain is the hunting area of ​​the nobles.

She took a closer look and saw the princes and nobles, each riding a good horse and holding some pheasants and other wild animals in their hands. It was a cold winter, so it seemed that they had not hunted any decent big animals.

The one running at the front was Lu Tai. He seemed to have good luck and hit a slightly larger unknown animal.

Everyone may have seen the woman halfway up the mountain. Someone shouted and everyone stopped.

Then, move forward.

Everyone dismounted and saluted together: "See the Queen Mother."

Fang Fei's eyes swept over this group of people. This was a typical gathering of Xianbei ministers. In their usual private lives and private entertainment, Han ministers rarely participated with them.

This was the first time she had met them since she was poisoned. Although they met by chance, the ministers all had a look of speculation on their faces - the little emperor had ascended the throne, and the power of Empress Dowager Feng was further consolidated.

.Who dares to show any disrespect to her at this time?

You know, even when she was poisoned, the Li Xin family could not escape the fate of the nine clans implicated.

Especially Lu Tai, because he had something evil in his heart and had a close relationship with Li Xin. At this moment, he knelt on the ground and said with all his might, "Queen Mother, has your body recovered?"

She said calmly: "Everyone has a good harvest today. Lu Tai, you have hunted the biggest thing. It seems that your hunting results are worthy of being the most outstanding among the Xianbei people."

"Thank you, Queen Mother, for the compliment. I feel ashamed that I don't deserve it."

When Lu Tai answered, he kept looking at her quietly.

Of course he would not miss such an opportunity - Empress Dowager Feng - the little emperor -

However, the more I looked at it, the more confused I became.

When I saw the little emperor, I remembered Empress Dowager Feng's appearance very vaguely. When I saw Empress Dowager Feng, I thought of the little emperor's appearance also very vaguely.

He was very frustrated. Why couldn't he see the two of them together?

If we sat face to face with the little emperor like before, wouldn't it be a good observation?
To be continued...