If you want to give up, wouldn’t you completely cut off your heart?

No!

no way!!

It was a rare sunny day.

Early in the morning, the sun shines brightly.

People who had been attacked by the drizzle of winter rain for a long time finally saw a bright sunshine. Emperor Hongwen woke up very early. When he opened his eyes, the woman in his arms was still asleep.

She has been like this these days, as if she can never wake up again as soon as she falls asleep.

Most people will not sleep so deeply, which only means that she is exhausted and can no longer withstand any tossing.

However, at this moment, Emperor Hongwen suddenly felt a childlike heart and reached out to squeak under her armpit: "Fangfei...Fangfei..."

She opened her eyes and looked at him tiredly.

"Fangfei, is it better today?"

She nodded and wanted to sit up.

But he smiled and helped her, hugged her in his arms, and the two of them leaned against the head of the bed together.

"Fangfei, do you want to go out for a walk today?"

Her eyes looked at the window.

The windows are half open, and you can see the yellow winter depression outside, and the bright sun cannot be covered.

Then, the door was knocked on the thunderous sound, Hong'er's voice: "Empress Dowager, father...Father, empress dowager..."

Emperor Hongwen sat up with a smile, put on his coat, got out of bed and opened the door.

The child jumped in and said, "Father, is the Empress Dowager?"

Emperor Hongwen held his son's hand, and the father and son came to the head of the bed. Fangfei also sat in her coat. Seeing her son, her eyes changed. She couldn't help but soften, stretched out her hand and pulled his hand.

Seeing that she was completely awake and her spirits improved a little, the child was very happy: "Empress Dowager, are you all well?"

She nodded and said softly: "Honger has done her homework these days?"

"The father taught me. Today is also the father's teaching class. By the way, the Empress Dowager, the father said, I will go to court together today..."

"Hong'er, did you forget? Today is a vacation. I won't go to court."

The laws of the northern country are that every 10 days of court work will rest for 3 days. During the Chinese New Year, ancestral sacrifices and other major days will also take 7 or 10 days. Starting today, it will take a vacation and take three days off.

"Ha, Father, I almost forgot. It's clear, we're going to hunt."

"Go together when the empress dowager is ready."

Fangfei said softly: "You guys go. I won't."

The child hurriedly said, "I won't go anymore. It's fun to have the Queen Mother with me. Father, let's wait until the Queen Mother gets better."

How didn’t Emperor Hongwen know? Since the Empress Dowager fell off the cliff, the child hoped to take him and the Empress Dowager to hunt. In the mind of the child, he would encounter danger only if he had no father.

As long as the father is here, everything will be in danger.

"Hong'er, the Queen Mother will be cured in about half a month. Will we go hunting again?"

"Okay."

On this day, Emperor Hongwen taught his son to study in Cining Palace and did not even read the memorials. In the afternoon, after all the homework was over, the father and son were having fun together.

The sun has also gone down, and the sky is dark and it is getting darker.

When the wind blows, the room is cold.

The stove was regenerated and soon warmed up. Fangfei only got up and walked for a while, then lay back, and after a while, she became drowsy again.

Half-dream and half-awake, I heard my son's giggle.

"Father, it's really fun to ride a horse..."

"Haha, my father will give you another better play."

Emperor Hongwen put the child down while talking. He lay on the ground, making his hair messy, and stood up one by one: "Hong'er, this is a mad dog game..."

The child was very curious: "Why is it a mad dog?"

Emperor Hongwen shook his messy hair, grinned, and roared with his teeth and claws: "Wow wool...Wow wool..."

The screams were like a mad dog with the sound of the wind.

Hong'er was very happy: "Haha, Father, you look so terrible..." He rushed over, hugged his father's neck, and imitated him, but he quickly kissed him in the face: "Father, it's so fun..."

...

Fangfei looked at this scene quietly, slowly turned her head, facing the wall, and tears flowed in her eyes.

Emperor Hongwen, his heart is getting closer and closer to his son. These days, he has truly become a father, and he is not even like an emperor.

He is changing himself and changing himself as much as possible.

However, life is not enough to change—and many things are too late to change.

Just like the two dead Persian cats, no matter how they change, they will never survive.

I went to court on the first day after the vacation.

When Emperor Hongwen handled the backlog of things and returned to Cining Palace, Honger had not come back yet. He was in class with Li Chong and others.

When he went in, he found that Fangfei was not in the house.

He felt a slump in his heart and asked hurriedly: "Where is the Queen Mother?"

The palace maids replied: "Go back to Your Majesty, the Empress Dowager is out. Empress Zhang is waiting with her."

Emperor Hongwen hurriedly chased him out.

From a distance, he stopped and did not dare to take another step forward.

That was the tomb of the father's emperor - Fangfei. She stood silently before the tomb of the father's emperor for a long time, and no one knew what she was thinking.

He dared not go there.

It was an invisible barrier and a sharp weapon that I could not get close to.

It took her a long time before she turned around and walked down slowly.

On this day, she was no longer wearing the robe of the queen mother or the robe of the Taoist nun, but the very simple shirt of an ordinary woman. This gave her a little more vitality.

Only when walking can you see that she has not recovered completely because her steps are still very slow and heavy.

Emperor Hongwen slowly passed by, his steps as if filled with lead. One meter away from his father's tomb, he no longer had the courage to approach, but just stood in a daze.

I was accepting the torment of ice and fire in my heart - the past month was like a dream, a short and sweet dream. I once agreed so firmly to Hong'er that I would never leave him and the Queen Mother - it turns out that Jun Wu jokes are fake. Even the emperor can't do it.

Because, the two people separated by: Father! Li Yi.

These two people, like Tianhe, isolated themselves and Fangfei, themselves and their first love, and Hong'er's mother into two worlds that cannot be intersected at all.

He was waiting on the mountain road on the side, and she almost passed by him.

"Fangfei!

"Why did you kill Li Yi?"

The sound seemed to be blowing with the wind. It was floating and cold in his ears.

Because of that sandalwood fan? Because of "the empress dowager's injustice"? These reasons that were once so high-sounding are now hard to say. Fangfei, he questioned himself in front of his father's tomb! She tortured herself in front of her father's soul in front of her father's soul. Those invisible privacy that others cannot see - the father can be seen in heaven.

Emperor Hongwen was dry and speechless.

She smiled, her voice so crisply, just like the girl in the temple in the past, pure and simple, "Today, in front of the late emperor's spirit in heaven, I swear that Li Yi and I are all clear and innocent; Your Majesty, what about you? Have you really never tried to completely get rid of my thoughts in a little bit?"

Get rid of Empress Dowager Feng!

Have you ever thought about it like this?

Emperor Hongwen's body shivered slightly.

"Actually, when Li Yi died, I really hated you to the core, especially Prince Rui's Gengfeng... Hong, at that time, I actually wanted to kill you!"

Hong!

She called herself Hong!

It seemed like the girl from the Prince's Mansion, with such a coquettish voice.

His whole body trembled!
Chapter completed!