Chapter 193: Also Suffered
"My grass, what is this? Why is it raining?"
A boy standing downstairs suddenly shouted, and two drops of water dripped on his face from above.
"Student, this is the sad tears of the buddy upstairs. Congratulations on winning the lottery!"
On the rooftop, Sima Chaofeng's tears were still falling down, while Chen Qiang continued to cry.
"Chen Qiang, it's not a sin for men to cry, it's a sin, it's a pain in their hearts."
"Teacher Sima, have you been hurt by love?"
Chen Qiang stopped crying, and he wiped the tears on his face with the corner of the quilt on his shoulder. He felt a little better. Finally, there was someone who was in the same way as him.
"Yes, it's all a few years ago!"
Sima Chaofeng said while wiping a tear from the corner of his eyes with his hands. His voice was very slow and low, and his eyes were dull.
"Teacher Sima, are you so deeply hurt by love?"
"It's almost the same. I was so sad that I couldn't think about tea or food. I spent all day drinking to relieve my sorrows. People lost several pounds. What's the situation? How could you have such a heartbreak?"
"Hey, I should have focused all my energy on my studies. But who knew that love would come quietly without realizing it. My neighbor is a beautiful sister. She has been helping me with my homework since I was a child. My relationship with her has always been very good. I didn't know before, thinking that my feelings for her are just the kind of attachment of my younger brother to my sister. She has always been very nice to me, we have always been very close, and she will tell me any worries."
"Then you should be very happy. There is a sister next door you like to take care of you."
"I thought so too, it was so good that we both kept doing this. If I had anything to talk to, I could sit with her and have a long chat. But I was wrong. I went to her house to play with her two days ago, and I actually found out that she had a boyfriend. She never said she had a boyfriend. A few days ago, I said I like her, but she didn't refuse me. When I went to her house, she actually told me not to look for her in the future."
Speaking of this, Chen Qiang couldn't help but shed a few more tears.
"Chen Qiang, you are much better than me!"
"ah?"
Chen Qiang did not expect Sima Chaofeng's situation would be more sad than himself.
"Teacher Sima, are you suffering more emotional injuries than me?"
"It's not just heavy, it's much more sad than you. At least your sister next door just deceived you and did not let you suffer any other losses. I was in trouble at that time. I thought she and I would continue to vow to be together forever, be happy and sweet, and our love will last until death. It's because I was too stupid and infatuated at a young age. I gave her all the strength I could."
"Hey, sometimes love is really a hurtful thing!" Sima Chaofeng sighed heavily and shook his head.
"Teacher Sima, what happened later? What made your relationship break?"
Chen Qiang was attracted by Sima Chaofeng's experience, and temporarily forgot his pain. Suddenly, he found that there were people in this world who were more severely injured than him. This was a psychological comfort for Chen Qiang, who was in a depressed moment, and he was not the worst.
"I am willing to give all my money for her. Every time she asks me for a lot of money, I will lend it to my friend, and I will raise all the money for her. Poor at that time, I actually felt that having someone I deserved to give all of it is a great happiness."
Sima Chaofeng was talking while observing the expression on Chen Qiang's face.
At this moment, Chen Qiang was listening carefully to his story, and had stopped crying, holding the quilt tightly to wrap himself tightly.
Sima Chaofeng continued to speak, slowly approaching Chen Qiang.
"Student Chen Qiang, do you think I'm stupid?"
"Teacher Sima, what happened later, did she treat you like my sister next door to me?"
"Oh, it's more than just a deception!"
Sima Chaofeng continued to approach Chen Qiang.
"That day was her birthday. I went to her house with a birthday cake I made myself to give her an unexpected surprise. I went to her house with the key she gave me and went in. I found that there were moans of men and women mixed together in the room. I was stunned at the time and rushed over and kicked open the door of the room. She and a man were hugging each other naked. I ran over and asked him why he loved others with me on his back."
Sima Chaofeng continued to walk to Chen Qiang while talking.
"Do you know how she answered me?"
Chen Qiang shook his head, "What did she say?"
"I never dreamed that the woman I always loved was always someone else's lover, and I was a third party from the beginning. She laughed and called me an idiot, saying that she had never fallen in love with me since she started dating me. She just thought I was easy to cheat me and make some pocket money to spend it."
"Teacher Sima, it seems that we are really sympathetic to each other."
Sima Chaofeng was slowly approaching Chen Qiang during the few minutes of conversation with Chen Qiang, and now he had already walked to him.
The teachers on the side were listening to Sima Chaofeng's sad love experience. When Sima Chaofeng finished speaking, they found that he had walked to Chen Qiang and could hold Chen Qiang with his hand.
Chen Qiang did not react at all to Sima Chaofeng's arrival. He felt that Sima Chaofeng was a person who had suffered serious injuries in love, just like him.
Everyone next to him was looking forward to Sima Chaofeng pulling him from the edge of the rooftop while Chen Qiang was not paying attention.
Sima Chaofeng didn't play according to common sense. He did not pull Chen Qiang, nor did he persuade Chen Qiang to not be unwilling to think about it.
"Chen Qiang, do you think sometimes as a man is also pitiful? With so many troubles, it is better to die than to live. Thinking of the past, I feel that life is meaningless, and I don't seem to find any motivation to live."
Sima Chaofeng was talking about Chen Qiang's mental state at this time. He had no thoughts and thought that life was meaningless and only wanted to be liberated.
Chen Qiang was silent, Sima Chao put his hand on his shoulder, "Chen Qiang, since we all feel that life has nothing to be missed with, then let's seek relief together. Death is not the end of life for those who are suffering in life, but a kind of sublimation."
"Teacher Sima, you are right. This is how I feel at this moment."
"Okay, since we have all seen through this tired world, let's jump down together, come and give me your hand. We, who are sick and pitiful, may become good brothers when we come to the underworld."
Sima Chaofeng stretched out his hand to Chen Qiang.
"Teacher Sima, you..."
Zhang Jingming was anxious. Why did one of the people who wanted to die and didn't persuade him to add another one? Unexpectedly, Sima Chaofeng came up and did not persuade Chen Qiang, but also sought death.
Wen Xia and Xu Ling next to them were also stunned.
"Teacher Sima, you can't think so. Don't do stupid things!"
Wen Xia was anxious, "Don't be overwhelmed. There are many good things worth looking forward to in life, and many people worth loving!"
Wen Xia couldn't figure out how Sima Chaofeng, who was just lively and joking with him, was actually so depressed now.
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Chapter completed!