I wanted to protect you and hold up a sky for you, but at that time I didn’t know what I was thinking.

I still don’t understand love. I thought that Jun Zhiyuan’s whole body was nothing but killing myo.

Later, I allowed Chu Qingxiao, Ouyang Shengxue and others to hurt you, and even myself did things to hurt you. I'm sorry,

Baby, do you know, when I found that you put all the things I gave you at the door of the ward, I panicked, I was confused,

I felt like my world was in darkness. It was a panic I had never experienced before. It turned out that you had already penetrated deeply into my life and entered my blood.

That was the first time I blew the trumpet and mobilized the entire city of A, just to find you. As long as you come back to me, I will treat you well.

But they didn't find you and made you suffer a lot. I almost lost you too. I was so scared.

Later I found you. When I saw the bridge hole, I almost couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe that the place where you lived for a few days was really so dilapidated.

I punished those who tried to hurt you and made them pay the price they deserve. At that time, I was so full of anger. It was also the first time I killed Miao in so many years. For you,

When I saw you in that shabby restaurant, I stopped. I didn’t even know how to get out of the car and walk to you.

From a distance, I watched you busy and struggling for life. In fact, at that time, I could take you away regardless of everything.

But I didn't, because I saw you smiling so brightly even though you were holding the cheapest steamed bun in your hand,

That smile hurt my eyes. It was a smile I couldn't give you, so I let you go.

But I don’t want your life to go on like this. Only when you are strong can you have a better life.

At that time, I no longer regarded you as a toy. I began to understand your mood and think about things from your perspective.

Maybe I could not help myself from loving you at that time, otherwise I, who has never resorted to any means, would not have let you go so easily.

I called the leader of the secret service because I want you to become stronger so that you won’t be bullied even without me protecting you.
Chapter completed!