The silence lasted for a long time. Wang Xia on the other side seemed to have noticed something was wrong with Wang Yaxin, and then spoke again: "If you feel embarrassed, you don't need to answer me. I just asked casually."

"No, Xiaoxia, I just... don't know how to answer your question." Wang Yaxin finally said it hesitantly. In front of Wang Xia, Wang Yaxin didn't want to hide herself, let alone deceive Wang Xia, and even said to herself

Wang Yaxin will think twice about every word that comes out. If

If she really doesn't want to answer Wang Xia's question, Wang Yaxin can also find any reason or excuse at will. Anyway, for Wang Xia, she just listened casually. However, Wang Yaxin doesn't want to do this. After coming back this time

, Wang Yaxin originally felt that she was a little sorry for Wang Xia, but now

After receiving this call from Wang Xia again, Wang Yaxin would feel sorry for herself if she continued to deceive her with lies. What's more, Wang Xia also occupied a very important position in Wang Yaxin's heart. Although the intersection between the two people seemed

It doesn't seem like much, but during that coincidental time,

The two people have almost the same thoughts and ideas. This incident quickly narrowed the distance between the two people. Perhaps for Wang Yaxin, she never thought that she would become such a good friend with Li Xiaoxiao's sister.

My friend, how many things in this world are set in advance?

"Since you don't know how to answer, there's no need to answer. I don't have to hear your answer before I give up." At this time, Wang Xia still couldn't calm down her mood. Of course, she also knew that this matter was just

I just want to get to the bottom of it. In the final analysis, whether Wang Yaxin wants to tell me or not is Wang Yaxin’s business, and I can’t influence other people’s thoughts.

, However, after hearing Wang Yaxin's answer just now, Wang Xia couldn't help but feel a little angry again. She felt that Wang Yaxin could not even say a true word in front of her, even though it didn't look like it on the surface.

It was nothing, but in fact, Wang Xia could clearly feel in her heart that the two people seemed to be no longer as close as before.

"Xiaoxia, I know it was my fault for not telling you when I came back this time. I admit my mistake to you. As for what you just asked about my comeback, I am a little confused about who I am.

For what reason, I had thought before that maybe I was doing this just to allow my two children to have better living conditions, but then I thought about it again, maybe what I was thinking was not that simple.

I still want to help Qiangzi survive this crisis, but I can’t

I have thought about how I can live my life in this way. Xiaoxia, I find that I have changed a lot now. I used to be a very selfish person. I only cared about my own life.

I only care about making myself better and better. Even when I work hard to make money and let my children live a better life, part of my heart is actually for myself. I want to make myself a very successful person in the eyes of others.

A very good woman, etc.”

When Wang Yaxin said this, her voice suddenly stopped, and Wang Xia on the other side remained silent and did not speak. She knew that Wang Yaxin had not finished speaking. At this moment, she did not want to interrupt Wang Yaxin's thoughts. She realized

She seemed to have a slight misunderstanding of Wang Yaxin before. After listening to Wang Yaxin's words at this time, Wang Xia once again felt the sincere sister Yaxin, the sister Yaxin who said and talked about everything to her.

.

After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin finally spoke again: "I don't know why I am like this. Maybe I was the best in the past, and maybe I am better now, but in my heart I feel

These are no longer any ideas. I seem to have forgotten how I should live, and even

Forgetting who I am, it seems that my biggest task in this life is to raise my two children, Xiaoyu and Xinsheng, safely. No matter what method I use, no matter what I become, as long as I can make them

To me, growing up happily and healthily means that I have fulfilled my long-cherished wish."

"I have always had the great idea of ​​becoming myself. At least, I should be considered a qualified mother, right?"

Hearing Wang Yaxin's question, Wang Xia still didn't make any sound, but she couldn't help herself and nodded along, although she also knew that Wang Yaxin couldn't see her current appearance at all.

"But later I discovered that all of this was actually just wishful thinking on my part. I thought I was doing all this for my two children, but in fact it was for myself, to live a decent life.

In order to become a qualified mother, it is the innate maternal nature in my heart that drives me to do all this, there is no doubt about it."

Wang Yaxin seemed to have finished speaking. She didn't make another sound for a long time. At this moment, Wang Xia finally couldn't help but let out a long breath. She realized her recklessness and her impulsiveness. The former Wang Yaxin was in front of her.

What kind of woman she is? I still remember it clearly in my mind. She is such a gentle and rational woman. Why don't I have a little patience to listen to her inner feelings?

But Wang Xia also knows that saying all this is meaningless now. Wang Xia was originally a person who was not good at apologizing. She always subconsciously found various reasons and excuses for her not apologizing, such as her natural

With such a carefree personality, and for example, I think that in my relationship with my friends, if I say something apologetic, it will seem harsh and polite.

But when it comes to Wang Yaxin, Wang Xia has no such thoughts at all. She knows the relationship between herself and Wang Yaxin, what kind of woman Wang Yaxin was before, and how Wang Yaxin treats her. Now she is in such a situation.

In a special period, when she decided to come back, maybe she was struggling and entangled in her heart, but she had never listened to her heart, and she even blamed her for all this. Thinking about it carefully, she was indeed the one who

A little too much.

"Sister Yaxin, I don't know...it turns out you still have so many thoughts in your heart..."

Wang Xia didn't know what her tone and expression was when she said this, but after Wang Yaxin on the other side heard it, a smile suddenly appeared on her face.

Nothing has changed.

Nothing has changed.

Wang Xia's character has not changed.

The relationship between him and her has not changed.
Chapter completed!