"Actually, I didn't drink much. I just wanted to use alcohol to test myself and my heart to see what I was thinking. Unexpectedly, there was actually a surprise waiting for me."

Fang Zhiqiang said in a joking tone, as if this was a matter that had nothing to do with him. His attitude of having nothing to do with him was unknown when he developed it. Every time he used it, the effect was still there.

It's really good.

"Is that a surprise to you?" Wang Yaxin found Fang Zhiqiang's statement a bit strange. At least, she didn't think so before, and she really never thought that Fang Zhiqiang would think like this.

"At least, before today, it was indeed a surprise to me."

There was something in Fang Zhiqiang's words, and Wang Yaxin immediately heard it.

His meaning was obvious, because his performance and reaction today made him feel that he was not particularly looking forward to his words, nor was he particularly looking forward to his surprise.

"This is exactly what I thought. At least, I thought so before." Wang Yaxin smiled slightly and said disapprovingly.

"Um."

Fang Zhiqiang replied with one word. Although this was not what Fang Zhiqiang wanted to express originally, he wanted to ask: "Is this still a surprise for you now?"

But Fang Zhiqiang held back and did not ask, because he almost already had the answer he wanted.

Wang Yaxin was stunned. Fang Zhiqiang didn't say anything, which made her even more at a loss. Originally, she was a little worried that Fang Zhiqiang would ask some questions that she couldn't answer, such as: "So for you now, this

Is this still a surprise?”

But Fang Zhiqiang didn't ask anything, but it made Wang Yaxin's heart more complicated. Maybe he was still wavering. If he kept asking, maybe he would...

Wang Yaxin did not dare to continue thinking about it, but she could not suppress the slight sense of loss in her heart. Why didn't Fang Zhiqiang continue to ask?

"I'm going to... talk to Dr. Xu and let him start preparing for closed treatment."

Seeing that Wang Yaxin continued to be silent and no longer spoke, Fang Zhiqiang pondered for a moment and said this.

Wang Yaxin wanted to open her mouth to keep Fang Zhiqiang away, and even wanted to say something that she didn't have the courage to say just now, but she didn't know why, but she suddenly couldn't say a word at this moment.

Watching Fang Zhiqiang slowly turn around, Wang Yaxin pondered for a long time. She seemed to say something, but after a long time, she finally closed her eyes again.

"Just say what you have to say, so as not to leave any regrets in the future."

It was Xiaoya again. At this most critical moment, it was she who said this sentence, which made Wang Yaxin suddenly open her eyes again.

"Hadron!"

Wang Yaxin spoke, and as the words came to light, Fang Zhiqiang's footsteps indeed paused again.

"Yaxin, if you have already made a decision, there is no need to say anything more. I just want to tell you what I say in my heart. I want you to know what I think, not what kind of result I want.

."

After Fang Zhiqiang paused, he turned his back to Wang Yaxin and said these words.

Xiaoya's words just now have made Fang Zhiqiang understand something. In fact, he knows very well that some words, or some things, require his absolute will. If he has not made a decision yet, he can force it.

Things are difficult to continue.

The confusion of being born, the hesitation of not being able to love, is something that no one can escape.

In this world, there are too many stories of love that cannot be achieved. For Fang Zhiqiang, he also knows that there are some people, no matter how deeply he loves them, even if he wants to love her with everything in his life, even if he can't bear to see them

When she gets hurt even a little bit, even when she sees a drop of sweat, she feels so distressed that she can't stand it. But in the end, it is still a relationship that is destined to be fruitless. For such a relationship, is there any other choice besides giving up?

So, if there are so many people in the world who are unhappy, why should I be sad?

Even if he says something he is extremely reluctant to say at the moment, it is not a big deal to Fang Zhiqiang. The world can function as usual without everyone, so why not himself?

Fang Zhiqiang's words made Wang Yaxin fall silent again.

Originally, Xiaoya gave Wang Yaxin enough stimulation. She was really afraid that she would regret it one day, because she had experienced too many such examples before, especially in Fang Zhiqiang's case.

I have experienced too many times of hesitation about not being able to love.

Every time, Wang Yaxin felt extremely regretful, and every time it became a permanent regret.

However, Fang Zhiqiang's words made Wang Yaxin realize once again that there are some things that cannot be continued without enough determination and motivation, just like when Fang Zhiqiang just proposed to him, if he

Just listen to your inner voice and you will definitely agree without hesitation.

But what will be the result?

Wang Yaxin couldn't imagine it, and Fang Zhiqiang couldn't imagine it. It was a result that no one could imagine. Therefore, it was his own reason that finally ended it all. So at this moment, under the stimulation of Xiaoya's words just now

, are the words that I blurt out carefreely based on reason or impulse?

Forget it, if you don’t know the answer for the moment, just leave it to time and let time deal with it!

Fang Zhiqiang has raised his feet again. It's not that he doesn't want to hear what Wang Yaxin said, but he wants to give Wang Yaxin more time to think. Although doing so may make Wang Yaxin continue to struggle and suffer, anything can be done.

On the contrary, things that can make you miserable will definitely make you happy.

If two people can really persevere to the end, then the happiness they can get may be unmatched by anything before!

When he came to Xu Chao's office again, looking at Xu Chao concentrating on studying the treatment plan, Fang Zhiqiang said again: "Doctor Xu, how sure are you?"

Fang Zhiqiang was afraid that he would miss his last chance, and he was also afraid that the words he had not spoken would never have a chance to be spoken again in his life.

Although Fang Zhiqiang also knew that it might be impossible to get an answer to the question he asked Xu Chao, he still couldn't help but ask.

Xu Chao raised his eyelids and looked at Fang Zhiqiang, his eyes filled with an indescribable feeling.

Fang Zhiqiang looked like a touch of anger, regret, or confusion.

"Thirty percent."

Finally, Xu Chao spoke.

However, after hearing this answer, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his whole body went limp. This was the answer he least wanted to hear.

After waiting for so long, I have always wanted Xu Chao to tell me the true situation. Now I finally got my wish. Why? Why is it such a result?

"Are you surprised?"

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's confused look and continued to ask.

Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Xu Chao. He didn't know how to answer Xu Chao. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't even figure out what he was thinking in his heart at the moment.

"The certainty that Yaxin can be cured has always been no more than 30%." Xu Chao continued.

Every word Xu Chao spoke at this moment was like a bolt from the blue, exploding above Fang Zhiqiang's head.

"If you knew this probability from the beginning, wouldn't you let Yaxin receive this treatment?" Xu Chao continued to ask: "If you don't receive treatment, you will age prematurely, but you will still have it for more than ten years, or even

It’s decades of life, but once you receive treatment, you will either be completely cured, or you won’t even have the last few years. Do you think this is cruel? Do you think this is a bad deal?

business?"

Xu Chao's series of questions made Fang Zhiqiang's head almost pound.

Now that Xu Chao asked such a question, Fang Zhiqiang didn't know what to think. If he had known the odds from the beginning, would he really give up?

Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know the answer now.

But what he can be sure of is that now he really feels that his previous sixth sense has been confirmed!

I always thought that I made a wrong decision in allowing Wang Yaxin to receive this treatment. Now it seems that this is becoming more and more true.

"You still have a chance to choose now. I leave Yaxin's fate in your hands and let you choose. Whether to continue treatment or give up now is your choice."

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's increasingly troubled expression and continued to ask.

"What's the difference?"

"If we give up treatment now, she will be in her current state. She can eat and live as a normal person and live a normal life. Of course, the price will be the time and life that she didn't need to pay in the first place. In other words, she will be able to live again.

It won't be a problem for about ten years, but I can't guarantee it for longer."

"If you continue to treat, the result will still be the same. If the treatment fails, you will face death."

Two results were placed in front of Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart was about to explode, and thoughts of Wang Yaxin's weak body and increasingly bad face kept popping up in his mind.

What choice should be made? How would Fang Zhiqiang know?
Chapter completed!