Chapter 2484 The Last Tenderness
If it were in the past, even if Wang Yaxin asked Sister Zhang to leave, she would still pay her salary as usual. Or, if she performed so well during the time she came in, Wang Yaxin would definitely pay her an extra bonus.
However, Wang Yaxin cannot implement these ideas now, because her current personal financial conditions are limited, and she also has to take care of the school expenses for her two children.
Although the funds are limited, Wang Yaxin has never saved money for Xiaoyu and Xin Sheng to go to school. Now Xiaoyu is still studying in boarding school, accounting for almost half of the entire family's expenses!
But Wang Yaxin has never wavered in her determination because of money. No matter how difficult her life is, Xiaoyu must go to boarding school, not just because it will save a lot of time and energy, but most importantly,
Only in such a school can Xiaoyu truly receive the influence of their local culture and truly integrate into this large group, allowing him to get to know more friends and make his personality more cheerful.
This was Wang Yaxin's previous idea, and facts have proved that Wang Yaxin's idea is correct.
In fact, Wang Yaxin himself doesn’t know when Xiaoyu started to change completely. In the past, he was never a talkative person. He hardly made friends. It seemed that in his eyes, the whole class, even
Among all the classmates in the school, no one is worthy of making friends with him. Those people are all bad people.
But it's different now. He has learned to joke with his classmates and play with them. Although he is eleven years old, sometimes he still looks like a child of several years old.
Wang Yaxin knew that that was Xiaoyu's childhood. Although she could no longer make up for it, seeing that he could live so happily now was Wang Yaxin's psychological comfort to herself.
In this life, Wang Yaxin felt that the person she owed the most to was Xiaoyu. Although when he was young, Wang Yaxin had thought of countless ways to make up for him and repay him, but in the end she found that everything she did was in vain. In the end, Xiaoyu was still the one who owed him the most.
Yu shouldered everything on his own, slowly growing and maturing, and even sometimes, the thoughts he suddenly expressed were more mature than adults.
It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin always feels heartache inexplicably. Originally, children of this age should be carefree. They only need to put the knowledge in school into their heads, and it is considered completed.
own tasks.
But Xiaoyu is completely different. Sometimes, he even has to worry about himself as a mother, such as the last time he persuaded him to come back.
Of course Wang Yaxin also knew that everything Xiaoyu said was for her own sake, but when she heard it, she felt pain in her heart.
Nowadays, Xiaoyu seems to be laughing and joking on the surface, but to be honest, Wang Yaxin doesn't know if he is really happy from the bottom of his heart or if he is pretending.
Because now Xiaoyu gives Wang Yaxin the feeling that he is a person who is particularly good at pretending, whether in front of classmates, in front of teachers, or even in front of himself.
But what reassures Wang Yaxin is that most of Xiaoyu's disguises are well-intentioned, either to prevent others from worrying about him or to hide his true inner thoughts.
Wang Yaxin did not demand too much of Xiaoyu at this point, because Xiaoyu had already endured enough, and Wang Yaxin really couldn't bear to let him endure more. After all, he was only an eleven-year-old child, and the life of Xiaoyu was too much.
At each stage, there are things that should be done at each stage. At his age, he should study without any worries, and he does not need to worry about anything else.
Thinking back to what he was doing when he was eleven years old? Wang Yaxin even forgot about it. If he had been as sensible as Xiaoyu is now, maybe his life would not be such a mess now, right?
The time came to two o'clock in the middle of the night.
For some reason, Fang Zhiqiang, who finally fell asleep, woke up unexpectedly. He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have had a dream, but he could only remember a rough outline of the situation in the dream.
It seemed like a nightmare. He was holding a woman's hand and running as hard as he could. Countless people were chasing after him. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't see clearly or remember who they were. He couldn't even remember the woman he was holding.
Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t even know who it is.
The moment he woke up, Fang Zhiqiang subconsciously thought of Li Xiaoxiao.
"Xiaoxiao!"
Fang Zhiqiang sat up suddenly and subconsciously shouted these two words.
After looking at the dark surroundings, Fang Zhiqiang came to his senses and looked back. His movements did not seem to wake up Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang breathed a sigh of relief, then looked back again and rubbed his palms.
He shook his head.
"Why do you have such a strange dream?"
Fang Zhiqiang murmured to himself.
It's been a long time. I haven't had a nightmare for a long time. Fang Zhiqiang didn't know why he suddenly had such a dream. Does it have any meaning?
In the past, Fang Zhiqiang had never had such superstitious ideas about things like dreams, but for some reason, at this moment, he kept thinking about it.
It's like a person's sixth sense, constantly telling himself that something bad may happen recently.
Moreover, when she just woke up, the first thing she thought of was Li Xiaoxiao, which made Fang Zhiqiang even more nervous. Li Xiaoxiao had just sent a message today, saying that she was likely to leave Mingzhu City in the near future. As for where she was going
, she didn’t say anything either.
After thinking about Li Xiaoxiao's last experience outside, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became more nervous.
Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang took out his mobile phone without hesitation. He originally wanted to reply to a text message to Li Xiaoxiao today, but he couldn't reply at that time, so he just took it out to reply now!
"Xiaoxiao, I know you have your own considerations, don't worry, I won't blame you.
However, you must remember that no matter what situation you encounter, life always comes first. There may be many unhappy things happening in our lives, and even many things that make us despair.
Happens, but remember, those are the rights given to us by life. This right allows us to experience the joys and sorrows of life. Everything is how life should be. So, no matter what, we
No one can despise life.
It's strange to say that I haven't had a nightmare for a long time, but I just had a nightmare. I can't remember the situation clearly, but I always have an ominous premonition. I have never had this feeling before.
Maybe it's my misunderstanding, or maybe it's my sixth sense deliberately reminding me. I thought about it carefully and found that you were about to go out recently, so I sent you this message.
If possible, I still hope you can stay. Of course, the final choice is yours to decide, and I will never interfere.
If you really want to leave, I hope you can protect yourself and always pay attention to safety first wherever you go, because you have to take good care of our children.
In addition, Xiaoxiao, although we have completed the first part of our journey, I always believe that it is just the beginning of our lives. There is still a long road waiting for us in the future. I still firmly believe that we can be at the end of our lives.
No matter when we meet again, no matter how we meet, I hope that at that time we can live the way we want!"
The message is not long compared to what Li Xiaoxiao sent before, but these words are all from Fang Zhiqiang's heart. Sometimes it is really strange. Many words could have been said earlier, but when they were together
, no one can open this mouth. Now that we are separated, we can ignore everything and blurt out no matter what we say.
Fang Zhiqiang also thinks this is quite strange, but he can't care so much now. Fang Zhiqiang has no idea when Li Xiaoxiao will leave. He doesn't want to wait until Li Xiaoxiao leaves before he thinks of saying these words.
At that time, it's too late to say anything.
After the message was sent, Fang Zhiqiang took a long breath and felt as if a big stone pressing on his chest suddenly fell. Soon, he fell asleep again.
…
The next day, the sky was dark and bright, and the industrious sun still rose as usual, covering the entire Mingzhu City.
After Li Xiaoxiao woke up, as usual, she picked up her phone first. To her surprise, there was a message from Fang Zhiqiang, and it was sent at about two o'clock in the middle of the night last night.
This made Li Xiaoxiao a little confused and eagerly opened the phone. After seeing the content of the message, Li Xiaoxiao sometimes smiled and sometimes felt sad.
She could feel that this might be the last tenderness Fang Zhiqiang gave her.
From then on, her and Fang Zhiqiang's lives will completely part ways. Just as Fang Zhiqiang said, they may meet again before the end of their lives, but by that time, no one knows what kind of person each other will become.
, no one knows how they will meet.
However, these are no longer important. No matter what the final result will be, at least for them now, there is still a last trace of tenderness. This is particularly considerate for their current relationship and status.
Even tenderness.
No matter how underestimated or at the peak of life, there is always someone around you who always cares about you or even cares about you. This is a kind of happiness that can only be encountered but cannot be sought. Li Xiaoxiao is very lucky. After she separated from Fang Zhiqiang, she
Knowing how to cherish this luck, no matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, her heart is happy.
Li Xiaoxiao will not delete this message, she will keep it until they meet again. If the time is right, Li Xiaoxiao may take out this message and share it with Fang Zhiqiang.
Share their previous tenderness and tenderness, share their previous worries.
That is a happy past that will never be forgotten in a lifetime. No matter how many years pass, the most sincere feelings from the beginning will never be let go and will always be the most precious wealth in people's hearts.
After Li Xiaoxiao got up, she was in a very good mood. After dressing up, she went downstairs alone.
These were her last few days at home. She tried her best to do something for her parents with her actions. Although she also wanted to be by her parents' side all the time, she knew that there were more important things in this world.
Something is waiting for her to discover.
Chapter completed!