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Chapter 244 Ex-Girlfriend (8)

Do you love her very much?

Love, love very much, but that was before. Now, I have lost the last bit of affection for her. She is just a memory to me, and the woman in the memory is dead. Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.

Of course, my bad mood is not because of her, or not just because of her. Fang Zhiqiang continued, and then began to talk in detail about his time with Li Xiaoxiao, various experiences, and some of his inner feelings.

Thoughts, he spoke without reservation, and finally talked about Bi Luochun and Liu Yan.

Yaxin, tell me, is God fair to me? Tell me, why do so many things happen to me? If you say it's unfair, why did you let me meet you? At least at this time.

There is someone who is willing to chat with me and listen to me talk about these boring things. Fang Zhiqiang was lying there smiling and talking.

Wang Yaxin didn't speak for a long time, and finally said: Zhiqiang, the reason why you are in so much pain now is just because you are too strong. You think you are Optimus Prime, you can carry the whole world, you put everything into

Take it upon yourself, keep all the pain to yourself, be too good to the people around you, but don’t forget that you are not a human being, you are just an ordinary person, you cannot bear the whole world, this is your pain

reasons.

No, I'm not actually a strong person. I never said I must become something. I think I'm actually a very unmotivated person who just goes with the flow. I never thought about what I would become one day.

An awesome person. Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.

Your need to be strong is not reflected in how much money you have and what kind of person you want to be. What you need to be strong is your heart. The ex-girlfriend you mentioned was obviously borrowing money for her. Why should you pay it back yourself?

Knowing that she has betrayed you, you still insist on repaying this debt. Why? Isn't it just because you want to be strong?

You insist that it is your responsibility, that it is your responsibility for this love. You believe that love should not be equated with money. You have to pay for the former love in your heart. Why did you do it for Li Xiaoxiao?

Things make you angry and sad?

You saved Li Xiaoxiao. Logically speaking, it is reasonable for her to repay you. Even if she lied to you, she was doing it for your own good. The salary she gave you, your helping you pay off your debt, and all the kindness she has done to you.

It should be a burden in your heart. If it were ordinary people, they would accept it calmly, right?

Why are you so distressed and sad? Or is it because you want to be strong? To be strong, you don’t want others to give you charity. You hope that everything you get is due to your own efforts and is obtained upright. Isn’t this the case?

Do you want to be strong? Don’t tell me

Others, tell me, I actually know that you are having a hard time, at least in terms of money, and I really want to help you. I have tried to help you several times, but you refused every time, and every time

When I ask you for money, you always refuse and even get a little angry.

I could see at that time that you are a very strong man, so since then I have never taken the initiative to say that I want to help you with anything, especially when it comes to money and things. It’s not that I don’t treat you as a friend.

It's like helping you, but I'm afraid of hurting your self-esteem. I don't want it to be difficult for you, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. Wang Yaxin sat up and looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned and looked at Wang Yaxin blankly, speechless for a while.

You are a very strong man, you can say you are the strongest man I have ever met. No matter what life treats you, you have never complained, and you have always treated life with your own serious attitude towards life.

, I have never been overwhelmed by life or forced to change myself, which is very rare.

As you said to me that time, everyone has their own attitude towards life and everyone's principles. No matter what life treats you, you will always insist on your principles and never change. Moreover, no matter what the psychological suffering is,

No matter how much pain and torture you have, you are unwilling to say it. You still show your smile to the people around you, give happiness to everyone, and keep the pain in your heart to bear it alone.

So I say you are the most powerful man I have ever met. Wang Yaxin then said to Fang Zhiqiang.

However, you are also the most fragile man at heart. Wang Yaxin added another sentence.

Lao Tzu once said in the Tao Te Ching that in the way of trading, strong people are easy to break, and only the most yin and soft can synthesize the world. The weakest people in the world are like water, but the best is like water. Although this sentence is about how people behave in the world.

Tao, but use it on your body

The same applies to above. It is hard and easy to break because your heart is too strong. It is as sharp and angular as a square. Once you touch that edge, it will hurt others as well as yourself.

, and may scratch yourself.

Your fragility is actually your own. To strengthen your self-esteem, things that seem normal to others are unacceptable to you. You are like a snail, carrying a heavy shell to protect yourself.

, show your most powerful side to others, but in fact you have forgotten that you are also fragile inside and need more protection and care from others. Wang Yaxin said slowly.

After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she crossed her arms. The wind on the mountain was very strong. She still felt very comfortable in front of her, but she was already a little shivering at this moment.

Fang Zhiqiang took off his coat, walked over and put it on Wang Yaxin.

I'm not cold. You can dress yourself. It's so cold. Wang Yaxin didn't want to and was about to take Fang Zhiqiang's clothes off, but was suppressed by Fang Zhiqiang.

Dress up, don't catch a cold, I'm not cold, and I'm not afraid of the cold, didn't you just say that? I'm a very strong man, not to mention invulnerable, but at least this little wind can't knock me down. Fang Zhiqiang

He said with a smile.

Is that what I meant? It’s nonsense. Wang Yaxin rolled her eyes at Fang Zhiqiang, but her tone was full of tenderness. She didn’t say anything about taking off Fang Zhiqiang’s coat. Instead, she wrapped Fang Zhiqiang’s coat tightly around herself.

live.

Actually, I have never thought about who I am, and no one has ever told me what kind of person I am. I think, maybe no one has thought about understanding me, including myself. Listen today

When you said this, I realized that I am actually a bit like what you said.

Maybe I really want to be too strong. Just because I want to be strong, I have been very tired these years and have hurt myself a lot. Also because I want to be strong, I have hurt many people around me. For example, Li Xiaoxiao, she

He obviously wanted to help me, but he was scolded by me every time. In the end, he had to come up with some ways to help me. Fang Zhiqiang sighed and said.
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