Chapter 2243 parents' past
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao was very helpless. She didn't want herself to be that kind of person in the eyes of others, but she couldn't control herself. The reason why she said so much today was indeed because there was no other way. She was questioned step by step.
The thoughts in her heart are becoming more and more ingrained. If she doesn't speak out, Li Xiaoxiao doesn't know what her next step will be, and she might actually go crazy.
Of course, she didn't want to bring any pressure to Fang Zhiqiang's work or spirit, but she knew that what Fang Zhiqiang said before was right. Any thoughts in her heart would be reflected on her face. Fang Zhiqiang
You can see it instantly, even if you really don't know anything
Even without saying anything, Fang Zhiqiang can also feel that something is wrong with him. When the time comes, he and he will still become awkward. Instead of continuing like this, it is better to tell everything now, at least Fang Zhiqiang
Be able to understand yourself and why you are the way you are now.
After Fang Zhiqiang left the bedroom, he headed downstairs. It was more than four o'clock in the afternoon, and there was a small amount of sleet in the sky. The first month of the year had not passed yet, but the weather had gradually warmed up. When Fang Zhiqiang walked out
When we were walking down the corridor, we saw a thin layer of white snow and frost on the ground.
Slowly stretching out his warm palms, feeling the cold feeling of small snowflakes dripping on his palms, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but slowly closed his eyes. The married life that he once longed for and looked forward to the most was finally here.
It has arrived, but why is it completely different from what he imagined? Fang Zhiqiang can't find the answer, and he doesn't know why everything is like this now. If it is just Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang himself will not believe it.
Even without the presence of Wang Yaxin, perhaps due to other reasons, the relationship between the two people would still become so delicate. They say that the seven-year itch is the same as the seven-year itch. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang finally realized that what the predecessors had concluded
All the truths have been proven by practice. If you have not encountered it, it is not because you are one in ten thousand lucky, but because you have not reached that time yet. There are too many things in life waiting for you.
I love you, and as long as you keep going, one day you will experience all the ups and downs.
But a life with only sweetness is obviously incomplete. Fang Zhiqiang knows this very well, but even so, when the real trouble is in front of him, he still seems a little at a loss.
When he opened his eyes again, his eyelashes were already stained with some cold snowflakes. The temperature of his skin melted them, and they turned into cold water, gently flowing into his eyes.
A slightly cool feeling seemed to make Fang Zhiqiang's eyes clearer. When he looked up at the sky again, it seemed that the entire sky suddenly became brighter.
The originally gray area seemed to have turned into azure blue at this moment, and the falling snowflakes and raindrops seemed to have turned into sparkling stars, full of magic.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang's mind once again echoed Li Xiaoxiao's words just now: "In other words, you can do it, but I can't."
This sentence kept echoing in Fang Zhiqiang's mind, and Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have understood the meaning of Li Xiaoxiao's words.
It seems that for the two of them in their current state, the lack of suspicion about each other is not the most important, the most important thing is each other's inner feelings.
Just like Li Xiaoxiao said, maybe Fang Zhiqiang was indeed able to care and take care of her meticulously, but she still couldn't control her inner emotions and feelings.
It's like, Fang Zhiqiang originally did something to pamper her, but in her heart, she would have random thoughts and eventually think of bad things, causing Fang Zhiqiang's original goodwill to go to waste and turn into her inner grievances.
Even sad.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang's mind seemed to be clear. He thought of this. He knew that this was what Li Xiaoxiao meant. On the surface, it seemed that all this was related to the woman Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang even thought that
, As long as I completely cut off all contact with Wang Yaxin from now on, maybe my relationship with Li Xiaoxiao will get better and better and gradually ease.
But soon, he realized that his idea was too naive. Li Xiaoxiao had just answered his question. Even if he really cut off contact with Wang Yaxin completely, it did not mean that Li Xiaoxiao would not be sad in the future.
time.
Even if he resigns and stays with her at home every day, it is still impossible to completely rule out that possibility. Fang Zhiqiang knows that what Li Xiaoxiao cannot control is her own heart, and that is also what he cannot control.
He may be able to control his attitude towards her, but after all, he cannot control her inner thoughts...
Xiao's mother, who returned to the room, was worried about Li Xiaoxiao's current state. She couldn't hear any movement from Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao for a long time, and finally couldn't help but leave the room and walked into Li Xiaoxiao's room.
"Xiaoxiao, would you like to talk to your mother?" Xiao's mother said in a voice that sounded almost choked. She only had this precious daughter. Seeing her like this, her heart felt like it was being cut with a knife.
"Mom, I'm fine. You don't have to worry too much." Li Xiaoxiao turned his head and looked at his mother, with a sincere smile on his face. For Li Xiaoxiao now, perhaps only his mother is the only one who can
He is the person who understands himself best.
"Mom knows that you feel wronged and you have no one to talk to. You also know that your father is always so dull. No matter what happens, he only knows how to talk about his big principles. You don't want to be like him."
Xiao's mother slowly walked to Li Xiaoxiao's side, stretched out her palm, gently placed Li Xiaoxiao's hand in hers, and continued to speak earnestly.
"Mom, don't worry. I don't mean to blame my dad. In fact, what he said makes sense." Li Xiaoxiao continued to say seriously.
"Xiaoxiao, my mother heard what you just said, because the past incident between Zhiqiang and that woman has made you unable to let go. They don't understand you, but your mother understands you. Only when you take a relationship seriously
, so you are so sensitive and cautious. Mom knows that you attach great importance to your relationship with Zhiqiang, so you are like this. This is actually normal, so don’t feel any pressure in your heart."
Xiaoma's words made Li Xiaoxiao smile again. Although she didn't speak, these words were the most healing for her.
"Mom also wants to share with you today what happened between me and your father in the past. Are you interested in hearing about it?" Xiao's mother still gently held Li Xiaoxiao's hand and said softly.
"Yes!" Li Xiaoxiao nodded and looked at his mother with a smile.
"You think of this man as a son from a poor family. When he first pursued me, I was still studying in college, but he dropped out of high school. You also know that your grandparents are intellectuals and value knowledge very much.
Yes, so they were very dissatisfied with your dad at the time. Of course, we overcame many difficulties and finally got together."
"At that time, I naively thought that we had finally overcome all the difficulties and could finally enjoy a happy life together."
"Later I discovered that life after marriage was completely different from what we originally expected, because your grandparents' strong opposition back then hurt your father's self-esteem a bit. After marriage, he worked hard to get ahead.
If you want your grandparents to think highly of him, it is no exaggeration to say that your father at that time was exactly the same as Zhiqiang now."
"And I, of course, am just like you now. I look gloomy every day. I seem to feel that the beauty and the happiness I longed for are gone forever. I can only live in such a muddle-headed way for the rest of my life.
After that, I clearly remember that at that time, I was thinking every day that I couldn't show my unhappy face in front of your father, otherwise he would think that I was a narrow-minded woman, and I persisted for a long time."
"Later, your father and I went home to visit your grandparents. At that time, your father had already made some achievements in a company. In fact, your father was very proud at the time. He seemed to feel that he had already achieved success.
He has proven his potential through hard work, and as long as he has enough time, he can also become a successful person!"
"However, when we arrived at your grandparents' house, we had your grandpa's favorite hairy crabs for lunch that day. Everything was fine and the atmosphere was good. Although your grandparents' attitude towards him was still not enthusiastic enough, at least they were not.
You're as impatient as you were before marriage, but it's just because of your grandfather's words during dinner: 'That's not how hairy crabs are eaten, hey... I think you can't change this habit...'"
"Actually, this is just a very common sentence, but after your father heard it, he sensitively felt that he was being looked down upon again, as if he felt that he was a child from a poor family and would always be labeled with such a label.
He left before the meal was finished. Your grandfather didn't know why at the time. He pointed at the back of your father as he left, criticized him, and told me: 'Did you see? This is what happens if you don't listen to your parents! Marry.
What kind of person is this!'"
"Actually, I didn't understand why he suddenly got so angry at the time. I even thought that what your grandpa said was reasonable. It was indeed because I didn't listen to what my family said, and that's why I looked away. During that time, the 'divorce'
The idea has been lingering in my mind, but I am a little unwilling to admit that I was wrong, and I don't want to admit that the man I chose is really that bad, so I decided to make one last effort."
"I asked him again and again why he was so angry that time. Later when he told me his inner thoughts, I was very surprised. I thought to myself: 'Why would a grown man have such a sensitive mind?' I almost almost did it at that time.
After asking this question, now that I think about it, fortunately I didn't ask it out loud at the time, otherwise, he might have been the one to initiate the divorce."
"Fortunately, I suppressed my curiosity and comforted him patiently, and his mood finally calmed down. But then, he worked even harder, day and night, but I kept suffering from you.
My grandparents kept nagging me, saying that I had chosen the wrong man and that my life was not happy enough, but that
At that time, I actually realized that my choice was actually the right one. Although this man's temperament was a bit weird, he never lost his temper with me. He knew that I loved him, and he also knew that even my parents
I look down on him, but in my eyes, he has always been an excellent man!"
"Later, he became successful, and his parents also changed their views on him. Then I had you, and my career became better and better. The idea of 'divorce' became less and less in my mind, until now.
, the two of us have become an inseparable part of each other, it is not just pure love, but also a deep family affection, an inseparable family affection!"
After Xiao's mother finished speaking, she suddenly lowered her head and stopped looking at Li Xiaoxiao. She was giving Li Xiaoxiao time and opportunity to think alone.
In fact, she has never told her daughter about the past events between Xiao's mother and Li Yonggui. The few times she has spoken about it, they have only briefly mentioned the classic past events about how the two started a business together.
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Chapter completed!