I have never believed in fate, because if I believe in it, I deserve to accept its arrangements. I should have stayed in the small mountain village and never walked out, and would not have met you... Or I should have accepted my fate as a courier and been bullied by the manager.

Exploited, exposed to wind and sun every day without any hope; set up a stall in the vegetable market and become a hawker honestly

.If we talk about fate, those should be the fates I deserve. Fang Zhiqiang said sadly and angrily, but I don’t believe in fate or accept it. I am not willing to live like that all my life. I fought and it has indeed changed.

But in the end, do I still have to accept this so-called fate and watch it take away my happiness? What did I do wrong?

Yaxin, can I ask you a question? Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at Wang Yaxin.

You said. Wang Yaxin also looked at him.

Am I really a person who is unworthy of love and incapable of giving happiness to others? Should everyone stay away from me? I should also stay away from the people I love and don’t do anything, because

No matter what I do, all I bring to them in the end is pain?

What he was thinking of was what Wang Xia said, and the facts proved that Wang Xia was right. Maybe he really has the so-called peach blossom evil in his body, which will harm everyone who loves him or is loved by him.

The girl I love. He didn't want to believe this, but the pain in front of him made him really at a loss.

This is actually a series of questions, and Wang Yaxin can't answer them. If she could understand, maybe there wouldn't be two people standing here like this today.

But in response to Fang Zhiqiang's last question, she could only shake her head sadly: No, Qiangzi, it's not what you think. I was really happy when I was with you, otherwise I wouldn't marry you, and I wouldn't marry you.

I really want to spend a lifetime with you...I think you should also remember me

The time we spent together. But in the end it was due to practical reasons, too many, too heavy, and I was unwilling to bear them. It’s not your fault, Qiangzi, you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just that in this world, originally

There are too many injustices. Some things are indeed difficult to change.

They had opened up their hearts so close to each other many times, pouring out all their worries and annoyances to each other. However, they cheered up after every conversation. No time was as heavy as now, because at this moment,

What they faced was an unsolvable problem.

But we still have to work hard, otherwise, it will only be more painful than now. Wang Yaxin tried hard to cheer up Fang Zhiqiang. She really couldn't bear to see Fang Zhiqiang lonely and sad. Many pains in life come from lack of ability.

To make a choice; while the other half may be faced with too many choices and don’t know how to do it. Wang Yaxin said with a reluctant smile, no matter what, Hadron

, If I didn’t work hard at the beginning, maybe after Xue Kai left, I would be depressed, and I might even be afraid of other people’s cold eyes, so I might just stop... Then I wouldn’t have met you, and maybe I wouldn’t be like this today.

.But when I meet you, no matter how painful it is, I don’t regret it. I know that pain is sometimes the price of happiness. For me, no matter how short-lived happiness is, it is worth it...

To this day, I still believe that as long as I work hard, there is still the possibility and hope that everything will get better. Just like Xiaoyu, if I give up, he will be like this all his life. Neither he nor I will be willing or want to

Like this...so no matter what, I will continue to work hard.

There are still tears in Wang Yaxin's eyes, but she is trying hard to keep a smile on her face. Life has given her too many hardships. From leaving after the divorce to Xiaoyu's illness again, she has been on the verge of collapse countless times.

, but at this moment, we still have to work hard to maintain our consistent rationality and comfort Fang Zhiqiang.

The situations they face are different, but no one suffers less than the other, so at this moment, they are the only ones left to rely on each other. The time they spent together was not short, but there was never a time when they were together.

Companionship is so heavy.

Thank you Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and tried to take a deep breath. To be honest, I don’t know how I will go in the future. There may not be any problems in life or career. But maybe I really don’t deserve love, and I don’t know.

I don’t want to think about it so much. There is really no way to force this matter, and it is impossible to say that you can get it with hard work. The most important thing is that this concerns two people, and I really don’t want to hurt anyone anymore.

…

You and I, cure Xiaoyu's disease first. This is the only truly meaningful thing I can do now. Fang Zhiqiang said frustrated.

Of course he can't talk about getting back together with Yaxin. As he said just now, he is unwilling to hurt anyone anymore. If he goes to find Li Xiaoxiao, maybe he will cause more harm to Li Xiaoxiao after he gets it back.

, so what about Yaxin, after getting back together, can he guarantee that he will not hurt her again? He once vowed to say it, and he also believed with confidence that as long as he

If you want to love someone wholeheartedly, that person must be the happiest woman in the world. In the end, reality taught him a bloody and cruel lesson. What's more, when Xiaoxiao left, she left because she was disappointed with herself and love.

It would be really shameless to talk about getting back together with Yaxin at this time. Fang Zhiqiang now doesn't want to think about the word love at all.

Wang Yaxin was silent for a moment, and then said: Qiangzi, I don’t know the changes in your relationship with Xiaoxiao. However, if possible, I still hope that you will put your relationship with Xiaoxiao first. If you can save it, you will do your best to go

Find her or something.

I will think about it. Fang Zhiqiang sighed, he was too tired, his mind was too confused, there were too many things at once, and it was a bit hard to handle. I also wanted to calm down and think about what to do.

I really hope she is happy... Fang Zhiqiang said seriously. He used to be the source of Li Xiaoxiao's happiness, but everything has changed quietly.

You should rest first. You have been really tired these past few days. Of course Wang Yaxin knew that he was under a lot of pressure, so she advised him distressedly: Otherwise, you should go home. It is not good to stay in the hospital all the time.
Chapter completed!