At first, I really didn’t think about writing an annual summary.

At the moment when 2020 is about to pass, as a literary hobby worker (a street writer), Powan suddenly has some desire for expression outside of the topic.

In fact, I am not good at summarizing.

This is also the reason why Powan has not made much progress or even regressed even after writing 7 million words.

In the first two or three months of the serialization of this book, I followed the example of other excellent writers and wrote monthly summaries.

But after being criticized by a reader’s grandfather by chance, it was basically canceled.

Compared to the situation described in the book, I myself tend to follow what others say, have no independent opinions, and worry about gains and losses.

Giving in is actually a normal choice...

The year 2020, which is about to pass, is the lowest point for me so far, and the year of failure that cannot be summed up in adjectives.

During the well-known epidemic at the beginning of the year, in order to return to the city where I worked as quickly as possible, I left my hometown on the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.

The situation was not that serious at that time.

After returning to the city where I work, I feel very lucky because I will not be unable to work due to "personal reasons"...

But he soon faced the risk of unemployment.

Litigation risks arising from overdue bills, etc.

Of course, it can be accepted under any general environment.

I can't be specific about something as trivial as my own.

To be honest, this year has been the busiest and most tiring in my life so far. From falling asleep at two o'clock in the beginning to three, four, four or five o'clock in the past few months.

What is quite dramatic is that the busier and more tired you are, the less you can get practical gains, such as money.

I also felt inexplicably resentful in the early hours of the morning about my bad life and bad luck. Why?

Yes, why, why should you be rewarded if you work hard?

There is no rule, law or other standard that states that hard work will definitely pay off. Only chicken soup that has been simmered for a long time can say this.

Looking back at the past 27 years of my life, this year has been a failure that cannot be summed up in any adjective.

Always facing various dilemmas, or should we call them prisons.

People...

No matter what, you have to find an excuse for yourself to move on, and you still have to live.

original……

I thought that on the last day of 2020, when I looked back at the past year, my heart would be filled with resentment, dissatisfaction, cynicism and other negative emotions.

but……

After briefly going through the failures of this year, I found that I am very grateful for 2020 that is about to pass.

Because this year has taught me that life is always full of hope.

People should always be full of hope for the future and life.

For example, no matter how bad the situation is and I still face so many problems, I still persevered this year.

Thanks 2020.

At least I should be grateful to 2020 for this alone.

This book probably just started writing in early 2020.

Since the upload started on February 6, a total of 2.7 million words have been updated so far, with an average of more than 8,000 words per day, setting a record for personal updates, and also writing the longest book for me.

The results have also maintained a mediocre level that is not surprising.

This book helped me gradually discover and accept my own mediocrity.

Let me understand that mediocrity is not so shameful and unacceptable.

I am one of thousands of ordinary people, and I will spend my life mediocre and inactive.

This is not surprising.

Trying hard just to live a slightly decent life occasionally.

That's enough.

No matter how difficult life is, it is always a personal journey...

Thank you to all the readers who have accompanied this book in the coming year of 2020.

Thanks to those readers who encouraged me when I couldn't hold on at certain moments and wanted to give up on this book.

Thank you to all the readers who supported by giving rewards, subscribing, and voting.

Thank you to all the alliance leaders.

Thank you to all the big bookers.

I would also like to thank everyone who has spent 2 cents or more for this book.

Every bit of your support makes me feel that I am not so lonely when I am engaged in writing work.

Finally, I would also like to thank all readers for all your efforts in 2020.

………………

At this moment, the lanterns are on, thousands of families are reunited, and the New Year is approaching.

wish:

Dear readers, may all go well, be happy and healthy in 2021.

willing:

Dear readers, live a good life, be safe and happy in 2021.

I wish:

Wishing you all peace and happiness!

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Chapter completed!