Chapter 119 Gone With The Past Memories(1/2)
The late winter night is pitch black and the stars are dim.
Fortunately there was no wind.
Fang Nian crossed his hands and put them into the cuffs of his down jacket, and walked quickly back to the employee community with a sigh of relief.
Open the door, turn on the lights, change your shoes, turn on the electric heater, and go to the bathroom to run the water.
Fang Nian buried his whole body in the hot water that was hotter than lukewarm.
"1,2,3..."
When Fang Nian silently counted to forty-five seconds, his head broke through the water and he gasped for air.
Not long after, Fang Nian turned on the hot water switch, let the water in the bathtub overflow, and then drained the water through the floor drain.
The water cools quickly in winter and requires continuous heat all year round.
The sound of water flowing washes away the impetuousness on Fang Nian's body.
Clench your fists and bend your arms, and your biceps will appear, looking strong and strong.
"In 2009, I am strong and live a stable life..."
Fang Nian murmured softly.
Fang Nian, who grew up in the countryside of Tangli, has been drinking tea to quench his thirst since childhood. Maybe this is the gene engraved in his bones, which favors reflection.
I have struggled out of the mud, but I have never hated the smell of mud on my body.
But after meeting Chen Qi this evening, Fang Nian's nose twitched and he smelled an unfamiliar air on his body.
During the entire 2 hours and 50 minutes of evening self-study, he spent the entire 2 hours and 50 minutes in a state of absent-mindedness, trying hard to keep himself calm.
At this moment, lying in the bathtub, Fang Nian finally calmed down his mind.
"Life is always like this. It gives us some small bumps and turns, so that we can learn to be good at discovering..."
Fang Nian sighed.
He drifted.
Yes.
Gone.
From leaving Tangli to Shanghai during the New Year's Day holiday when he was cold, to being cold in the exam, to Chen Qi's counter-routine in the afternoon, little by little, Fang Nian finally noticed it.
And now Fang Nian, lying in the bathtub listening to the sound of rushing water, gradually refines the time granularity in his memory.
"So, in fact, on the night of returning to life, inflation probably occurred..."
"..."
For almost half a year, some things could not have happened.
For example: the landlady Guan Qiuhe.
Renting a house is for the sake of cleanliness and code, which is not to say floating.
Purity can indeed make life more comfortable and enjoyable for Fang Nian.
Knowing Guan Qiuhe, who is autistic, narrow-minded and self-tangled, Fang Nian doesn't think there's anything wrong with it.
But before entering the stock market for the first time, Guan Qiuhe said a few words to me, and it was the first time that something happened to me with my casual attitude.
Later, he gradually realized that something was wrong with Guan Qiuhe, and took care of him from all sides. In order to repay the favor, he took Guan Qiuhe to stock stocks. This is really floating.
There are many ways to return a favor.
To achieve this with the help of external objects that are not completely reliable, apart from arrogance, Fang Nian cannot find any adjective to describe himself.
A-shares are not a playground.
If Guan Qiuhe had not had his own bottom line, judgment, and decision-making, once the butterfly effect occurred due to Fang Nian's participation, the result would have been difficult to predict.
It was still in 2008, and a few million dollars was a terrifying amount of wealth.
"Although you can comfort yourself by saying that this is life, and there are accidents everywhere. Without these accidents, you would not know the real Guan Qiuhe, but isn't it true that I am drifting?"
Fang Nian questioned himself in his heart.
"I am no longer the person who controlled huge wealth..."
Fang Nian understood that the reason why he was so confused about money matters these two times was because of the residual influence of his previous life.
Because deep down subconsciously, I still think that I am the one sitting on the wealth.
I don't care much about money matters.
On the contrary, on the night when I returned to my life, when I counted less than one hundred yuan in my pocket, I felt a little relieved from the influence.
"Chen Yao...it's been three months."
Fang Nian muttered something.
"Forget it, he is a suitable candidate for his younger brother. It is best that he is floating now."
The 30,000 yuan given to Chen Yao was a figure he had determined after analysis.
But in fact, there should be a better way to deal with it, but Fang Nian chose the simplest and crudest way, throwing money.
Fang Nian's thoughts returned to recent events.
"Fudan..."
"I really think of myself as a person. I couldn't even get the first place in Tongfeng. I still want to recommend students and recruit students independently?"
“You really don’t take Fudan seriously?”
The generally recognized classification of Chinese universities is Qingbei and all other schools.
Let’s not talk about right or wrong for now.
Fang Nian chose based on his destination and experience. Fudan’s philosophy department is the best in Shanghai, it’s that simple.
In terms of admission scores, Fudan has no advantage.
It is almost the same as the Qingbei admission score in Xiangchu.
Therefore, Fang Nian didn't know why he thought he had the advantages and the qualifications to be taken aback by a prestigious school like Fudan?
If it weren't for Guan Qiuhe's face, that old Wang wouldn't be so easy to see.
Maybe it would be easier to go to the Fudan Admissions Office...
As for the recent Bitcoin, Fang Nian feels that he may really be floating.
Why do you think that other active users on the forum will trade with you? Since they can all be idle and bored mining, why can't they be idle and bored just for fun?
In the early days of the development of Bitcoin, how many people lost tens of thousands of Bitcoins because of changing computers.
It's not something unusual.
So why trade?
What's the difference of one dollar and two dollars?
Thinking of this, Fang Nian covered his face and felt shy...
"well……"
After a while, Fang Nian sighed again.
About Li Annan.
Due to factors that allowed Li Annan to grow, Fang Nian interfered in too many of Li Annan's decisions.
Except for reading, most other things are not very necessary.
"Especially when I know that at Li Annan's age, I am very turbulent inside."
Fang Nian thought.
If it wasn't before the basketball game, Fang Nian would have tried to provoke him.
Li Annan will not necessarily turn his secret love into a broken love, and then turn into a scumbag.
Ming Ming clearly remembers that Li Annan had no sign of falling in love in high school.
But it just wanted to lure out the 'wild' in him.
Although it was because he was aware of his regrets that he wanted Li Annan to recall that he didn’t have so many regrets in high school;
But in fact it caused a lot of unnecessary things.
Especially that unnecessary notification and criticism.
This kind of vigorous interference in other people's lives makes Fang Nian feel that he may have cerebral palsy to some extent.
"When did I think I could be so arrogant?"
"..."
When he was teaching Li Annan the routine, he was already very arrogant.
To be continued...