is it right or not
Fang Zhao touched her neck that was strangled with a necklace. She smelled a fresh fragrance of flowers in the noisy bus, and she paused and turned around.
And the person behind him was always staring at him.
The crowds are crowded, keeping them tightly together.
Realizing that he was sloppy and embarrassed, Fang Zhao turned his head and never looked at him again.
10 minutes from the bus stop to Fang Zhao's community is enough.
The wind blew her hair, and the footsteps behind her were still approaching. Fang Zhao turned around and stared at him with clear glass eyes: "Yan Shu."
She could no longer hold back her expression: "How come I can meet you anywhere."
When she cried, Yan Shu had no resistance at all.
When Fang Zhao asked, he would only say a coincidence.
Everything was designed by Yan Shu for a lot of effort. For example, at the bus stop just now, he specially stepped on the point to make sure that Fang Zhao would pass by that road. Seeing her getting on the bus, he accidentally encountered him when he got on the bus. He wanted to protect him.
she.
Fang Zhao hooked his head, covered his eyes with one hand and whispered in front of him.
Yan Shu raised his arms, and his heart that was unfolding for her again and again, finally failed to hug her tightly.
He was afraid that once his likes were revealed, Fang Zhao would reject him even more from the existing foundation. After all, he left first, so she had long since disliked him.
Yan Shu wanted to help her, but it would only hurt even more if she asked him to help her.
So he shouted that he didn't want to see him.
Yan Shu smoked a few cigarettes at Fang Zhao's door and Li Ying came over to pull him away.
When he thought of Fang Zhao's expression, he was heartbroken and could not match it up.
"The chairman told you that he asked you to go home tonight." Li Ying always looked at him: "Today is the old chairman's birthday."
Yan Shu vomited out the window, silent, and listened to a word.
Li Ying followed him five years ago. Yan Shu was in college at that time. He was hired by Yan's family to take care of Yan Shu's daily life in Los Angeles.
Yan Shu suffered from ambient mood disorder. During his depression period, he often did this like today. He didn’t like to talk and liked to smoke unhappy.
Yan's father had instructed him that he could not smoke, but smoking secretly abroad became his and Yan Shu's secret.
His condition hasn't appeared today for almost two years. Looking at his expression, there was a moment when Li Ying thought he was still abroad.
Yan Shu returned home and saw that the servants were busy and found out that it was grandpa’s birthday.
Before attending the birthday party, he was arranged by his father to go to the back garden for consultation.
Consultation is the only way to prevent recurrence of myocardial disorder. Yanshu requires consultation every other month, and the condition improves and changes to once every six months.
The last consultation was in Los Angeles, June.
Today is December 27, just half a year.
"Yan, we're meeting again." James sat in the back garden and greeted him.
He had a few more white hairs in his layer of golden color, and he was still a common white coat: "I haven't seen him for half a year."
Yan Shu sat next to James with a familiar voice: "Are you here today?"
James nodded, perhaps because he saw Yan Shu not being very excited, he couldn't help but feel suspicious.
This disease, once recurs, will only be more difficult to treat than the last time.
"You have been here for half a month. What do you think?"
"Fortunately, Yan Shu lowered his eyes: "It's a bit difficult to get the time difference."
"It's really not easy, and it was also very difficult when I first came to China." James smiled: "Have you encountered any happy or sad things recently?"
Yan Shu thought about this question for a long time: "Probably not, I must say one thing. I met someone I had dated before, which made me feel a little frightened."
He wiped his chin: "Why does this person make you feel terrified?"
Yan Shu pressed his eyebrows and told James what he had been hiding in his heart: "I like her. But I betrayed her many years ago."
James is his psychologist with the right to know this.
Stern and violent moods are unstable and uncontrollable.
"Okay, strict, relax" James sorted out for him: "We are friends, just normal chat."
"Do you like to bother you or betray you?"
Yan Shu: "All."
"I was going to give up on her, but this idea doesn't seem to work."
"We have seen her many times during my return home. I couldn't help but miss her. I wanted to find her, but I was afraid that she would hate her, so I would take the initiative to use some small actions to pretend to meet her by chance."
“I don’t know if it’s right to do this.”
"Did you get what you want?" James leaned against the chair and listened to his friend: "Where is she? How did she show."
Yan Shu shook his head: "Ordinary friend, it seems... she is more repulsive about some things she doesn't want me to interfere."
"So she has completely forgotten this relationship, right?"
Yan Shu said what he thought: "It's almost the same, because that relationship is very short."
"It seems that I am the only one who makes a profit. The time I was with her was the happiest time in my life."
"Didn't you tell her why you left that year?"
Yan Shu looked up and met James' blue pupils: "What do you ask me to say?"
"Say I'm crazy and left, right?"
James stopped talking.
He left the year when he was suffering from severe recurrence of the circular mood disorder. During the depression period, he committed suicide at home and was almost killed by the hospital. His parents had to hand over the treatment abroad.
In the past 10 years abroad, he couldn't even finish college normally. He kept treating and relapsed every day until he felt bored and planned to give up on himself. The disease miraculously cured. After two years of transition period, he was in a state of failure.
The family agreed to let him return to China to develop without recurrence.
After the consultation, Yan Shu begged James not to tell his father about their chat content, and James agreed.
At a birthday party, the whole family gathered together.
Grandpa was sitting in the center, and Yan Shu’s cousin was sitting next to him.
There is a large cake on the transparent round table, and a few longevity peaches are adorned on the cake row.
"Yan Shu, have you adapted recently?" Grandpa asked.
Yan Shu nodded and said, "Adapt."
The woman with heavy makeup on the opposite side spoke: "I think Xiao Shu is not in a good mood today? Are you tired?" Her tone is not very good.
The one who was wearing heavy makeup was Yan Shu's aunt. The first time he saw him, he heard that it was his uncle's newly married: "It's okay, I went to handle the private affairs after get off work."
"How is the condition recovering?" Grandpa continued: "If the company is too busy, you can go there in the future."
After grandpa finished speaking, the cousin next to him rushed to speak: "Grandpa, didn't you say that the company will be left to me for inheritance in the future? I'm about to graduate from college and can go to the company to work soon."
"Of course it's for you." He smiled gently and rubbed Yan Yang's head: "I want to give it to us Yang Yang."
Yan Shu's heart was twisted. Yan Shu had never seen such a gentle smile, let alone the smile was aimed at him.
Chapter completed!