Volume 1 Chapter 4 I have never hated you before
She screamed until her throat was broken, but no one came to save her.
It was him who came with a hammer and smashed the lock.
She still clearly remembered that when he saw her all wet and shivering from the cold, his dark eyes were filled with distress.
Later, she always liked his eyes.
Those eyes that can fill you up.
But now she doesn't like it and never wants to like it again.
He had never thought that she had put in so much and worked so hard to be his wife, but she was still a "servant" who couldn't get on the stage.
Her body is even colder now than it was in that small shabby house.
...
"Liang Huaijue, running away will not solve the problem." Qin Nansi put down the lamp, his hoarse voice full of exhaustion and helplessness.
Because of that incident, he got so drunk on his wedding night that he fell asleep after returning to the wedding room.
Their wedding night passed so peacefully.
It was indeed unforgettable. She still clearly remembers her feelings that night. She was the only one who was awake. Her mind was full of thoughts, but her heart was empty and cold.
Only then did she truly realize that he still didn't want to believe her, that there was an invisible barrier between them, and that their marriage was in name only.
For two years in a row, he didn't touch her.
I don't know how long it was silent, but I finally heard his voice.
"Except for divorce and finding other men... I can accept any other solution." He still refused to give in even a little bit.
The words are somewhat high-sounding.
Even absurd.
Only the state officials were allowed to set fires, but the people were not allowed to light lamps.
At this moment, Qinansi only felt a little funny. Because she was unwilling to let go of this relationship, she persisted in a marriage that was not understood and trusted. In her chaotic thinking, she wanted to say something, but finally closed her mouth again, sleepy and let go.
Fall asleep on your own.
He has been without food and salt for half a month and has no intention of compromising.
His son Liang Siqi had been sent to Liang's house by him a long time ago, and she had been imprisoned in Siyuan by her. The housekeeper had been guarding her, making it impossible for her to get out even half a step.
I don't know if she changed and faced him like a hedgehog, which aroused his desire to conquer and ignited his interest again.
So in the past half month, he has spent more time in Siyuan than in the previous month combined.
He was also stubborn and refused to let go, as stubborn as when he wanted to marry her no matter what.
But why?
Sometimes she really can't figure it out.
Since everyone despises her for not being a "perfect body", why are they not willing to let her go?
She doesn't want any property compensation, as long as they are willing to give Youbao's custody rights to her.
She only had this simple request.
There are so many women who want to be Mrs. Liang, so he can find a wealthy lady who is willing to give birth to a child for him to remarry, and he will be a good match.
Wouldn't it be a better choice for him?
Qinansi didn't want to think about it anymore, so she went to the bathroom of the guest room to take a bath. Unexpectedly, she fell asleep and woke up two hours later. Fortunately, the bathtub was at a constant temperature.
But in the middle of the night, Qinansi still had a fever, which made her moan in a daze.
The wet towel on the forehead was constantly changed.
The pair that touched her forehead from time to time were very cold.
Liang Huaijue could only touch his forehead to hers to test her temperature.
This was repeated until the sky was dim, and finally the abnormal burning sensation could no longer be felt.
He could finally breathe a sigh of relief and got up and went downstairs to cook her favorite pork liver and lean meat porridge.
She said this porridge tasted very much like what Grandma Qi often made for her when she was a child, and she liked it very much.
When the porridge was almost cool, she just woke up.
He helped her sit up, scooped half a spoonful of porridge, and brought it to her mouth.
The familiar fragrance invaded his nostrils. Qinansi raised his eyes and stared at him blankly for a few seconds without opening his lips.
"Eat. If you want to negotiate with me, you have to be full and strong."
Liang Huaijue could only persuade her to drink the porridge.
Qin Nansi moved his body, feeling weak and uncomfortable.
She opened her mouth with difficulty, took the mouthful of porridge and swallowed it.
The familiar taste stimulated her taste buds and spread.
Her empty stomach was warmed by small mouthfuls of porridge, but she was still desperate.
Because at this moment she actually felt a little attached to this taste.
She pinched the quilt and stubbornly tilted her head to the other side, avoiding the spoon: "No more..."
"There's still a little more, drink it all."
Liang Huaijue once again refused to give in, forcefully and stubbornly bringing half a spoonful of porridge to her mouth.
In the past half month, this was the gentlest she had ever been, and he didn't want the opportunity to get close to her to end so soon.
Qin Nansi could see through his mind, and her gentle tone exposed him: "I just don't have the strength to stay away from you."
The implication is that she never thought of forgiving him.
Liang Huaijue looked at her deeply for a moment, put the spoon back into the bowl, stirred it a few times, scooped up half a spoonful, handed it to her mouth, and coaxed her in a warm voice: "Can you take two more bites?"
"I won't eat."
Even when she was ill, Qin Nansi couldn't help but have a bad temper. She refused to open her teeth and hid herself under the quilt.
Liang Huaijue was annoyed for a moment. He reached out and lifted a corner of the quilt with force, and said in a deep voice, "You want me to force you, don't you?"
Qinnansi glared at him fiercely, "You can only force people now, right?"
Liang Huaijue stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, "If I didn't do this, would you still be here now?"
Obviously, if she had not been forced and trapped in this home, according to her temperament, she would have run away long ago.
Qin Nansi's eyes flashed with sadness, and his tone was sad: "I have never hated you so much."
These words were like needles, piercing into Liang Huaijue's heart.
Silence spread instantly.
Just when Qinnansi thought that he had completely crushed his self-esteem to the point where he had nothing to say, he heard him say in a deep voice: "Even if you hate me, I won't let you go."
His tone paused again.
Just when Qin Nan was thinking about asking why, he only heard him say:
"Liang Huaijue only has one wife, Qin Nansi, in his life."
After that, I heard the rustling sound when he got up again, until the bedroom door was closed, and the room became quiet again.
The last words he said had a huge impact on Qinansi, and it hit her head and face, leaving her with nowhere to hide.
She clutched the quilt tightly and tried her best, but she still couldn't suppress the painful emotions. The switch of her tear ducts was turned on again, and tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes one after another.
I hate this kind of uncontrollable emotion.
Chapter completed!