Volume 1, Chapter 17
It was not until later that Liang Huaijue brought her hope of cure and changed her destiny.
In the past, she could rely on his love and accept his thoughtfulness with peace of mind.
But now she finally realizes that he is no longer her support and salvation.
I don't know at which moment, she suddenly realized that the only salvation that did not change was her own soul.
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After Liang Huaijue left the ward, Qin Nansi slumped on the bed helplessly, tears rolling down his face like they were worthless, and finally unable to suppress his emotions, he burst into tears.
Allow negative emotions to flow uncontrollably.
Liang Huaijue stood at the door, listening to the crying inside, his pupils trembling slightly, and his whole person looked very painful.
It wasn't until the crying inside fell silent for a long time that he moved his stiff and numb legs, slowly walked in, and sat in front of the hospital bed.
He reached out and touched her face, which was still sticky with tears. He muttered in a suppressed voice: "Sisi, do you still remember the vows we made when we got married?"
"We all said at the beginning that we would never get divorced in this life."
"Sisi, let's not get divorced, okay?"
He knew that he had done something wrong, but he stubbornly did not want to divorce or lose her completely.
He lowered his head and kissed the uninjured part of her face.
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Qin Nansi slept for a long time, she was too tired.
When she opened her eyes, her mood had calmed down, and the night view outside the window was shining brightly.
Her best friend Song Weiyu came to see her carrying a basket of fruits and a beautiful bouquet of red camellias.
"Why are you so crazy now?" Song Weiyu's eyes were red and she reached out to gently touch the gauze on Qinansi's forehead.
"If you have any shortcomings, I will cry to death, wuwuwu..."
Qinnansi smiled, feeling warm in her heart, and said: "I'm sorry, I will never do it again. I will cherish my life."
Song Weiyu let out a breath and hugged her carefully, with a distressed look on her face: "Well, everything will be fine."
Qinnansi said nothing.
She thought that maybe she would never get better in this life.
Song Weiyu thought of Liang Huaijue, whom she had just met outside the door, with a look of pain on his face. She pursed her lips and hesitated for a while, then asked: "Are you really fully prepared to divorce Liang Huaijue?"
"You and he have known each other since the first year of high school. In college, he went to a university with you for you, regardless of the opposition of his family. After graduation, he had already prepared everything about the wedding. All he needed was your nod."
"I also know about Liang Huaijue's sterilization. From the moment he recognized you, he focused on you in almost everything. People who know about it say that he regarded you as his favorite, but...
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Only the affair shocked and disappointed everyone.
"Nan Si, when I say this, I don't mean to rub salt into your wounds. I just want to ask, are you really willing to give up and cut off the past?"
Before she came into this ward, Liang Huaijue begged her for help for the first time. He even made a poisonous oath in the name of the ancestors of the Liang family and the Liang Group that he would not do anything wrong again in the future.
Full of vows, but also full of regrets, I almost planned to kneel down and plead.
This was also the first time she had seen him be so groveling, and he did seem somewhat sincere, which was why she asked what he had just said.
Qin Nansi froze for a moment, a trace of confusion appeared in his eyes, and heartache gradually filled his heart.
The defensive tower that was finally built was about to collapse.
Silence also spread in an instant.
I don't know how much time passed, but Qin Nansi let out a long sigh and said in a very low voice: "Just divorce, it's better to divorce."
“It’s only now that I have truly realized that there are class distinctions at all times, and there is a certain reason why the idea of being well-matched has survived for thousands of years.”
She also knew in her heart that the gap between herself and Liang Huaijue was too big. While she was enjoying his love these years, she was also worried about how to fill the gap of difference, and the gap between the two of them.
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Now, she is giving up.
Position yourself correctly and don't have too many delusions. A plain and stable life is the most reassuring thing for her.
After the passionate love has passed, it will leave a deep scar, and I don’t know if it will heal in the future.
Song Weiyu was startled for a moment, then looked at Qin Nansi's face which was so pale that she said soothingly: "I will support your decision, and if you need help, I will do my best to help you."
Qin Nansi hugged her tightly and said in a sour voice: "Thank you, Wei Yu."
Song Weiyu smiled: "What is our relationship? Don't worry, I will always be here."
Qin Nansi felt warm in her heart and raised a smile: "Don't worry, I have thought it through before making a decision. Everything should be moved forward. Divorce is the only outcome."
Song Weiyu snorted, "Just think about it clearly. If you get divorced, just get divorced. What's the big deal? I know a lot of handsome guys."
As she spoke, she stretched out her slender fingers and hooked Qinansi's chin, "Look at your beautiful little face, are you afraid that no little puppy or wolfdog will like you? I promise to introduce you to a man who can do all decathlon as your husband.
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Qin Nansi laughed out loud and moved her hand away: "It's not necessary to get married. Now that I think about it, getting married is not a good thing. It's a lot of trouble and mental exhaustion. It's not cost-effective. I plan to find someone in the future.
Work and retire early when you earn enough pension money. It’s better to live a more comfortable life.”
Song Weiyu raised her eyebrows and teased: "Hey, our baby Sisi is enlightened? I thought you would always be in love..."
"Who has a love brain..." Qin Nansi was in a rare mood to tease Song Weiyu: "Speaking of love brains, is that younger brother of yours the real love brain?"
Song Weiyu looked a little awkward, "Stop talking, I haven't collected the 350,000 yuan in debt yet. If I run into him one day, I'm afraid he will want to kill me, wuwuwu...
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The man outside the door heard every word said in the ward, especially the words about divorce later, like shards of glass piercing deeply into his heart.
He closed his eyes and leaned weakly against the wall to support his body, a deep despair enveloped him.
Chapter completed!