Chapter 430: I don’t know the future and future love

In fact, this story is extremely complicated in terms of emotions, but it is very ordinary in terms of the ability of events.

A man and a woman are lonely, and at the moment of life and death, no one knows whether they can survive the day. The two have a certain emotional foundation. When one party takes the initiative and the other party refuses half of it, this matter is basically done.

However, Wang Yang's half-swap was based on the fact that he might not be able to survive. No one expected that behind him, there was even a World War II veteran with even strength and more combat experience than him. Wang Yang could survive. When he was injured, facing Rou Ruoxi's affection, how could Wang Yang want that woman like water to leave the last regret before her death?

It is perhaps because of nature for men to be fickle. Maybe no man in this world can resist such temptation, a beautiful and affectionate young woman, and then a young and passionate young man. This is almost natural under that situation.

In this matter, Wang Yang was particularly contradictory after surviving, but Rou Ruoxi's performance was much more calm than him.

The woman who was as tender as water had a heart as delicate as a needle. She seemed to know what Wang Yang was thinking, so she left almost silently. Since the Battle of Shangganling, Wang Yang had never seen Zhao Xiaoyan, nor did Rou Ruoxi appear. Rou Ruoxi was not as charming as an ordinary woman. It seemed that because of the nationality of the two, it seemed that there was another Zhao Xiaoyan among them. The forced melon was not sweet. Perhaps in Rou Ruoxi's heart, as long as she could have an unforgettable love with Wang Yang, she would be satisfied.

Even if she lost herself in Wang Yang, Rou Ruoxi disappeared from Wang Yang's sight, as if she had never come here, just like the spring love of the breeze, her beauty was so perfectly engraved in Wang Yang's heart.

However, compared with Rouruxi's wisdom sword, Wang Yang, as a traditional Chinese, is far less free and easy than Rouruxi's performance.

For Rouruxi, Wang Yang knew how great the responsibility of being a man was. After that night of tenderness, he didn't know how he should face Rouruxi. She was his first woman, and she even dedicated her first time to Wang Yang. The unmarried man and the woman were unmarried. This is actually the most appropriate thing from common sense.

But Wang Yang knew from the bottom of his heart that this was not possible. He could not deceive Rouruoxi, nor could he deceive himself. He knew that there was another person in his heart and a woman whose status was unshakable, that was Zhao Xiaoyan.

So the entanglement arose. Wang Yang knew that he was sorry for Zhao Xiaoyan, but he didn't know whether Zhao Xiaoyan could forgive him. Maybe because he cared too much, he didn't know how to deal with it, which finally caused the situation today. In the end, all three of them were extremely injured.

"Are you still thinking about her?"

Wang Yang's story may always be like that. Zhao Xiaoyan knew that Wang Yang had been fighting on the front line between the enemy and us, and he was always in danger. Maybe one day he would leave her if he couldn't support him, but she was always unwilling to think about this, just like Wang Yang, she didn't dare to face her. However, when she heard that Wang Yang was captured and Wang Yang was seriously ill, she still couldn't help but turn pale and her body trembled uncontrollably.

"I think...I won't lie to you. I really think of her sometimes, and I don't know what's going on now!"

Looking at Zhao Xiaoyan sincerely, Wang Yang's face calmed down. When he said it, his heart became calm. Whether he could forgive himself or not was not the final word. But at least he was unwilling to deceive his beloved. The woman who saved him twice and had a friendship with him had never thought about it for her at all.

"What are you going to do? Then go get married to her?"

The body moved slightly, and Zhao Xiaoyan, whose face was pale, felt so cold and afraid, but she was a little afraid of lying in Wang Yang's arms. She tried to struggle out of Wang Yang's arms, but Wang Yang hugged her tightly, holding her so tightly, making her heart tremble, so her heart softened and she was still lying in her arms.

"I...I can't do it, I can't do it..."

Wang Yang sighed a long time, an uncontrollable bitter smile appeared on his face, and then he looked at Zhao Xiaoyan helplessly and said.

"Why? You... you are like this to her... you don't have any emotional foundation and have no... Besides, you... shouldn't you be responsible for her?"

Zhao Xiaoyan couldn't tell whether she was happy or bitter. She felt Wang Yang's feelings, but as soon as she thought of Wang Yang being with other women and doing that kind of thing, she felt indescribable discomfort in her heart. When she asked these words, her heart was full of conflicts. She was worried that Wang Yang would agree, but if Wang Yang disagreed, how should she treat Wang Yang?

"I should be responsible for her, but can I be responsible for herself? I can't deceive myself!"

At this time, Wang Yang looked deep in the distance, and suddenly he understood something. The woman who was understanding and as clear as a woman might have given him an answer. Perhaps it was because of her deep love that she had prompted her to do something.

Her satisfaction, her affectionate gaze, and the more she reached the Shangganling position, she saw more and more disappointments. Then she would hug him foolishly, as if she cared about the tenderness at that moment. She loved him so much.

However, it was precisely because of love and because of unreserved feelings for Wang Yang that the understanding girl had just arrived at the Shangganling position and disappeared in love with Wang Yang.

It was precisely because of love that she didn't seem to want to see Wang Yang in a little embarrassment, nor did she want him to carry any burden, so she disappeared like this.

"I'm sorry for her and I'm sorry for you!"

Wang Yang closed his eyes in pain. He really understood Rou Ruoxi's painstaking efforts. He said bitterly: "Even Rou Ruoxi may know that I really like you in my heart, so I can't be with her. Even if we are together because of responsibility, the final result may not be happy."

"How do you know? Do you know what she is thinking?"

Zhao Xiaoyan's heart thundered wildly. The answer Wang Yang said was within her expectations and beyond her expectations. This sweet and sad feeling touched her nerves again and again today. She only knew that she could not control her tears.

"She... has never looked for me again. She has never looked for me since she returned to Shangganling. It seemed as if she had disappeared. No one except us knows this. Except today I tell you... I have been thinking about why she was like this, but when she thought about the last days she was with me, and when I saw that I was with you today, thinking about the bitterness of sorry for her, I suddenly... suddenly felt what she was thinking!"

He raised Zhao Xiaoyan's face with some heartache, and this beautiful face also cried like a pear blossom with rain. It was him who hurt her heart. No... Maybe there was another girl hiding somewhere and crying silently. Wang Yang felt that he owed these two girls a lot. He didn't know how to repay it. He could only wipe the tears from her face warmly, hoping to caress the sorrow in her heart.

"This...it seems unfair to her!"

When Wang Yang talked about Rou Ruoxi, Zhao Xiaoyan couldn't help but see that beautiful and intelligent woman. She was far less eye-catching than Zhao Xiaoyan. Her nobility was like the peony of the king of flowers, and her beauty and tenderness were hard to look up. Rou Ruoxi was like a lilac in the corner of the wall. Her beauty and tenderness were only discovered when you approach it, but she was undoubtedly a very rare woman. Even if Zhao Xiaoyan thought she was extraordinary, she felt that this woman like lilac was not much inferior to her. She also had her deep affection for Wang Yang and her kindness to Wang Yang, no one could ignore it.

"This...this matter is not fair to anyone..."

Wang Yang was not surprised by Yue Xiaoyan's words, but she sighed heavily and said such a sentence, only the reason why luck made people fall in love with him, but he walked with them again and again because of the fate of life.

When you finally get together with Zhao Xiaoyan, it will definitely hurt Rouruxi, but once Wang Yang and Rouruxi get together, it will inevitably hurt him and Zhao Xiaoyan. This is a difficult problem to solve, and no one can make a decision in this.

"When I hear about you, sometimes... sometimes I wonder if you really should marry two!"

Zhao Xiaoyan thought a lot and was silent for a long time. Now she finally knew why Wang Yang had been hiding from her, but after knowing the result, she could no longer have any resentment towards Wang Yang. To be honest, if it were her standing in Wang Yang's position, she didn't know what she should do. The same two women with deep affectionate feelings did not have a relationship with him, but it was fate that made people make the other one with him. How to make a choice was definitely a big problem. Finally, Zhao Xiaoyan couldn't help but sigh after saying it.

"I want to do it too, but can it work?"

A trace of bitterness appeared in Wang Yang's heart, but he could not say this like Zhao Xiaoyan. Nowadays, both Zhao Xiaoyan and Rouruoxi have been transformed by new female views and have been quite successful. Both women don't look gentle, but they are both people with ideas. Wang Yang knows that this matter can only be thought about. If he wants to become a fact, he must be tired of living.

"I want to know, is our photo still there before? Show it!"

After not talking for a long time, the two hugged each other like this. Zhao Xiaoyan suddenly felt very tired. She didn't know whether she should forgive Wang Yang or not.

Forgive him, and then the two will be together. Will Rou Ruoxi's past existence form a barrier between their relationship?

If they don’t forgive him, then the two of them will be like strangers, never meet again or throw their feelings aside, and be an ordinary comrade? Then is she willing to give up her heart?

Zhao Xiaoyan couldn't stop it for a long time, but the girl's thoughts were extremely delicate. She suddenly said something, and Wang Yang was stunned.

"In, keep it close to me, I have never thrown her down. Only death can make me lose her!"

Wang Yang smiled indifferently, looking at Zhao Xiaoyan with bright eyes, with a hint of tenderness and a hint of solemnity as if he was making some vow, which made Zhao Xiaoyan feel trembling in her heart. Something called sweet is sprouting in her heart. It turns out that this wood can also say good things?

"Then why don't you take it out and show it to me!"

Zhao Xiaoyan looked at Wang Yang with an inquiring look. Wang Yang said it very well, but he didn't see any actual actions. Why didn't he take it out for her to show it? Could it be that this guy lost it and deliberately found some nice words to coax her? Immediately, Zhao Xiaoyan became sensitive and unrestrained.

"It's a little dirty, you...you'd better not look at it!"

But Wang Yang's words to Zhao Xiaoyan were becoming more and more surprising, and a trace of gloom flashed in his eyes?

"No, I just want to see, unless you lose her!"

Zhao Xiaoyan became tough, and she looked at Wang Yang persistently, with a trace of slight slap in her eyes, which seemed to be leaving if you didn't give it to me! See if you dare to try it!

"You...you really want to see?"

Wang Yang hesitated, obviously he was threatened by Zhao Xiaoyan, and he seemed helpless.

"Of course, unless you lose that photo, you will lose it!"

The woman is really made of water. As she talked, tears in Zhao Xiaoyan's eyes shed again, and the hazy tears broke Wang Yang's heart.

"You... don't cry, I'll give it to you, but... it's just that time I was injured and my blood bubbles were broken..."

Seeing Zhao Xiaoyan crying again, Wang Yang couldn't help but panic. He quickly comforted Zhao Xiaoyan, and he quickly found a yellowed relationship from his close shirt pocket.

"It's still here..."

After saying three words, Zhao Xiaoyan couldn't continue to say it. The photo was still the same man and woman, the young man, with a shy smile and restrained manner, and the red flowers on her body were as honest as a boy next door, while he was surrounded by a woman in military uniform, with a full moon, and a stunning smile on her face. Her eyes were like stars and a smile was as bright as a flower. Standing next to the boy, she seemed like a white and elegant peony flower.

But this photo has changed a little now, with a faint red mark covering the entire photo, a little yellowing, and a little light red, making this photo look full of traces of history.

"This is you... the blood you shed on it... you were really seriously injured that time?"

Zhao Xiaoyan's eyes turned red, and she looked at Wang Yang with tenderness. She could have imagined that because Wang Yang had been collecting this photo, the blood must have almost moistened his entire chest before he could make the photo look like this. But what kind of injury would make his entire breast stained with blood. When Zhao Xiaoyan thought of this, she felt uncomfortable. She couldn't help but think that maybe she had never really cared about him. At such a life-and-death moment, he still remembered her, but she would only be jealous of him in the back, blaming him for being unconscious, and how unfair it was.

"I'm sorry, I didn't take it away. Actually... it's not very heavy. That time it was mainly because I consumed too much physical strength!"

But Wang Yang didn't mention the injury at all. He just smiled apologetically at Zhao Xiaoyan, then said softly, and that the life and death escape became so calm in his tone.

"Wang...Wang Yang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry for you..."

This time, Zhao Xiaoyan could no longer bear it. She threw herself into Wang Yang's arms and sobbed, because she suddenly thought about how selfish she was and how unfair to him. Her beloved was fighting for the future of the motherland and for the victory of the war. But she was in the rear but she didn't think of this. She just thought about how he was not good to him and how sorry to him. But she had never given him a trace of warmth. When he needed it most, she could not be by his side. How could she have any reason to blame him?

"No... Xiaoyan, you are not right... I'm sorry for me, I'm sorry for you!"

Wang Yang panicked. Seeing his beloved crying, the fearless hero on the battlefield became helpless. He comforted Zhao Xiaoyan softly. He patted Zhao Xiaoyan on the back gently, but the more he coaxed Zhao Xiaoyan, the louder she cried.

"It's my fault! Don't cry anymore... I won't cry anymore... I don't know... Uh..."

Suddenly, the crying and comforting sounds disappeared. At the extremely emotional moment, Zhao Xiaoyan hugged Wang Yang tightly. When she listened to Wang Yang's extremely caring voice, she suddenly understood a lot in her heart, and seemed to have become mature at this moment.

When I hugged him, the feeling was so fulfilled. When I smelled the smell of him, my heart was so peaceful. This was the sound of love, and this was the soft murmur of two hearts gathered together.

At that moment, in Zhao Xiaoyan's heart, she felt that all her sadness was gone, and tenderness entangled her and Wang Yang's hearts.

How ridiculous it is to say a third party, or to forgive or not at this moment. She loves him so much, how could she bear to be separated from her beloved person like this? She is so attached to his affectionate hug, so how could she move forward alone without him?

This is on the battlefield, this is on the yin and yang of life and death, and the beloved has to pick up a steel gun to go across the battlefield. No one knows whether he will come back tomorrow, and no one knows whether he will be able to grow old with this man who makes her dream of. He said that he will be so pale in the future.

They are not worldly children, so how can they seek revenge and hate for love like ordinary local youth? On this battlefield, the future is fake, and only now is extremely real. As long as they love each other deeply, she should cherish the time she is with him like Ru Ruoxi. For love and true love, everything else is so illusory.

"Tell me, you...you only love me..."

She kissed him hard, as if she wanted to integrate her body into his body. She smelled the smell of sweat on his body and kissed his muna's lips. Zhao Xiaoyan felt that she was intoxicated by her whole body. She could only whisper in his ear like a dream, and the gasps made Wang Yang feel sweet in her heart.

"I only love you... I love you one, forever..."
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