Chapter Thirty-Eight Each Has His Own Concerns
Guan Baobao was like a timid cub, instinctively lowering his eyes and looking away.
She could even hear her teeth tapping up and down, making a soft "crunching" sound. This made her extremely uneasy. She wanted to control it, but she couldn't.
The series of questions Jiang Bin just asked are not ordinary questions to Guan Baobao. In her opinion, they are even torture of the soul.
Something that had been avoided for almost ten years was mentioned without hesitation, like a scar that was opened with blood before it could grow new flesh.
"It's none of your business! Or is this not the first time you dislike me? Since we must find a virgin, why not explain it in advance?"
Guan Baobao looked into Jiang Bin's eyes, gritted his teeth and spoke. Sure enough, his face changed slightly, and his pupils suddenly shrank to a line under the half-bright light, like a man whose whole body was tense and full of danger.
American cheetah.
After a long while, he breathed out, stared at her face with an extremely complicated look, and sighed: "Guan Baobao, who do you think I am? You just called me a straight man, do you really think I am still a cancer?"
Do you care about that?"
She didn't dare to answer and didn't know how to answer.
Jiang Bin reached out and gently stroked her hair a few times, and sighed: "I just think that if you hadn't experienced anything, you wouldn't have said that when you were in a coma. If my question makes you feel sad,
If you feel uncomfortable, I apologize."
After saying that, he propped up his body and placed a light kiss on Guan Baobao's forehead.
She almost cried.
Among her limited experiences with men and women, this was the most passionate and gentle one. And the past made her no longer willing to look back.
"It's a boy from a neighbor's house, a few years older than me. My parents are busy at work, so I was sent to kindergarten very early. But the kindergarten ended too early, so they worked overtime, and then I was entrusted to my neighbor's grandma.
.My neighbor’s grandson was in elementary school at the time, so she took care of her. When I was sixteen, that person no longer went to school and had nothing to do all day long.
Although he lives with his parents, he still occasionally comes to his grandma’s house for dinner or to play with friends. During the summer vacation, my parents went back to their hometown to move the graves of my grandparents and bury them together. Because I was about to be a senior in high school, I
Go with them. They were worried that I would be alone at home, so they specially greeted the neighbor’s grandma and asked her to check on me from time to time.”
Guan Baobao tightly grasped the sheets under him with his hands, twisting them tightly and tightening them again, until his joints turned white.
This is the biggest secret in her life, and she has never told it even to her biological parents. When she was in college, some of her classmates believed in Christianity and told her that no matter how many secrets she had in her heart that she didn’t want to say, she could pray to the priest and get the secret.
The liberation of the soul. She also went to church twice with her classmates, but in the end she had to admit dejectedly that no one could save her, not even the almighty God.
Because she simply couldn't get herself out of that vortex.
Jiang Bin knew that it was very difficult for Guan Baobao to say this, so he did not interrupt her to see if she wanted to continue talking.
"I remember, it was a very sultry afternoon, and I was doing math problems at home. I was not very good at math, and I was worried that I would miss the subject in the college entrance examination, so I kept myself at home doing the math problems. I just took a shower,
After I put on a new nightgown, someone rang my doorbell. I looked through the peephole and saw that it was him. He was holding a large blue and white porcelain bowl with freshly steamed buns in his hand. He said that his grandma specially made it for me.
"
"Originally, I didn't want him to come in, because boys and girls at that age are actually a little ignorant. My parents are not at home, and I am a little girl. However, he said that when he came downstairs just now, he accidentally stepped on the sole of his foot.
It was dirty, and I wanted to come in and get a rag to wipe it. I had to let him in, take the bowl, and then get him a rag."
"Unexpectedly, he followed me all the way to the kitchen. As soon as I turned around, he hugged me and the rag in my hand fell off..."
Guan Baobao's eyes suddenly turned blood red. When she said this, she pursed her lips tightly and pulled the sheets hard with ten fingers, trying to suppress her angry emotions.
Jiang Bin immediately held her in his arms, patted her back gently, and said softly: "Okay, okay, don't say it anymore, don't say it anymore."
He didn't want to irritate her anymore. It took a lot of courage for a person to tell the misfortune he had suffered. Fortunately, she trusted him enough and was willing to tell him the truth.
Guan Baobao sobbed and fell asleep in his arms when he was tired from crying.
After making sure she was asleep, Jiang Bin gently pulled out his paralyzed arm, stuffed a pillow behind Guan Baobao's head, then got up from the bed and walked out of the bedroom.
Tonight's events were more or less beyond his expectations. But he doesn't feel regretful or unhappy now. On the contrary, he feels very happy and has a sense of stability, as if this
In the past thirty years, I have never been so calm and calm.
He closed the bedroom door gently, unable to sleep, and suddenly wanted to go out for a drink.
After much searching, he first found Luan Chi. Unfortunately, Luan Chi was now at home with his beloved wife. They were in a world where we were surrounded by each other. No matter what, he couldn't bear to come out of the house and go drinking with him.
"Go find Chong Tiange, he must be in the company now."
Luan Chi hung up Jiang Bin's call without any explanation, leaving the latter a little stunned. He called Chong Tiange with some doubts. Sure enough, he immediately picked up the phone and said that he was still in the company and happened to be a little sleepy.
Do you want to have a midnight snack together?
So, the two hit it off immediately, chose a bar in the middle, and arranged to meet there.
"Why are you working so hard? You can't make enough money, let alone you are not short of money. Why bother? Look at your eyes, they are full of red bloodshot eyes."
Jiang Bin shook his head and pointed at Chong Tiange's eyes.
He walked over, put the car keys aside, and ordered a glass of vodka. Jiang Bin stopped him and forced him to change his beer, fearing that he would stay up too late and not be able to bear the strong drink.
"We haven't seen each other for a while, why do I still have so many mothers?"
Chong Tiange curled his lips and said half-jokingly, but he still didn't insist on his opinion.
"Seriously, why are you still in the company so late? Don't you think about how to get closer to her and have a good communication with her? If you look at RMB, RMB will not smile at you, and RMB will not give you anything.
Give birth to a son."
Jiang Bin shook his head and mocked Chong Tiange.
"I think so too, but we have to prepare for the future. You know better than anyone else that her parents are in Australia. For future considerations, I also hope to expand my business there. As soon as possible, if it succeeds this time,
Things will go much smoother."
Chong Tiange raised his glass, bumped it lightly with Jiang Bin's wine glass, and said softly.
The latter can only be called yes.
The two of them were drinking, each thinking about their own thoughts, and neither of them spoke.
"Jiang Bin, I'm really confused. Xuanxuan is in the hospital now. After a few days of checking, the hospital has not confirmed the diagnosis. They just told me that they will organize an expert consultation. I feel very bad. He is still so...
Xiao, if there really are three long and two shortcomings..."
Chong Tiange held the beer glass tightly, raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.
Jiang Bin was stunned. When he heard that Chong Jingxuan was ill and hospitalized, he was also a little anxious and asked quickly: "What's going on? Isn't the child always fine? There were no signs before? Look, you just put your mind on it."
It’s all on the company.”
Chong Tiange showed a guilty expression and blamed himself very much: "Actually, his teacher called me before and said that Xuanxuan had a nosebleed in the kindergarten. I thought it was because of the hot weather and the yang energy in the little boy's body.
It was quite sufficient. The nanny who had been taking care of him seemed to have mentioned it later, but I didn’t take it seriously at the time, thinking it wasn’t a big deal, so..."
He couldn't talk anymore and felt that all this was caused by his own neglect.
Jiang Bin immediately put down the cup, patted his shoulder, and whispered comfort, saying that it was not his fault. After all, since Xuanxuan was born, he has been both a father and a mother, and he has to take care of the business of Tianchong Group.
, a person's energy is really limited, and it is impossible to cover everything.
"Don't think too much. It hasn't been diagnosed yet, right? Don't think the worst early, maybe it's nothing serious. Children, they always have to stumble as they grow up, and they can't always be so smooth."
Jiang Bin tried his best to persuade Chong Tiange, hoping to help him lighten the burden on his heart.
"Yes, I hope so too. Forget it, don't talk about me, what about you? You don't look like the kind of person who gets drunk late at night. Why do you want to drink with me if you don't go home to sleep in the middle of the night?"
Chong Tiange tried his best to squeeze out a smile and asked with a smile.
Jiang Bin also had a look of helplessness. He really had something on his mind, but it had nothing to do with Guan Baobao or personal feelings.
"I'm really bored about work. To be honest, I have an undercover agent who hasn't contacted me for more than a month. You know, in this industry, it is easy to be dangerous, but it is easier to be lured |
Confused. What I fear most is that his identity has not been revealed yet, but the other party has already doubted him, so they are testing him one after another."
"So, are you worried that he will lose himself in the process of proving that he is not an undercover agent?"
Chong Tiange frowned, it was indeed a difficult matter.
"Yes, not everyone can be an undercover agent, so I admire Luan Chi very much. It is not easy for him to escape unscathed now. Not every undercover agent will have such a good ending. It is more about sacrifice."
Jiang Bin said with great emotion.
Chapter completed!