Main text extra volume [warm heart] 02: Try to be a good mother(2/2)
Gu Qingyan was soft-hearted, but she felt that the man seemed to be getting worse and worse. He was protesting silently. Realizing that he was soft-hearted, he was thinking about his words, so he slowly turned over and turned his back to him.
Before waiting for the expected result, Young Master Pei, who was nestled on the sofa, couldn't help but get a little crazy. Seeing that she had turned over and turned her back to him, she left a back for him, and her brows couldn't help but frown.
It's so soft, can it be hard?
Young Master Pei was thinking about the possibility of this method in his mind, but it was obvious that he was strangled in the cradle as soon as he formed a young body, unless he would never go to her bed again in his life!
Gu Qingyan didn't fall asleep until midnight that night. Of course, she also heard Pei Shaochen turning over on the sofa next to her from time to time.
"Qingyan, are you thirsty?" Pei Dashao asked the ninth time. Gu Qingyan couldn't pretend to be asleep. He was not asleep by his side, and he always felt empty. In addition, the lights in the room were always on
In the past, Pei Shaochen had been able to take care of her in the middle of the night, so over time, he developed the ability to fall asleep even if the light was on, but Gu Qingyan could not sleep under the light. Gu Qingyan wanted to speak and asked him to turn off the light, and was about to turn on his side.
When he came over, the bed moved slightly, and Pei Shaochen was sitting cross-legged beside him, holding a glass of water in his hand, looking at her with a diligent look on his face.
Gu Qingyan was surprised, and under his attentive gaze, biting the straw and taking a sip. As soon as he released one end of the straw, he vibrated heavily. Pei Shaochen's tall body lay beside her and reached out to put the half.
Putting a glass of water on the head of the bed, she turned sideways and half hugged her. When she closed her eyes, she yawned with some fatigue, "Good night, Mrs. Pei!" After saying that, she slept peacefully and breathed calmly without waiting for Gu Qingyan to speak.
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Before Gu Qingyan could react, someone had already acted like a scoundrel and successfully went to bed!
Seeing a successful smile appearing on the corner of his mouth, Gu Qingyan began to grind her teeth.
Pei Shaochen, you rogue!
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"Ah hahahaha, Gu Qingyan, you have successfully woken me up from your dream by being awakened by pain. I heard what you said now, Oh my God, I must have laughter patterns on my face, hahahahahaha!" Qi Tianxin
Running from her coffee shop, she still brought her so-called new refreshments, put on exquisite tea sets in the ward, crossed her legs, and started a leisurely afternoon tea life, but it was obvious that the joke Gu Qingyan told her made her
She felt more comfortable than this exquisite afternoon tea.
"Tianxin, you do have bags of eyes, and it's very serious!" Gu Qingyan sat on the bed, looking at his friend who was smiling flexibly. These days, Qi Tianxin reported on time every afternoon. In her words, Gu Qingyan slept till she was sleeping.
After more than five months, she had no place to say anything. Now she finally seized the opportunity and decided to fight Gu Qingyan to the end every day.
Qi Tianxin didn't care, but stopped laughing and asked mysteriously, "Mrs. Pei, are you wearing pants today?"
What hits me was a banana that has not yet been peeled. Qi Tianxin smiled and caught it with both hands. The nurse who was registering the temperature next to her couldn't help laughing, "Mrs. Pei, Mr. Pei didn't seem to have a good sleep last night.
Woolen cloth!"
Gu Qingyan frowned. He slept so smoothly and quietly last night, but she was always worried about putting dirty things on him, and she slept tremblingly in the second half of the night.
Qi Tianxin quickly peeled the banana and took a small bite, and smiled, "Niu, what else has he seen on you?" This girl is stupid. She slept here for more than five months. I heard that wiping her body is all about it.
Pei Shaochen made it with one hand, but he was afraid that there was a mole in that place and it was clear! It was a mess!
Gu Qingyan decided not to talk about this topic to Qi Tianxin anymore. Although it is normal for the couple to be honest with each other, she still feels a little awkward. Just like when the two were intimate, he always liked to turn on the lights and put their bodies in their bodies.
Exposed to the other person's eyes, she still was not used to such honest methods after so long, even though they were so close that they were impeccable.
"By the way, I went to the nursery to see Xiao Ningxiu in the incubator just now. I heard from the nurse that my weight has increased by 37 grams!" After Qi Tianxin said that, he found that the expression on Gu Qingyan's face had stagnated for a moment, and Qi Tianxin was gentle.
He sighed, "Qingyan, it is not your fault for a child to have a premature birth. Some things have happened. Even if you are struggling with the past, it will be useless!"
"I know, but Tianxin, do you know what it feels like when I first saw him? His small body was lying in the incubator, and there was a sensor device on his body. His body was so thin that I was scared.
I didn't even have the courage to look at him again! Tianxin, I, I, I actually have that kind of thought in my heart, that is, I just think that the child was not born to me-" Gu Qingyan finished speaking a little hurriedly, his eyes flashing in his eyes
With a wet luster, she really had this idea, to reject the child from the bottom of her heart, and this thought made her heart very painful.
Qi Tianxin listened and sighed in her heart. Pei Shaochen told her that Gu Qingyan saw the child on the mobile video, and they seemed to ignore Gu Qingyan's fear of infants. Pei Shaochen said that when Gu Qingyan saw him, he was not happy, but was so scared that he cried.
No matter how Pei Shaochen comforts her, whenever she mentions that child, she will be frightened and her expression will be at a loss. Pei Shaochen is also helpless because she knows that she was afraid of the baby and the child as if she was afraid of shrimps that would make her seriously allergic to her, but she doesn't want to
, She is still the same for her children.
Qi Tianxin called Lu Qianxing, who was far away in the UK. The day before Gu Qingyan woke up, Lu Qianxing traveled across the ocean to the UK. He didn't have long been studying. I heard that it was only more than two months. After hearing Qi Tianxin's statement, Lu Qianxing
It is suggested that Gu Qingyan go to see a psychologist and assist in psychological treatment. After all, from Gu Qingyan’s pregnancy to an accident, it takes time for a expectant mother with psychological infancy to truly accept it from the bottom of her heart.
The process of pregnancy is a process of slowly accepting it, but unfortunately, Gu Qingyan did not slowly experience this psychological change in person. She would feel confused and afraid of this little life that suddenly appeared in front of her.
It will be difficult to accept, and it is normal.
It’s not that if it’s your child, you will definitely have feelings for him. This came too suddenly for Gu Qingyan and she couldn’t accept it for a while.
Qi Tianxin looked at Gu Qingyan with a strange expression and comforted him: "Don't worry, take your time!" Although he was a little regretful, what the child should get most from his mother's care, Gu Qingyan, the mother, went there.
She was afraid when she looked at it, so she began to worry about Xiao Ningxiu in the incubator.
"It's almost five o'clock now, Pei Shaochen is coming back soon?" Qi Tianxin changed the subject. Seeing that Gu Qingyan was still addicted to deep guilt and pain, he suggested helping Gu Qingyan get out of bed and walk. Gu Qingyan shook her head.
Fearing the pain, I endured it for two days without analgesics. Now the wound is still not as painful as before. She doesn't want to go to the ground. Although the doctor and nurse encourage her to get out of bed and walk around many times, Pei Shaochen also actively thought about her.
When she was working, she encouraged her to get out of bed and walk. She tried to walk once, but when she got off the bed, she found that it seemed that her feet were not her own. She didn't know which leg to step on, and she forgot how she walked.
She was scared by this terrible thought and almost fainted. Fortunately, Pei Shaochen was supported by him. Later, Pei Shaochen raised one of her legs with his hand to take the first step. She started to learn to walk like a child.
It’s not that she doesn’t want to leave now, but that she is afraid that Qi Tianxin will not be able to help her.
Qi Tianxin looked helpless, "Gu Qingyan, can you lie in bed all your life?"
Gu Qingyan frowned and was about to refute, but he saw that the door of the room was gently pushed open. Pei Shaochen, who was wearing a suit and tie, came in, and there was still someone behind him, holding a plush little lion doll in his hand, and rushed in as soon as he came in.
The person who implanted the bed smiled gently, "Qingyan!"
Second brother?
Pei Shaoyu, who came back from Brazil, smiled friendly to Qi Tianxin, and handed the little lion in his hand to Pei Shaochen, "This is a small gift for Ning Xiu!"
Pei Shaochen took the little lion and gave Pei Shaoyu a wink. Pei Shaoyu then remembered the thing his brother mentioned to him in the car, but he was in the jet lag at that time and forgot for a moment. He smiled apologetically
Smile and sat on the sofa on the side.
Only then did Gu Qingyan notice that Pei Shaoyu who came in was obviously just getting off the plane, and his face looked very tired. Pei Shaochen poured him a glass of water, but he took it and didn't drink it. He chatted with Gu Qingyan for a few words and said about Brazil.
The funny experiences of Gu Qingyan found that both of them were good at promoting the atmosphere of conversation, and the conversation was elegant and humorous. However, when Pei Shaochen accidentally mentioned a name, Pei Shaoyu's soft gaze was a little dazed, but soon
So I changed the topic and stopped talking. After sitting for less than half an hour, Pei Shaoyu left, Pei Shaochen followed him and sent it out. Qi Tianxin gave the peeled apple to Gu Qingyan a small piece, "You are in confinement, eat
Be careful of your teeth soreness in this cold thing!”
Gu Qingyan was helpless and could only watch Qi Tianxin eat more than half of it. Qi Tianxin rolled up her sleeves and waved to Gu Qingyan, "Get up, I really want to let you go down the ground today!" 13acv.
Gu Qingyan had no choice but to sigh and say repeatedly when she got out of bed, "You have to support me, I don't want to fall asleep anymore!"
"Yes, yes, Empress Dowager, you always have a hundred hearts!" Qi Tianxin held one of her arms and helped her get off the bed. Gu Qingyan was still wearing cotton pajamas, and her hair was tied high by Pei Shaochen with a comb.
She thought Pei Shaochen's rubber band was too tight, which made her scalp hurt. Pei Shaochen had to braid her hair into two small braids and then tie it up. The flexible movements surprised Gu Qingyan, but Pei Shaochen disagreed and said that he could braid his braids.
Of course, he originally learned to braid his daughter in the future. Gu Qingyan couldn't help laughing after hearing this reason. Pei Manyue said that Pei Shaochen liked his daughter, but unfortunately, her Ning Xiu was a boy!
Hum? Her Ning Xiu?
Gu Qingyan was surprised and shocked by the abnormality in her heart at this time. Ning Xiu was her child. After experiencing confusion and even panic in her subconscious, she had already begun to slowly accept him without realizing it.
But, could this be a temporary psychological abnormality?
Gu Qingyan was unsure of it, but she was sure that what she wanted to see most at this time was her Xiao Ning Xiu!
"Tianxin, can you help me to the nursery room to take a look!"
Gu Qingyan's sudden proposal made Qi Tianxin stunned for a moment, and then happily agreed, "No problem, Mrs. Pei, let's go!"
The nursery room is actually not far from her ward. Gu Qingyan hasn't been there yet. However, Qi Tianxin has been there many times because she comes to the hospital every day to see the child first, and then walks over to accompany Gu Qingyan. She doesn't mention this road.
Familiar with it.
Although the journey was not far, Qi Tianxin walked slowly with Gu Qingyan. She was afraid that Gu Qingyan would blow the wind, so she turned back and took a coat and put it on Gu Qingyan, "It's almost here!"
"Mrs. Pei, I look good today!"
"Thanks!"
This floor is very quiet. Because it is a specially designed floor, the doctors and nurses who took care of Gu Qingyan in the past are all familiar with Gu Qingyan.
"Mrs. Pei, are you here to see the baby?" Passing by the nurse station, the sweet-looking young nurse smiled sweetly at her, and without waiting for Gu Qingyan to speak, she smiled: "Mr. Pei has just entered with a gentleman.
?I'll take you there!"
Gu Qingyan followed her slowly. Since she had a hint of expectation in her heart, Qi Tianxin, who was holding her, reached out to slap her on the back of her hand, and said seriously: "Qingyan, Xiao Ningxiu is very obedient! Really!"
Gu Qingyan nodded gently and saw the person standing inside through the glass door at the place where the nurse stood. The little nurse originally wanted to knock on the door, but Gu Qingyan signaled her not to bother, where she was standing.
Not far away, you can see clearly. She watched a doctor carefully carry the baby out of the incubator and wrap it in a quilt. She watched Pei Shaochen skillfully hold the child in his hand and take it to the doctor for redeem.
The breasts were fed to the child's mouth, and his lips were moving gently. Because the sound was very soft, she couldn't hear what he said, but looking at his expression, he must be humming children's songs or coaxing the child.
His tall figure formed a sharp contrast with the little guy in his arms, but his powerful arms steadily supported the child. Pei Shaoyu, who was standing next to him, also had a smile on his face, and he stretched out his hand to pull the baby's bag from time to time
quilt.
"Mrs. Pei, look, Mr. Pei comes to feed Xiao Ningxiu in person every day. He is so careful!"
Gu Qingyan didn't hear the words behind the little nurse clearly. She just looked at the tall man holding the child, and suddenly felt moved and wanted to cry.
Shaochen, you work so hard to be a good father!
Then I must work hard to be a good mother!
Chapter completed!