Chapter V 065: Don't Be Afraid I'm Here(2/2)
"Mom, grandma is crying!"
"Mom, is grandpa asleep?"
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Later, she realized how common death is. As soon as you close your eyes, the person will be gone. No matter how much you hate someone or someone you love, you will be afraid when facing death!
This is the fear of death and the inability to let go of that person!
If a person doesn't care about the other person so much, why would you waste your precious time hating him and resenting him?
Lu Qingyan clenched her hand. She didn't realize how badly her shoulders were shaking now. Her right hand was still holding the sheets. She suddenly wanted to hold his hand to calm her uncontrollable heart.
She was hurt, wanted to ask him if he was in pain, wanted to wake him up and talk to her, even if it was just a few words, even if he got up and looked at her coldly.
She was like an isolated island drifting in the sea. Without the support of land, she was drifting in the wind and waves. She didn't know where to find a fulcrum. The loneliness and fear growing in the darkness made her afraid.
Want to escape.
But the hand holding the sheets was gently covered by a large, slightly cool palm, and then slowly tightened.
Gu Qingyan, who was in panic, raised her face in shock. She sat on the edge of the bed. Because the lights were turned off, except for the light projected from the corridor outside the door, she could barely see a glimmer of light. Before she got used to the darkness,
Her vision was blurry. She looked at the figure on the bed, and seemed to see his deep and dark eyes. The hand holding her palm squeezed slightly, and a hoarse and mellow voice sounded faintly.
, "Don't be afraid!"
Don't be afraid!
Just such a simple sentence, but like a drowning person seeing driftwood and life-saving straw, he saw a glimmer of hope for survival. His fingers were slightly cold, but Gu Qingyan's heart was filled with turmoil, and he endured it.
The unstoppable tears broke through the last psychological defense line. She leaned on the bedside desperately, her face pressed into the palm of his hand, turning all her weakness and helplessness into tears and pouring out.
When grief and despair appeared in her world, she couldn't find the direction and allowed herself to stumble around helplessly without a goal or direction. How many times in her life had she hesitated and been helpless. What she longed for was to have someone who would be there when you were lonely and afraid.
When the time comes, stand up, hold your hand, and say, "Don't be afraid, I'm here!"
It was in the heavy rain that he used his tall body to block the wind and rain for you, wrapped his trembling body in his wide coat, and told you gently and helplessly, 'If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave when the rain gets heavy.
Got it!'
Facing his father's military whip, he blocked the dozens of whips without hesitation, and said frankly and frankly, "It's all my fault! The one you should hit is me!"
Even when he was scarred, he still smiled and comforted her, "Gu Qingyan, men and women are different. It's okay for a man to be whipped, but it's different for women! Men are born to protect women!"
She wanted to ask right then.
Is the man in those words Pei Shaochen, and is that woman referring to the unique Gu Qingyan!
Chapter completed!