Yue Lian made a silent gesture to the eunuch, and then signaled Eunuch Chen to step back. She came to Han Rongxuan lightly and reached out to massage his shoulders.

Han Rongxuan was slightly startled, having already guessed who the visitor was. He did not resist and allowed Yue Lian to hold his shoulders. To be honest, he was indeed a little tired. He had never had a good night's sleep during this period.

"Are you very busy recently? You haven't come to see me for several days." She complained coquettishly.

Han Rongxuan exhaled slowly, gently put away her hand, and then lay down on the recliner covered with tiger skin. "I have a lot of things to deal with." He looked really tired. Close

With his eyes, he seemed to want to rest and had no energy to deal with Yue Lian anymore.

Yue Lian was a little surprised. In the past, he would never treat her with this attitude even when he was busy. She chuckled, sat down next to him, and placed her little face on his chest. "I just

I miss you a little, but have no other meaning."

Women are all greedy. Originally, she wanted to wait until Han Rongxuan succeeded to the throne, and she would leave immediately and never stay by his side. But when it came to this time, she found that she could not make up her mind to leave. Everything

Everything is the same, it's easy to say but so difficult to do. She also wants to leave in style, but as long as she thinks about living without him, she will almost go crazy!

Okay! She admitted that she regretted it. As long as she could continue to stay with him, no matter how many women were around him, she would admit it. This is a woman who knows that her current choice is wrong, but because of fear

With that kind of pain and loneliness, they would rather choose to be blind and enjoy happiness that will not last long.

Lying on his chest, listening to his regular heartbeat, Yue Lian had never felt so at ease at this moment. As expected, only by his side could she truly calm down.

"If I had known that being the emperor would be so tiring, we might as well travel around the world together." She has always liked that kind of unrestrained life.

Hearing this, Han Rongxuan suddenly opened his eyes and pushed her away from his chest. "That's what you want, not me! What I want most in this life is to ascend the throne and take back what belongs to me."

My everything is not just a loser who only knows how to follow women and wander around."

In fact, what he meant by these words was not Yue Lian, but Shen Chuyao. In fact, there was an idea in his mind for a moment, that is, to take Shen Chuyao away and stay away from these power disputes, just the two of them.

They lived happily together forever. But when he woke up, he was immediately frightened by his idea. He was burdened with

How could he have such thoughts about his mother's expectations? So, in order to dispel this thought, he chose to let her go far away and let her stay away from him forever. Shen Chuyao is a terrible woman, she is worse than anyone he has ever known.

Everyone is scary. She doesn't even need to play any tricks or do anything to completely control his heart and thoughts.

He doesn't want to feel controlled by others! He can never accept being controlled by a woman! He is Han Rongxuan, he is the ruler of the entire Loulan, and he will never be like Yuan Shaojie, willing to be a woman's subordinate.

of.

Yuelian was stunned for a moment. She looked at Han Rongxuan's furious look. She puzzled something wrong, and actually made him so angry. Suddenly, she understood in her heart. He, she still had the gentle smile on her face.

"Are you still thinking about her?" She knew that he must still be thinking about Shen Chuyao. Sometimes she really envious of Shen Chuyao, why there are so many men who are willing to be for her. If Rong Xuanxuan Being able to give her a little bit of affection for Shen Chuyao, then she is really worthwhile.

"I don't!" He roared, like a child who was caught by a pigtail, and he was almost jumping.

His excessive response verified what she thought in her heart.

She deliberately pretended to be nothing, and hurriedly appeased him. "Okay, okay. No, I just jokes with you, why are you so nervous." She just didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because she didn't want to expose his camouflage because of Then she would be afraid that she could not stay next to him. She was afraid that she would not help but escape.

"In the future, you are not allowed to start with her in front of me!"

Han Rongxuan's expression is unprecedented seriously. He doesn't want to deceive anyone, let alone to deceive himself, but he really can't accept this matter and accept the fact that he actually loves Shen Chuyao. Escape. He didn't want any to touch his wound, and he didn't want to expose his most vulnerable side in front of anyone.

In order to hide that he can only choose to make himself more cold and more ruthless. Only by buried himself in the state affairs that make him almost headache can he slightly reduce the pain in his heart.

Yuelian nodded at him with a smile, and his expression was still so gentle, but no one would know that her heart was actually dripping with blood now. She laughed strongly, because she didn't want to expose her fragile side like him. This may be what they are the same. They will never want others to know their pain, but they will only make them look more pitiful.

"It's almost time, I will wait for you to rest!" Yuelian said and walked over to help him wide.

Han Rongxuan suddenly reached out and put her hand that had just extended over. "There are still many things that have not been dealt with today, so you go back to sleep first." After that, he went to the book case and sat down. Continue to put yourself into those memorials.

Yuelian's hand stretched in the air slightly. Looking at him, she suddenly felt that her heart was tightened. She knew he was deliberately avoided her, maybe for him now Women are transparent.

With her emotions, she still had a charming smile on the silk, and said softly at him. "Then I won't bother you, Yuelian retired." She is a person who knows. What do you do.

She was like Han Rongxuan's elegant blessing blessing, and then turned away. But when she turned around, the smile on her face could no longer hang up. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, a touch of tears clear It flowed out, crossed her fair cheeks, and flowed towards her jaw.

She is a fool, she thinks she is the most free and easy woman in the world. I think she is the most, the most open. The most unreasonable person, the most unwavering person!

She always thought she was very generous and didn't care about sharing him with other women. But she now understands that she doesn't care about sharing his body with other women, but she can't bear to share his love with other women at all! She It is the one who is selfish. But she will never show her jealousy. For her, she does not care about who he loves in his heart, and does not care if he has feelings for herself. She only knows that as long as he can make him happy She is willing to do anything. If he loves Shen Chuyao, she will also try to like this woman, try to be friends with Shen Chuyao.

However, she will never make herself crazy for the sake of pet, and lose herself. For her, she can love thoroughly, love the vastness, and love not to care about everything, but she will definitely not lose love for love. I have.

She knew that one day she would not be able to endure Han Rongxuan's love for Shen Chuyao, and became crazy and vicious. Therefore, before that day, she would definitely pull out and leave in advance because she never wants to see that like that. Own.

As soon as Yuelian left, the surroundings became quiet again. Looking at the dense words on the memorial, he suddenly felt that he had never looked at anything. After seeing it for a long time, he didn't even know what he had read.

Throwing the memorials in his hands, his heart seemed to be lost, so that he was not like him at all.

Looking up, he looked at the stars that were densely covered outside the window. He couldn't help wondering where she was now? What was she doing now? Is she unable to fall asleep like him? Or is she as messy as him? Or is she early? He has forgotten him, and has already begun a new life.

Black eyes stared at the stars outside the window, and his thoughts couldn't help but start to remember all the process of knowing each other.

He still remembers that at that time, he often asked Xin'er to tell him what Shen Chuyao had done on weekdays. At that time, what he was most looking forward to every day was Xin'er's appearance. As long as Xin'er appeared, he would be Knowing that he can hear everything about her again.

Perhaps, what kind of medicine did she really treat him, otherwise how could he be so fascinated by her. After seeing her for the first time, he found that his whole heart was no longer on him. He tried to get back his heart, but found out how difficult it was.

Sometimes he thinks how good it would be if he had never met her, so maybe he would live more happy and more comfortable now. But at the same time, he would be more lonely.

Because he has loved her, he understands that kind of pain, that kind of happiness. Because he loved her, he knew that his life was not so meaningless.
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