In the first year of Jinghe, the flowers come to the morning of February.

The cold rain in early spring was pouring down, as if there was a curtain of fog between the sky and the earth, and the raindrops fell on the tiles, making a crisp sound.

Si Ning stood in front of the window dressed in white. The humidity coming from the window and the heavy clouds in the sky made it hard to breathe.

She looked at the rain outside the window in a daze, as if she had seen the old self again.

Lu Lu entered the house carrying hot water, and saw the princess standing thinly in front of the window. She quickly put down the gold basin in her hand, "It's cold, why doesn't the princess wear more outer clothes?"

Si Ning said nothing, still looking at the curtain of rain outside.

Luzhu's eyes were filled with distress, and while she was talking ramble, she quickly took the cloak and put it on Si Ning.

Since the eldest princess and the others left, the princess's health has gotten worse and worse.

The imperial doctor in the palace came to see me and said that he was suffering from depression and worry. He only said that it was a heart disease and he needed to be treated with heart medicine.

Thinking of the unfortunate events that have happened one after another in the past few months, tears streaked down her cheeks from the tip of her nose.

Afraid that the princess would see her sadness, she quickly wiped it away with her sleeves.

"Today, I asked the small kitchen to cook a few more dishes that the princess likes to eat. The princess will reward this slave for her, so please use more of them."

The princess always skips meals, how can she be in such good health?

"It's just that I have a bad appetite in spring." Si Ning said.

Lu Lu glanced out the window. The gloomy sky made her heart feel dark. She didn't know that the princess's bad appetite was true, but it had nothing to do with Haruhi.

She glanced at the princess worriedly, knowing that the princess still hadn't given up in her heart.

"Is Li Su back?" Si Ning asked calmly.

"My lord is not back yet. Maybe he will be back in two days." Luzhu glanced at the princess worriedly.

"Yes, the road to Yazhou is long, and Miss Song's body must not be bumpy."

Having said this, Si Ning suddenly felt ridiculous. He had been married to Li Su for three years and originally thought he had such a cold temperament.

It turns out it's just because I'm not the person in his heart.

Yes, Song Yanqing, the daughter of a cabinet scholar, who is well-educated, talented, beautiful, and smart, must be the wife he has in mind.

If he hadn't interfered, the two of them would probably have a good story.

"Princess?" Luzhu glanced at Si Ning worriedly. She knew that there were some rumors outside.

But she stopped her, does the princess know?

Lu Lu cursed in her heart, it was that gossip who was so annoying!

Si Ning glanced at Lu Zhu and knew that she didn't tell him for her own good.

But there is no airtight wall in the world, but the strange thing is that I can't cry at all.

Maybe I just cried too much and my tears have dried up.

Si Ning stretched out his arms, the silk slipped off his elbows, and his white arms stretched out the window.

Raindrops dripped on her arms, and she looked at her palms blankly.

When she was unmarried, she had a noble status and her behavior had always been arbitrary. But since marrying Li Su, she has tried hard to live the way he likes for him, but she has gradually lost herself.

Even the healthy pale yellow skin that was once faintly red and yellow, bright and subtle has become the fair and tender look it is now.

In this love, she devoted too much and lost too much. She once regarded him as the only one.

Looking back now, it's just that I was young and ignorant and took love as everything.

Just a fool.

Lu Lu looked at the princess with some worry. In the past, the princess always asked her to call her madam, but starting from the past few days, she asked herself to change her words. She had already noticed that something was wrong.

But she didn't dare to think about it. The way the princess looked now was really distressing.

The rain outside the window became louder and louder, crackling as if it was hitting people's hearts.

"Luzhu, you go down first, I want to be alone for a while."

Lulu glanced at the princess worriedly, but after hearing the firmness in her words, she left the room.

Si Ning slowly sat down and remembered in a daze that it was also a rainy day when he first met Li Su.

But it's not the cold rain of February, but the sweet rain of August.

On the Mid-Autumn Festival night of August 15th in Mingde, people from all over came to congratulate me, and the imperial uncle held a congratulatory banquet in the palace.

During this period, she disguised herself as a man and sneaked in to join in the fun, and she really watched a great show.

To this day, she still remembers the way Li Su dressed in a crimson straight court uniform at the congratulatory banquet and responded domineeringly to the envoys of other countries.

If I hadn't disguised myself as a man that night, and hadn't been confused by Li Su's calm and indifferent appearance, maybe they wouldn't have had this bad fate.

After marrying Li Su, she gradually became aware of his true appearance.

That's right, how could the Zuo Shilang of the Ministry of Civil Affairs, who was able to reach the rank of third rank at a young age, be as brilliant as he appeared to be?

He is calm on the surface, but extremely cruel on the inside. This is his true appearance.

It wasn't that she hadn't noticed, she just felt that he wouldn't do anything to her, and she wasn't afraid of him. If you love someone, you should love everything about him.

Besides, she still has so much support to rely on.

But one thing made her see clearly her position in his heart.

Last year, when the Xiongnu marched north, my father went to defend the enemy. At the court, Li Su actually advocated not sending reinforcements.

At that time, the Yellow River in the south burst its banks, and Li Su's group advocated relief first and then sending troops. She didn't understand the affairs of the court, and she didn't want to understand.

All she knew was that her father would die on the battlefield.

Since her father's death, it was hard for her to forgive Li Su. He knew the consequences of doing so, but he still did it.

What weight do you have in his heart?

Since then, Si Ning has endured the pain of the death of his relatives and the betrayal of his lover every day. He is so heartbroken every day that life is worse than death.

She still remembered the conversation she heard in the corridor that day.

"Hey, do you know that Mr. Chief Assistant has not been in the mansion these days? It turns out that he went to Yazhou to pick up someone." The maid said as she swept.

"Pick someone up? Who needs to be picked up by the Chief Assistant?"

Si Ning also wanted to know this question. Now that he was the chief assistant of one person and more than ten thousand people, who was worthy of him traveling thousands of miles to pick him up?

"Hey, you didn't know this. The person your Lord Chief Assistant went to Yazhou to pick up this time was Lord Song Yuandao."

"Song Yuandao, I've never heard of it."

The maids were not familiar with the name Song Yuandao, but Si Ning knew this man. He was Li Su's teacher.

"Song Yuandao, you don't know, Song Yanqing, Miss Song, do you know?" The maid who was sweeping stopped sweeping the floor.

"Before the chief minister and the princess got married, they had always been the golden boys and girls in the capital.

Later, by mistake, Mr. Song was framed and involved in a disaster relief case, and was sentenced to exile in Yazhou.

Now that it's all right, the truth has been revealed, and the Chief Assistant has gone to Yazhou in person."

"But, what should the princess do?"
Chapter completed!