Chapter 99

Xiao Lei felt that something was about to burst in his body. He heard the girl's panting and moaning in his ears becoming softer and weaker. The fire in his body became more and more intense, almost boiling the blood in his body.

Finally, it seemed as if a certain Xuan in his body suddenly broke. He growled, and his whole body's strength instantly left him. In the violent breathing, he felt like a blank in his mind.

It seemed as if a stream of energy surged in his dantian, causing every muscle in his body to completely relax. He lay heavily on the bed and could no longer raise any strength. His mental state suddenly relaxed, and Xiao Lei fell asleep deeply. Only the trace of energy in his body was still swimming, flowing slowly, Xiao Lei's breathing became longer and longer, and the interval between the last breath was getting longer and longer, as if he had entered the turtle's breath, and all the feelings outside his body were gradually abandoned...

It was already late at night. There was only a faint sound of breathing in the dark room. Then I saw a figure slowly climbing up in the hazy place, leaning in front of Xiao Lei, as if staring at him for a long time, and finally sighed softly.

"I just want to have a night, and I have no other thoughts."

With a little determination in her voice, she stood up resolutely, then gently lifted her clothes and left the room.

But in absent, two tears fell on the floor and instantly mixed into the dust.

Xiao Lei breathed for a long time, and he didn't know anything outside. The trace of qi in his body was endless, but he mobilized all the innate qi stored in his body, and the qi ran around his body like a wheel, and he actually entered a strange state.

Xiao Lei was left in the dark room. His breathing was sometimes rapid and sometimes smooth. As the rhythm of the breathing changed, the breath in his body continued to flow.

Xiao Lei suddenly had countless illusions in his mind. He felt that there was always a figure shaking in front of him. The figure was floating in his long hair and graceful figure. He smiled beautifully, as if it was Tian Ke'er, sometimes he was unparalleled in coldness, and sometimes he seemed to be Miao Yan. Sometimes he had peach blossoms on his face, as if it was Xiaoqing, sometimes he had tears in his eyes, and then he turned into Lin Shanshan. He felt that a figure turned into four, and gradually all disappeared...

"ah!"

I don’t know how long it took, but he suddenly stood up and screamed. He touched his hand, and the bed sheet was cold, and the people around him had no idea where they were going.

Xiao Lei was shocked and confused. Then he remembered what happened last night and shouted loudly: "Lin Shanshan!"

No one answered, Xiao Lei carefully held the wall and walked slowly into the living room.

Where is there a half-person figure at home? There is still a white paper on the dusty desktop between them, densely packed with words written on it.

"If my biggest regret in my life is why I didn't meet you a few years ago? I'm so dirty that even I hate myself, the dust that I once exchanged for money, and the depravity I once had. I also know that I don't deserve myself, nor do I deserve you. What I ask for is just one night, once tender and once happiness. One is enough...

I have given you the only clean thing I have left. It is not my body, but my heart."

The notes were a little messy, and there were tears on the paper. Xiao Lei pinched the paper in his hand, feeling speechless, and seemed to be a little confused in his eyes.

Xiao Lei put down the paper, locked his eyebrows tightly, and suddenly picked it up again, folded it carefully, and put it in his arms. Then he strided away from the house.

He did not delay any more, and used the wind control technique to run to the manor in the suburbs as fast as possible.

The house was empty, and Ruhua was sitting alone in the hall. She watched Xiao Lei push the door and come in, but she looked at Xiao Lei coldly.

"Where is Lin Shanshan?"

"Let's go." Ruhua shrugged.

"Leaving?" Xiao Lei frowned: "Where have you gone?"

Ruhua glared at Xiao Lei: "Go to the place she wants to go. Xiao Lei, do you think she should be with you? Should she be with you and pray for your love pitifully? She is not a vase beside you, but a person, a living person. She has her own life plan, her own goals, and her own life."

Xiao Lei said coldly: "I just ask you, where has she been?"

Ruhua smiled, but she smiled reluctantly: "I didn't go anywhere... I told you about her, right? People have self-esteem, so you can leave her a little self-esteem, can you do it?"

Xiao Lei turned around and walked outside: "No, I must find her back!"

Ruhua sighed: "Stop!! Why did you go to her? Is it because of pity? Or just pity her?? Why did you come back to her? Be your woman? Or continue to be the nanny beside you? Have you thought it clearly? I tell you, but she thought it clearly more clearly than you!! I understand more than you!! When she was forced to exchange her body for life in the past, she understood. In this world, no one is born to be inferior, and no one is born to fall into depravity. But Lin Shanshan knew that since she had taken this step, no matter how she was.

How helpless and desperate he was at the beginning, but since he embarked on this path, it is impossible to look back in the future, because no one will look down on her again. You may look down on her, but I have never. Maybe because I am often looked down on others, maybe because of the same illness... But I tell you, she thought of these things when she was fourteen years old. When she was wandering on the street, she had no place to sleep, no money to eat, and then she sent herself on this path with her own hands, she thought of these things!"

Ruhua stood up and said, "You know, what did she say to me? She said: People may look down on me, but only I know that I am just to survive and to have food for myself. If a fourteen-year-old girl doesn't betray herself, how can you let her survive? If she doesn't betray herself, she may starve to death on the streets in two days."

Ruhua no longer looked at Xiao Lei and said slowly: "Now, where are you? Are you looking for her when you run back? She has left, she has already come back once this morning and then left. Now I don't even know where she is... She asked me to tell you something."

"What?" Xiao Lei pounced in front of Ruhua and grabbed her shoulder.

Ruhua sighed: "She said you don't want to find her, she will come to you. I hope you can think clearly. When she comes back to find you, if you are willing to accept it, she will give you the rest of her life. If you don't want to... She has no hope of being by your side from the beginning... What she asks for is just a moment of beauty."

Xiao Lei waved his hand and said, "Okay, needless to say. I understand."

He took a deep look at Ruhua and turned around and walked to the stairs.

Xiao Lei entered his room, sat on the floor, and looked at the only life in the room.

It was a lotus flower inserted into the "Nine-Turn Spiritual Bottle".

"Hey, Miao Yan, speaking of it, you are my wife... I feel so confused now. After thinking about it, there is no one to talk. Today I realized that women are really a strange creature. Sometimes I think I understand, but in fact I don't understand at all." Xiao Lei smiled bitterly, looking at the lotus, as if he was talking to himself: "When I came back just now, I really wanted to chase her back. But where was she? Where did I go to chase her? Damn, in TV movies, the male protagonist always looks for one to find a certain person... Why did she hide? As long as she comes back, I will definitely not let her go again. Damn, I am always a man..."

After all, Xiao Lei doesn't understand.

After all, he was only nineteen years old, and he was still young after all. Even though he was so good, he knew a lot of magic, but in the face of this emotional trouble, he was still a mortal.

Xiao Lei stayed in the room for a whole day, and he didn't go out on that day. No one knew what he was doing in the room, but Ruhua was a little curious. She once stood quietly at the door, but she just heard the sound of someone talking inside.

At night, Xiao Lei's door suddenly opened. He strode out of it, patted Ruhua's shoulder standing at the door, and said lightly: "Have you eavesdropped enough? If you eavesdropped enough, go down. I'm hungry, what to eat tonight? Our snail girl is gone, everyone can't go hungry tonight, right?"

He strode downstairs, but suddenly whispered: "She avoids for the time being, all she wants is to retain a little self-esteem. This requirement is not high, and we have no right to refuse her, right? Alas, she is actually just afraid to face me, afraid that I will refuse her and not want her... Why is this woman so stupid? When she comes back, she must spank her."

He walked downstairs and suddenly saw a figure coming out of the kitchen, with long hair hanging down, apron around his body, and a black dust seemed to be on his face. Xiao Lei was stunned for a moment: "Why are you?"

Xiaoqing was a little embarrassed, her face turned red, and she whispered: "I, I'm cooking... but it seems I'm not doing well, just now..."

Little Lei laughed, walked over, gently wiped off the dust on her cheeks, and said with a smile: "Go out, I'll do it. My cooking skills back then were not something I could do."

Xiao Lei took the spatula, took off Xiaoqing's apron and surrounded it, and then pushed her out of the kitchen. He hummed the little song in a low voice while starting to be busy.

Ruhua walked down from the building and stood beside Xiaoqing.

Xiaoqing frowned: "He...what is he humming?"

Ruhua glanced at Xiaoqing, rolled her eyes, and said, "It seems...it seems like...it doesn't ask for eternity, but I'd like to have...it's a weird song I've never heard of."
Chapter completed!