P54 That fleeting time
April, May, and June, the period before the college entrance examination, were extremely peaceful for Su Mo. In addition to studying every day, his goal was also very clear, that is, to go to the top liberal arts and history university in China.
Later, she was not admitted to this university, but because she had worked so hard, she entered another first-category university without too many regrets.
During this period of time, she especially remembered Ye Jing's encouragement and support for her. Ye Jing was her only friend who truthfully told her her goals, and Ye Jing not only did not question this slightly unrealistic goal.
Or deny it, but immediately said: "Su Mo, I believe that if a person has a great goal, even if he falls down on the way to pursue the goal,
, The posture when she fell was also majestic!", and then she also did one more thing, that is, from that day on, she took over all the things Su Mo did to buy water and food, so that every time Su Mo finished his morning exercises,
Then she could return to the classroom without any distractions, and Ye Jing would buy and deliver three meals a day to her, while she would just study in the classroom every day until the bell rang for self-study.
As for Xu Zixia, because he was moved to the front position, he didn't have much communication with Su Mo on weekdays. However, he was still accustomed to quietly taking advantage of the short opportunities Su Mo had when he entered and exited the classroom, and pretended to look up casually from the first row.
I would glance at her from the corner of my eye; I would also take the initiative to go next to Su Mo during weekly activity classes and explain to her questions that she did not know.
Sometimes she would take the initiative to ask Ye Jing if there was anything he needed to talk about. What is worth explaining is that now Ye Jing really feels like an ordinary friend towards him, and there is no longer the uneasy feeling that she had at the beginning.
It seemed like what she said. After she gave him the little star, there was nothing to worry about anymore. Su Mo had always admired Ye Jing's detachment and freedom, which she later tried to learn a lot from.
For years, I still haven’t learned anything.
Of course, Xu Zixia also has a secret that no one knows, that is, in the afternoon when no one is paying attention, he is sitting alone under the Lingxiao flower vine, with an extremely focused expression on his drawings, while Su Mo is sitting quietly under the Lingxiao flower vine.
Reading a book, or looking at yourself in the sun
The way he smiled, or the way he was distracted secretly in class. In short, on those days when the afternoon sun fell wantonly on his head, he also used his brush to pour out all the silent attention that a boy at that time could give to a girl.
And cautious secret love.
As for Zheng Yang, in fact, on the night of the conflict with Yang Xiaomo, when Su Mo ran back to the dormitory in despair, she didn't expect that Zheng Yang had been waiting for her on the roadside, watching her running from a distance, and he called out to stop
He looked at her, and then in an unusually sad tone, he said something that made Su Mo find it difficult to deal with it for a moment.
"I said, I regard you as my sister, and I thought I could always exist by your side in this role. But just now, when I saw you staying where you were with another boy, I regretted it.
Got it!"
Hearing these words, Su Mo only felt a shiver running through her body. She raised her head slightly and looked at Zheng Yang with complicated eyes. Zheng Yang stretched out his hand to try to move the hair out of her eyes, but she was shocked like an electric shock.
Then he turned around and ran back to the dormitory.
Then when Su Mo felt sad that she might lose two boys who were very important to her all at once, she didn't expect that Zheng Yang would find her again the next day with great regret, and apologized for his behavior last night.
Various apologies.
Su Mo was so angry at first that she didn't want to pay attention to him. She just glared at him and walked straight forward. Zheng Yang simply stood in front of her.
"Okay, okay, I have admitted that I was wrong, why are you still angry? I promise not to talk nonsense again?!"
As he spoke, there was a hint of grievance. Su Mo looked up and saw that his brows were furrowed and he was obviously helpless about her. He was so amused that he lowered his head and started to laugh.
"Zheng Yang, actually I've been really messed up recently, so please stop making me more messy, okay?"
Hearing her tone, Zheng Yang had already forgiven himself. He nodded and said, "Promise, promise!", and then the two of them returned to their usual state of getting along.
In fact, the reason why Zheng Yang's attitude changed 180 degrees after one night was because he was angered by Yang Xiaomo at that moment, which aroused his basic possessiveness as a boy.
He and Su Mo had been friends since childhood. Yang Xiaomo went on a rampage and came from behind to get in front of Su Mo. He was already uncomfortable. Even if that person was Xu Zixia, he might not have such a big reaction, but this person
It happened to be Yang Xiaomo, a narcissist who seemed to be disdainful of everything and had a natural sense of superiority. How could he control Su Mo as soon as he appeared?
But last night when he returned to the dormitory, he calmly thought about it. Although he still couldn't figure out whether he liked Su Mo or not, the only thing that was certain was that he would never be with Su Mo all the time.
of.
Before he entered college, his parents had already decided that as the only son in the family, he would definitely stay in the small town. His father had even planned his future major in college and his job after graduation.
As for Su Mo, she will definitely not stay. He has always known her dream, and he also knows that one day she will fly out of the place where they grew up together like a little bird yearning for the outside world.
piece of sky.
So while the days when I can be by her side are not over yet, why do I have to be more serious about how I feel about her?
Zheng Yang was very much like Ye Jing in this regard. When he thought of this, he decided to make it clear to Su Mo the next day. The period before the college entrance examination was also the period when Su Mo needed him the most. Quietly
Accompanying her to the end is more important than anything else.
It is these few friends who have always been by Su Mo's side that made Su Mo miss him often and be extremely grateful for them in the rest of his life, even after so many years.
In the darkest days of life before the college entrance examination, the departure of his grandfather, the entanglement with Yang Xiaomo, and the isolation of his classmates in the dormitory, all these experiences came to him like a torrent almost in an instant. If there was no encouragement from Ye Jing at this time,
, Xu Zixia’s help and Zheng Yang’s company, she didn’t know whether she could successfully pass the college entrance examination.
Of course, another reason why these three months have been so peaceful is that since Su Mo and Yang Xiaomo completely "broken up" at Lingxiao Huateng last night, Yang Xiaomo has never returned to the class, and the classmates are not surprised.
, after all, there is no need for those who have received the notice to study abroad to face the college entrance examination here, but Su Mo knows that he must hate himself so much that he will not return to this classroom again.
Sometimes during study breaks, Su Mo would look at the sky outside through the classroom window, thinking about where Yang Xiaomo was and what he was doing at that moment. For such a long time before, he had been sitting in the seat in front of him.
, the distance between the two people is only a short distance, and she can see any of his actions immediately, but now, the seat in front has been empty for three months, and the books on it, as well as the small mirror, have been quiet.
The land was there, but their owner never came back to touch them. Yang Xiaomo couldn't really have gone abroad as rumored, right?
But it was just a momentary thought, and Su Mo had to immediately return to concentrating on reviewing and preparing for the exam, because for her now, doing her best to get into the university of her dreams is the most important thing.
Chapter completed!