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Chapter 587 I am me, I am not me (2)

Author: Luoxue Youlian

The same Qingfeng residence, the same guest room, and all the furnishings inside are original.

In the moon room, the fire was burning, and the water in the kettle hung on the fire was boiling, making a roaring sound.

No longer worried that Yun Ji could not see and was accidentally burned, he lifted the kettle with his slender jade fingers, poured the steaming boiling water into the teapot, and cooked tea first.

Su Rao was sitting next to the couch, quietly watching Yun Ji cook the tea, just breaking the tea cakes and putting them into the teapot. This casual action was pleasing to the eye.

"Rao Rao wanted to tell me about the illness on the wedding night. Han Mochen is not Yun Muhao, he is just the dark side of Yun Ji's cowardice. Rao Rao doesn't need to say more about this. I can pretend to be Yun forever for Rao Rao.

Ji, but I will never become Yun Ji."

After a cup of tea was brewed, he blew it gently until it was not scalding at all, and then handed it to Su Rao. Yun Ji also spoke. When he said this, even his tone and tone were Yun Ji's, and there was no hint of Han Mochen anymore.

The shadow is there, and the bloodthirsty and murderous man has actually disappeared long ago, but deep down in his heart it is difficult to get over it.

"I'm afraid of Yunji. I told Raorao that I'm afraid of him. I'm really scared of him. I begged Raorao not to turn me into Yunji. I can already control myself. I can control myself, but Raorao

I am still worried at the bottom of my heart. I am worried that when I reach the age of thirty, or even tomorrow, I will fall asleep and never wake up.

Rao Rao said I am who I am, so why should Rao Rao treat me with caution? Yunji, who once treated Rao Rao with caution, gave Rao Rao an unbearable fatal blow. Now Rao Rao treats me in the same way.

, is also a fatal blow that will make me unbearable.”

Su Rao suddenly felt like she was being pinched by Yun Ji's big hand, which made her breathe a little faster. His thoughts were exquisite and clear, and everything she did and her kindness to him these days were deeply felt in his heart.

Was she hurting him, or was it a fatal blow.

Her eyebrows were hardened, but she didn't get angry and block her current conversation with Yun Ji.

"The me in Rao Rao's heart is me because of Yun Ji in this body, not because of Han Mo Chen. Rao Rao has never regarded us as separate individuals, but in our respective hearts we are complete.

Two complete people, and they are opposite each other, how can darkness and light be fused? Even if they are forcibly fused together, they will become gray. White can be seen in gray, but there is no black.

Han Mochen, he was born for darkness, and darkness is afraid of light. Once he steps into that chasm, he will die and be ruthlessly obliterated by Yun Ji. He has tried, but he can't do it, no matter how good he is in disguise.

, no matter how much he covets, he can't get out of the netherworld at all, what should he do if he can't get out? There is really only death, but he doesn't want to die, let alone give up Rao Rao to Yun Ji, who he is afraid of. "

After these two words, a sense of darkness appeared in his body that was still difficult to completely hide. When he stepped on the chasm where black and white merged, he would turn into Yun Ji, a cloud with only gray world in his eyes, without any color.

Ji, it's not him anymore.

Taking his own cup and taking a sip of tea, Yun Ji stared at Su Rao, who was confused by his words and couldn't understand how she was feeling at the moment. He asked:

"Rao Rao still wants me to be Yun Ji, the one with no color except gray in his eyes."

call…

Her breath was once again difficult to calm down. Su Rao also picked up the cup and drank the tea in one gulp. Only in this way could she restrain the heavy feeling in her heart due to Yun Ji's confession.

After looking at Yun Ji for a moment, she stood up and left. She left without saying anything and just used Qing Kung.

The phantom of Xiang Fei disappeared in the blink of an eye under his eyes as bright as obsidian and disappeared.

Yun Ji felt a knot in his heart and held his heart tightly in discomfort, but it was difficult to alleviate his sudden symptoms.

"If you don't become Yunji, is it over? If you don't know what is good, then you don't want it. What Raorao wants is Yunji who can live well, not Axiao who may die at any time, but living without color, he

I have lived for ten years, and it is impossible for me to wear a veil to cover my eyes for the rest of my life."

Shaking his head, he stood up and walked outside the house, looking up at the shining moon high in the sky and staring intently.

"Cough...cough cough cough..."

My heart felt uncomfortable, and in this winter night, my forehead gradually oozed with discomfort, and sweat broke out from my temples.

Suddenly, the color of Xiang Fei appeared in her eyes again, appearing without any symptoms.

When Su Rao came back, she carried two jars of wine and two wine glasses. She went to get her brother's wedding wine.

"Winter nights are very cold, and it gets even colder when you stand outside. Why are you panicking? You're afraid that I won't come back if I leave. I promise you that I will spend the rest of my life with you. You're right. I'm not someone who waits for my little daughter. How can I make trouble at will?

Have a bad temper."

Putting the wine glass into Yun Ji's hand, she freed up one of her hands to take Yun Ji back to the moon room.

Yun Ji let Su Rao hold him, and when he walked to the couch and Su Rao let go of him, he laughed.

This smile also made him laugh at his shallowness. In the past, when they broke up several times due to unhappiness, she was always rational. She hated his rationality and loved his sobriety, but he was always shallow.

"I've already given up drinking, but if I don't drink at this time, I always feel uncomfortable. I'll make an exception for you tonight. Anyway, it's like this. It doesn't matter whether you're in good health or not, whether you drink or not. Come on, let's have a drink first.

.”

Two glasses of wine, one was consumed and the other was handed to Yunji.

The crystal clear wine can reflect his face inside. The expression on this beautiful face has long lost sight of his past killings.

After looking at it for a while, he took the wine glass and took a sip like Su Rao. As soon as the wine entered his throat, he choked and coughed repeatedly.

He only drank alcohol a few times, and the most memorable one was in the Qingfeng Pavilion in Zhu Siam. The drunk Rao Rao forced him to drink wine directly from a wine bottle. He only took one sip, and he choked and coughed like now.

I got up, coughing uncomfortably, and even blushed.

Su Rao looked disapproving of Yun Ji's drinking, but frowned for a moment, stretched out his hand to pat Yun Ji's back, and patted Yun Ji's heart and lungs again and again, but the blush on his face did not dissipate.

"Yunji, Axiao, because Yunji is Axiao, Su Rao will open up to him. He thinks that Han Mochen is Siam Chi Shao, so Su Rao has to be on guard against him."

Yun Ji was fine, so Su Rao sat down on his own again, took the jug and started drinking without letting Yun Ji drink again.

"If Yunji hadn't been Axiao, and if Hanmochen hadn't been Siam Yi Chishao, Su Rao would have fallen in love with Hanmochen before she fell in love with Yunji. At that time, they were a couple who could keep each other warm.

Netherworld, Yunji is too dazzling, so dazzling that Su Rao just wanted to avoid him from the beginning."

There is no sense of getting drunk after drinking a pot of wine, let alone drinking a jar of Yunshan Drunk. After only three cups, you will be completely drunk.

Her eyes were clear and beautiful, without the slightest hint of drunkenness. Her gaze blurred, and she turned her head to look at Yun Ji.

"You are the one in Su Rao's heart because Yun Ji in your body is right. But this presupposes that she had already known that Yun Ji was A Xiao and recognized him. That year on the Lantern Festival, she

Standing on the Guantian Pavilion, missing her father and mother, a figure broke into my eyes. He stopped in the corner of the corridor leading to the East Palace, quietly looking up at the bright sun in the sky, and I just

Already recognized."

"This is the time."

Yun Ji did not show any ignorance, because he had already noticed the look in Guantian Pavilion at that time.

"Otherwise, she would have recognized it a long time ago, otherwise she would not have easily fallen under the big net you weaved, because deep down in her heart, she has already let go of her guard. No matter how tough her words are, deep down she has long been frightened by him.

Breaking through the defense is also irritating."

He took another pot of wine and was about to drink it, but Yun Ji took it away first.

Drinking too much alcohol is harmful to your health.
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