"Brother, I can't."

Lu Xiangge handed the warm tea in front of him to Lu Hebei and continued, "My uncle carried it out from Lujiazhuang. In order to save us from escaping, my aunt broke in the back door and moved many things to block the door. Uncle

They carried Brother Little Tiger and I up two mountains in one night, and our feet were worn out. My uncle and aunt just hope that Brother Little Tiger and I can live well, but they definitely don't want Brother Little Tiger to give everything for the Lu family."

I can't be so selfish and mislead myself and others!

"It's my fault."

Lu Hebei coughed, thinking of the situation when he met Xiaohu. In fact, Xiaohu had feelings for his sister. He just didn't know whether this feeling was more love or more family affection.

After receiving the tea from Lu Hebei, Lu Hebei took a sip and said, "You're right, my brother is too selfish. Let Xiaohu live his life well and don't let him get involved anymore."

There are not many people who really care about them brother and sister!

As he spoke, Lu Hebei's breath began to become unstable. Before Lu Sheige could speak, he suddenly grabbed the clothes in front of his chest and gasped.

"Second brother..."

Lu Xiangge stood up hurriedly, not daring to call people in loudly, so he could only try his best to support Lu Hebei, "Are you okay?"

This is not the first time Lu Hebei has been ill, but it is the first time Lu Sheige has faced it alone.

Looking at Lu Hebei who was speechless in pain, Lu Sheige could no longer hold back, and tears fell from his cheeks.

Why should the second brother suffer this kind of punishment?

Why is it that at such a young age, he has already begun to plan for his own death?

Lu Hebei endured the pain in his internal organs, and raised his hand to hold Lu Sheige's arm: "Don't... don't cry, keep it down... keep it down... please, okay... okay..."

Xing'er is sleeping, don't startle him or scare the child.

"Well..."

Lu Xiangge choked up, his nails dug into his palms, and he forced back tears.

Lu Hebei gasped and sighed: "Silly girl, why are you crying? I'm not dead."

Lu Xiige raised his sleeves to cover his face and quickly wiped away the tears on his face: "I didn't cry, it's just that the wind was too strong and it hurt my eyes."

"Um."

Lu Hebei raised his hand to touch his little sister's head, but in the end he was unable to do so, so he could only lower his hand feebly and smiled bitterly.

Now, he is so useless.

Lu Sheige helped Lu Hebei and wanted to help him to the bed at the back. She could not let her brother lie on the cold ground.

It's a pity that she has more ambition than strength. Even if she exerts all her strength, she can't move Lu Hebei even half an inch.

"It's okay, I'll do it myself."

Lu Hebei took a strong breath, moved his body slowly, and slowly fell onto the blanket beside him.

He really wanted to lie down on the dragon cave with dignity, but dignity at this time was bullshit and was not something he wanted to have.

Fortunately, Xing'er fell asleep, but with my little sister by my side, it wasn't a shame.

"elder brother."

Lu Xiangge couldn't bear it, so he ran to the bed and brought a soft pillow, stuffed it under Lu Hebei's head, and brought a quilt over to cover Lu Hebei, but Lu Hebei grabbed his sleeve.

"Don't be busy. It's not cold. You don't need to cover it. Sit down and talk to my second brother."

Lu Hebei was still slightly out of breath as he spoke, but he was much better than before. It seemed that the wave of pain had passed.

But his body was limp and he had no strength to get up.

"good."

Lu Sheige still unfolded the brocade quilt and covered Lu Hebei's body. She sat down next to Lu Hebei as instructed, stretched her legs, and covered half of her body with the brocade quilt.

Just like when I was a kid.

She was very naughty when she was a child. When it snowed in winter, she always liked to have fun in the snow.

The mother couldn't stop her, so she ordered her three brothers to accompany her.

The eldest brother held an umbrella for her, the second brother held a hand stove for her, and the little tiger helped her roll snowballs one after another.

When she had enough fun and her hands and feet were cold from the cold, the four brothers and sisters ran to their mother's yard together, sat on the wooden bed heated by the fire, wrapped their legs in the quilt, and drank warm, sweet and spicy red dates and ginger.

Tea.

Mother and aunt were nearby, doing needlework around the stove. Potatoes, peanuts, and chestnuts were always roasted on the stove.

These are what she likes to eat.

When she finally got rid of the coldness, she started to be dishonest and kicked her legs randomly under the quilt.

Either step on the eldest brother's foot, kick the second brother's leg, or kick the little tiger.

She was little, so her brothers let her go.

Originally, Lu Sheige thought that this happiness would always be with her.

As a result, she and her second brother were the only ones in the empty hall now, half lying on the ground.

"Second brother, do you miss your parents and eldest brother?"

"think."

Lu Hebei's breathing gradually became calmer. It was not that his heart didn't hurt, but that when the pain was so numb, he could no longer feel what it was like not to feel pain.

"Sometimes I wonder, if my eldest brother hadn't protected me, would he have been the one who survived?"

That day, the tragedy of his mother, uncle, and cousin falling beside him was something he would never forget.

It was the eldest brother who protected him with his body and barely saved his life.

But he doesn't want this life. He would rather die and leave his eldest brother behind.

If it were the eldest brother, he would definitely not be poisoned.

If he were the eldest brother, he would definitely not let his younger sister replace him.

If it were the eldest brother...

Lu Hebei's heart felt as if it was pinched by a giant hand. The pain made him open his mouth wide and gasp.

pain.

It hurts so much!

At this moment, Lu Hebei was extremely happy that the one who stayed was not his eldest brother and did not have to suffer such pain.

"Second brother."

Lu Sheige hugged his knees, looked at Chen Luxing who was sleeping soundly on the couch opposite him, and whispered, "Actually, I don't remember what my parents and eldest brother look like anymore."

Sometimes she tried hard to think, but she couldn't remember what they looked like.

The love and warmth were always there, but she didn't even remember them!

"If you don't remember, you won't remember."

Lu Hebei sat up straight, "When my second brother dies, don't worry about him. I will go and accompany my parents and my eldest brother and uncle. Maybe I will be happier than living."

Can dying be better than living?

Lu Xiangge's gaze retracted and fell on Lu Hebei's pale face. She raised her hand and gently tapped Lu Hebei's thin cheek and said, "Then you need to eat more. When you were a child, my mother was afraid that you would grow up."

Fatty, if she sees you so thin now, she will be heartbroken."

Lu Hebei chuckled softly: "That's not necessarily the case. Maybe my mother is happy because she finally doesn't have to worry about getting fat and not being able to find a wife."

When he was a child, he loved to eat meat and grew strong, but his mother was always worried that he would eat too much and become fat and unsightly.

When he wants to eat meat, his mother scares him, saying that if he eats like this, he won't even be able to find a wife when he grows up.

When he was a child, he only thought about eating meat. It really didn't matter to him whether he could find a wife or not.

Now he has a wife and a son, and maybe his little girl will be born soon.

If my mother knew, she would be very happy!
Chapter completed!