Just like this, I was about to graduate from junior high school. It was not until the high school entrance examination and when I applied for a volunteer that I knew that my status as a hepatitis Z carrier, which had been weighing on me for the past seven or eight years, would cause me trouble.

Sure enough, the physical examination was completed

At that time, the examinations for middle school teachers and technical secondary schools were all conducted by the state through unified recruitment and job assignments. Therefore, they had to pass the civil service physical examination.

I heard that the physical examination will check for liver Z. I am a hepatitis Z carrier, so all kinds of worries arise. What if my classmates know about the physical examination and reject me?

What if the physical examination shows that one of my classmates who I hang out with is infected by me?

What should I do if I get a medical checkup and I’m not allowed to study?

The suffering at that time was something I could only keep in my heart and couldn't tell my friends and classmates, so I just endured it silently.

In order to be able to study, I asked my parents to help me find medicine. I took a lot of traditional Chinese medicine and spent a lot of money on my parents. I spent the whole winter vacation and summer vacation taking medicine, but during the physical examination, I still had that stuff, so I

I didn’t bother taking the exam.

My parents naively thought that it was because of my poor grades that I didn't get into school. In order to get me out of the countryside, they decided to let me repeat my studies. I didn't want to hurt their feelings, so I didn't tell them the reason. I also thought that I didn't know how to do it because I didn't study.

What, so, agreed to repeat the study?

I came to the city to study. Because of liver disease, I couldn't go to higher school. I didn't have the heart to study, but I couldn't let my parents down. So, when I was studying in school, I read novels and my eyes became myopic.

At that time, when I went out to play with my classmates, I was blackmailed and beaten by gangsters on the street. I also met a female classmate who liked me. As I said just now, it was the first time I had a chance to fall in love with a girl. The memories are pretty good.

The year I re-study was 1998, and the country just happened to cancel the unified recruitment. Vocational secondary schools can pay for themselves at their own expense, and there is no need for physical examinations.

So, I went to a technical secondary school, which was similar to the current technical school.

After three years of technical secondary school, my parents wasted tens of thousands of dollars.

When I was studying, I was still immersed in novels. After reading the books in two rental bookstores, I also graduated from technical secondary school.

What a waste of three years. After graduation, I found that I couldn’t even remember the names of my classmates. It can be seen that I gave up on myself a lot in middle school, rejected myself a lot, and didn’t fit in with others.

Before graduation, I signed an employment agreement with a company in Dongguan, Guangdong

In the one or two months before I reported to the company in June 2000, I had been planning how to work hard in the future, and searched a lot of information online to try to achieve work results as soon as possible.

When I completed the formalities for leaving school and took the train to Dongguan to join the job, my heart was filled with endless longing. How could I have known at that time that what was waiting for me was not a bright future, but a bottomless abyss!

The company organized all new employees to go to the hospital for a physical examination. I thought that working is different from studying, so I didn't take it seriously.

However, a few days later, my colleagues in the human resources department told me: I was fired because I was a hepatitis Z virus carrier.

I stayed in Dongguan and tried to find a job for a while. However, there were not many companies that notified me of interviews. After the interview, there were only two companies that notified me of working.

The most disgusting thing is that when these two companies called me to inform me to go to work, they asked me to bring a physical examination report. I simply told them directly that I was a hepatitis Z virus carrier. Then, the person on the other end of the phone hesitated and said

: "Then let's think about it first."

Why are you so hypocritical? Don't you just tell me to get away?

I returned to my hometown dejectedly and spent all day in that remote small county town.

During National Day, a neighbor’s child came back from Shenzhen and learned about my experience.

He graduated from college two years ago and now works as a technician in an Internet company in Shenzhen

When he walked into my room, I was sitting on the bed playing Tetris on a twenty-five dollar video game.

He said to me: "Actually, I am also a hepatitis Z carrier, but am I still working very well? In Shenzhen, there are many companies that do not require physical examinations, and you can definitely find your own development space there."

He is also a hepatitis Z? Are there really some companies that will not discriminate against us? I seem to have seen a glimmer of light again and decided to come to Shenzhen with him

Shortly after arriving in Shenzhen, I was hired by a large shoe factory

They also asked me to go for a physical examination, but the human resources department called to tell me that I had passed the physical examination and asked me to report in the next day.

I was so excited at that time! I really wanted to fuck that boss!

I quickly ran around and called many relatives and friends to tell them the good news.

However, before I could recover, another phone call came: "I'm sorry, we made a mistake just now. Your surface antigen test was positive. Although your liver function is normal and not contagious, it does not affect your normal work.

But our supervisor doesn’t think it’s suitable, so, I’m very sorry, you’d better try another company.”

I was dumbfounded and burst into tears

Why don't they give me a chance? I am just a virus carrier, not a patient. I can live and work normally!

If they give me a chance, I can regain the courage and confidence to be a human being, work hard for them, use my salary to buy medicine and treat illnesses, and live happily like others.

Why did they push me to the edge?

Later, I accidentally met a junior high school classmate. He introduced me to an electronics factory in Dongguan. His friend was a sales manager at the electronics factory and he was more talkative.

I still remember the successful interview, everything is still vivid in my mind: it was a small company in Guangdong. After the first round of screening, the company notified me of the interview.

I feel very good about this interview - I not only fully demonstrated my strengths, but also put forward my own suggestions for the future development of the company. I can see that the five interviewers, including the HR manager, responded to my answers.

All quite satisfied

I have confidence and pride. I graduated with a major in electronics, which is very relevant to the factory. Although I often read novels, before graduation, I still studied very hard to make myself competitive in employment.

Although I love reading novels, my grades have always been among the best. In the past three years, I have won five scholarships, the second time I was an outstanding student in the school, and I have received many honorary certificates such as "Excellent Student Cadre"

Countless, I have already obtained CET-4 certificates in English and CET-3 in computer science.

In addition, I also used all my time to participate in social practice. I went to a factory in Chongqing for an internship and gained work experience.

Sure enough, due to the help of my classmate and friend and the success of my own interview, the company later notified me of joining the company.

At that time, because I was working on the line of a classmate and friend, he was the supervisor and the direct leader. Therefore, after the friend assured me, there was no physical examination, saying that it would save me the cost of the physical examination.

I'm so grateful, I invited him to dinner n times

Unexpectedly, less than half a year later, the Chinese New Year was about to take place. Half a month later, I received a notice from the human resources department of that company.

The standard of talent, but due to some non-human factors, the company can't hire me.

It turns out that during the physical examination, I was found to be a carrier of hepatitis Z virus. The company clearly stipulates that no carriers of hepatitis Z virus are allowed.

At that time, a female worker I worked with was interested in me. She went out for late-night supper with me twice. I knew she wanted to have sex with me, but when she thought that I had hepatitis Z, I was afraid of infecting her, even though I knew it was not possible.

It's easy to get infected, it's safer if you wear a condom

However, at that time, I was too shameless to buy a condom. At that time, I also thought: If I cheat on her now, I may not be able to marry her in the future. I can’t bear to harm her innocence and I’m afraid of her future

After getting married, the man thought she was not a virgin and harmed her.

So, when I had the chance to do it, I didn't do it to her either.

Later, after I was fired, she found out that I had liver disease and stopped paying attention to me. What a pity, damn, I spent two to three thousand yuan chasing her.

Under this situation, my classmate’s friend and my supervisor also said that he could not help me anymore and I had to lose my job again. I had no money and could not find a job.

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[Author's note: The male protagonist's liver disease will be cured in a later adventure; the female protagonist is actually not a sick chicken, and does not have AIDS, she is just a psychological effect]
Chapter completed!