wordless silence
"Yeah. Don't worry, I won't leave you. Even if you put a knife on my neck, I won't leave you." I said with a smile.
Zheye said nothing, just looked at me and smiled tenderly...
At night, Zheye hugged me tightly. At night, we didn't talk, we didn't say anything.
In the past, at night, the two of us would laugh and laugh until midnight before we fell asleep sweetly. We would always play and laugh.
But now, we haven't said anything.
Zheye just hugged me tightly, tightly, tightly...
He didn't speak, and I didn't speak either. It was very silent...
Being so silent all of a sudden made me feel very uncomfortable, so I wanted to go to the toilet.
In fact, I don't want to stay at home and be silent like this. I might as well go back to my room and sleep peacefully.
They were standing next to each other, but they didn't speak. They seemed to have something on their minds, but they didn't want to talk about it.
No one is willing to speak out first.
What are you so stubborn about?
When I wanted to leave his arms, Zheye spoke and said, "What's wrong?"
Zheye finally spoke, and the excitement in his heart was...
"I'm going to the bathroom." I said calmly.
When I went to the toilet, I remembered that in the past, sometimes when I wanted to go to the toilet in the middle of the night, I would ask Zheye to come straight to accompany me and make him wait at the door. Although there was a bathroom in the room, I still
I'm a little scared, I always think of those ghosts, a bloody hand stretched out from the toilet...
"Do you want me to accompany you?" Zheye asked calmly.
I shook my head and said, "No, I'll go by myself." After that, I stood up and left.
After going to the toilet, I didn't go to bed. I stood beside the bed and said to Zheye calmly: "Zheye, I want to go back to my room and sleep."
After hearing what I said, Zheye was silent for a moment and said slowly: "What's wrong?"
I bit my lower lip and shook my head and said, "No, I just want to go back to my room and sleep."
Zheye didn't say anything, just said lightly, and then I left.
After walking out of his room, I felt very disappointed, extremely disappointed, how could he be like this?
Why did you just let me go without any response?
In the past, when I said I wouldn't sleep with him, he would always pull me and not let me go. However, today he let me go so easily, let me go so easily...
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After returning to the room, I stood at the door of the room and looked back, but I still didn't see him coming out, and I felt frustrated...
With a slightly aching heart, I entered the room, closed the door, and climbed into bed. I felt that the bed was so cold and there was no warmth at all.
I was wrapped tightly in the quilt, but I didn't feel any warmth at all.
Suddenly, I started crying, and tears fell out unbridled.
I haven’t cried for a long time. Some people say that people should cry so that the tears can clean their eyes.
Is it because I haven't cried for a long time that I cried this time? Will it be better after I cry?
The more I cry, the sadder I feel, the more I cry, the more heartache it feels, it hurts so much...
I held the quilt and cried silently, until the end, I couldn't stop crying...
Chapter completed!