I don’t know how I could be so cruel. My heart ached and my heart was bleeding. I turned a blind eye to her affairs and ignored her. Finally, she ran away...

When she ran away, I felt a little regretful. When I wanted to go find her, I saw her come out again. She walked towards the school gate. She went out to eat with Yang Xin...

I watched her and Yang Xin go away in silence. I can't describe the loss in my heart. But anyway, let Yang Xin love her well for me and take good care of her. I hope Yang Xin won't be like me.

hurt her.

I hope she can be happy, even if I can't be with her, as long as she is happy, no matter who gives her happiness, it is the same. As long as she is happy, I just want her to be happy.

I just hope to see her pure smile on her face, with a flower-like smile blooming on her face. That is the most gratifying thing for me.

However, I hurt her again. She suspected that I had an affair with Jiajia. However, even if she suspected it, I didn't want to be with her anyway. I wanted her to be happy.

However, because of my relationship, I ruined the relationship between her and Jiajia, which made me feel guilty.

Perhaps, this is God guiding me, and I am really not suitable to protect her.

The more I try to protect her, the more I end up hurting her unintentionally.

Soon, she was with Yang Xin...

That was a night...

I go home very late every night. I go clubbing and stay in the bar every day, smoking and drinking, hoping to forget some things.

After I came back that night, she was still waiting for me. Even if I wanted to do it, I would do it in a ruthless way so that she would no longer worry about her. Anyway, the person she likes is Yang Xin. As long as she is happy, I will be satisfied.

That night, I felt a reflection on her room door. Ever since she moved into our house, I have been particularly sensitive to her matters...

I opened the door and took a look, and sure enough, she ran out with excitement on her face...

After running out, I stood at the window and kept watching, and kept watching...

Yang Xin was standing downstairs. It turned out that he went to see Yang Xin in the middle of the night...

Indeed, what Yang Xin did was touching. Which girl wouldn’t be touched?

Although I couldn't see the expressions between them clearly, I could vaguely feel the happy smiles on their faces. At that time, my eyes were moist, really moist...

I couldn't hear what the two of them were saying.

Finally, I saw them hugging each other tightly, and my heart was broken again, really broken...

Looking at their happiness, I am crying in my heart...

However, as long as she is happy, I will be satisfied...

After that, I was even more afraid to get close to her, because I was afraid that it would ruin their relationship.

I stayed far away from her, far away, and went home even later.

However, every night when I came back, I saw her in the living room, wondering if she was waiting for me.

And my attitude towards her has always been very cold. I was afraid that I would not be able to control myself. I was afraid that I would do something to hurt her. I kept enduring it. I wandered outside and waited until she went to sleep.

But every time I came back, she was waiting in the living room. I didn’t know if she was waiting for me.
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