I can deeply experience his love for me, and I can understand that when the person you love says that he doesn't love you, your heart is really unbearable at that time.

I have also experienced it. When I listen to Zheye repeatedly telling other girls that he loves her and asking her not to leave, my heart always feels a sharp pain. It hurts so much, that kind of pain.

It almost makes me suffocate and I can't forget it.

Especially on that lonely night...

"Yang Xin, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean it." Looking at Yang Xin like this, sadness poured into my heart. My heart felt so uncomfortable, as if it was blocked by something, and I couldn't even breathe smoothly.

"I don't want you to say sorry to me. I don't want it, I don't want it..." Yang Xin seemed to be looking at me with those desperate eyes and said.

I feel so heartbroken and heartbroken...

I don't want to see Yang Xin like this, I really don't.

Although I don't love him, he has been with me since elementary school. Although I didn't know what love and affection were at that time, after all, when we played together, we all had feelings for each other.

Although I haven't seen him for so many years, he has always been in my heart and I have always regarded him as a friend. How can I bear to see my friend so heartbroken.

"Yang Xin, we can still be friends, can't we? Yang Xin, please don't be like this. I will feel uncomfortable if you act like this. Really, we have been playing together since childhood.

We are all good friends, right? And you have always been caring and caring to me. In my heart, I have always regarded you as my friend, until we have not seen each other for such a long time and lost contact.

During a period of time, I will also mention you to my friends and the days when we used to play together. It was so good to think of the past days. I didn’t know what love was, let alone what love was. I just lived and played without any worries.

It's great." As I talked, I recalled the past days, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but raise slightly. Really, sometimes, I really miss the past days, and sometimes I really want to go back to the past days.

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"Yang Xin, please don't be like this, okay? We can still be friends, right?" When I finished recalling, Yang Xin still didn't speak, so I looked at Yang Xin again and said pleadingly.

Yang Xin still didn't speak, looking at me blankly, with anger, reluctance, sadness, and...

Anyway, it's very complex, and some of it is incomprehensible to me and I can't read it.

I believe that one day he will meet a girl he likes, and that girl will also like him. At that time, he will be able to hold hands with the person he loves and grow happily together.

But it's a pity that that girl is definitely not me, because there is already someone living in my heart, and my heart can no longer let others walk in.

"Okay, now that you've said that, what else can I say? Since you don't love me and your feelings for me are not between men and women, then it's useless for me to say it. But, I want to know, what do you love?

Who is that person? I want to know who I lost to, okay?" After Yang Xin finished speaking, she still looked at me pleadingly.

"He, he..." Just when I was hesitating whether to say it or not, Yang Xin smiled faintly and said, "It's Zhe Ye."
Chapter completed!