I closed my eyes weakly, thinking shamelessly in my heart, even though he regarded me as the woman he liked.

Then I just pretend that I don’t know, or I can think that the woman he likes is me.

Because I love him, so I...

He sucked and kissed my lips domineeringly, and I responded to his kisses vigorously...

Tonight, I am not afraid, really not afraid, not at all.

Even if he does something to me, I don't mind. I love him. Only now do I realize that I love him so much. I really love him...

I am willing to give myself to him completely and without reservation.

Although I can't be with him, it is also a blessing to be able to give my first time to the man I love.

Even if we can't be together...

At least, he was the first man I fell deeply in love with.

Well, it's the first one. I'm willing to give everything I have to love him.

Love him silently...

However, he didn't go any deeper. After the kiss, he just held me tightly without doing anything. He held me calmly.

I really like this feeling and the feeling of being held by him.

Leaning in his arms, listening quietly to his heartbeat, I really thought that time would stop like this, stop for me, I hope he can hold me like this forever and be my safe haven...

Soon, he fell asleep...

He must be very tired...

In fact, I really want to know what happened between him and the girl he liked.

I really want to know what the girl he likes looks like.

I really want to know what kind of person the girl he likes is, I really want to know.

However, I can't ask...

Being held so tightly by him, I felt very warm in my heart.

When he slowly approached me just now, my heart suddenly beat violently.

I understand, that is the feeling of heartbeat...

Very strong heartbeat...

Leaning in his arms, she felt peaceful and peaceful. This feeling was different from the feeling of being with Yang Xin.

It's only now that I understand my own feelings.

Who do I love? Only now do I know...

If it weren't for Jiajia's reminder, if it weren't for this man's words that made me feel distressed, maybe I wouldn't even know who I love now.

But what should Yang Xin and I do?

I am Yang Xin's girlfriend now. I don't want to hurt Yang Xin. I have hurt him many times. My rejections have caused him serious harm. Now, I really don't want to hurt him anymore.

Although the person I love is Zhe Ye, he already has a lover.

Even if he doesn't have someone he loves deeply, then it's impossible for him to fall in love with me, let alone be with me.

And based on our current relationship, it is impossible for us to be together.

It's very late, but I don't want to sleep...

I feel so confused, so upset, so annoyed...

It is said that time is the best medicine for relationships. I believe that with Yang Xin by my side in the future, I will slowly forget about him.

With Yang Xin by my side, I believe that I will not think of him...

Go to sleep and let me enjoy the tenderness tonight.

Hiding quietly in his arms, smelling the scent I like on him, this scent accompanies me to sleep...
Chapter completed!