Waiting is an anxiety 1
Although that's what he said, at this time, I didn't want to tell him what was on my mind.
The car started and stopped in the same way, and Yang Xin leaned against me from time to time, just like Zhe Ye before.
However, the feeling it gave me was quite different. When Zheye leaned against me from time to time, I enjoyed the smell of his body.
However, Yang Xin's made me feel a little disgusted, a little...
So, I leaned my body inside.
However, Yang Xin did not notice it. If it was Zhe Ye, he should have discovered it soon.
Although Yang Xin is sometimes quite attentive, he is not as attentive and considerate as Zhe Ye.
I……
What's wrong with me? I used to compare Zhe Ye with Yang Xin, but I always felt that Zhe Ye was not as good as Yang Xin, but why did I compare Yang Xin with Zhe Ye again?
Now I feel that Yang Xin is not as good as Zhe Ye, but now Zhe Ye is so cold to me, oh, how sad.
When getting out of the car, Yang Xin wanted to hold my hand and get out of the car, maybe because she was afraid that I would be squeezed, but I avoided it.
This left Yang Xin's hand empty...
After getting off the car, Yang Xin spared her head and asked, "How about we go to eat first? You have to go out to eat anyway when you get back."
Have a meal?
If I go to eat, what about Zheye? Doesn’t Zheye have to eat alone?
Maybe he is still at home waiting for me to go to dinner?
"Uh, no need. I was so full at lunch that I don't want to eat now. Besides, I have a lot of homework today. I have to go back and do my homework first, okay?" I said to Yang Xin with some guilt.
"Well, it's okay. Well, next time, I should focus on my homework." Yang Xin smiled awkwardly and said.
I think Yang Xin has never been rejected by any girl.
And what about me? I have always rejected him before, until now, I have developed a crush on him, and now I reject him again.
"Then I'll go in first and let's call." I looked around like a thief, fearing that Zhe Ye would come back and be seen by Zhe Ye.
It felt like the two of us were sneaking around, but I didn't understand why we were so afraid of being seen by Zhe Ye.
Maybe when Zheye saw me and Yang Xin together in the past, he would be very angry.
That's why I don't want to be seen by him.
When I got home, Zheye hadn't come back yet.
I didn't want to go out to eat alone, and there was nothing to eat at home.
When I am alone at home, I feel that the house is so deserted and desolate, like an ice cellar. It is summer now, but it makes me feel chilly. A stream of cold wind goes straight into my body, and I feel a kind of heart-piercing pain.
shrouded my body.
I shrank my neck, hurriedly ran to the room upstairs, and closed the door tightly.
I was bored and didn't want to read or do my homework, so I turned on the computer and waited for Zhe Ye to come back.
A person always feels empty in his heart. In the past, there was only one Zhe Ye in this house, and it felt much warmer. It didn't feel so cold and desolate at all.
I turned on the computer, and the bright light from the computer screen hit my face, but I didn't feel it at all.
I was thinking to myself, I wonder where Zhe Ye has gone. Normally, he would go home as soon as school is over. Why is there no one there today?
And he's not in the classroom either. Where are he going?
Chapter completed!