But how can I say it? Faced with such a kind-hearted girl's care, how can I make up my mind and say those heartbroken words?

That night, Shan Sihua lay on the single bed in a rental house, closed her eyes, recalling all the things she had experienced since she left her hometown, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

It was not because he couldn't find out the little face man who appeared in the Nantian Vegetable Market that afternoon that afternoon that he couldn't sleep, nor because he was worried that Afang would be caught by Boss Li, nor because he was so excited that he couldn't sleep because he became sworn brothers with Chunzai and Age. The real reason why he couldn't sleep was Tan Sisi.

He felt that the most urgent thing was to deal with Tan Sisi's matter first. He really didn't want such a simple and kind rural girl to spend her first love on him.

After listening to Haiwa's introduction, he could imagine that after learning that he was fired by the manufacturer, Tan Sisi was anxious and worried about herself day and night. If he did not tell Tan Sisi's secrets honestly, he would be afraid that this kind girl would be exhausted.

Recalling the fact that since we met on a luxury passenger ship, the care of Tan's brothers and sisters for themselves can be said to have exceeded the obligations of a fellow villager. During the days when the three-no-person personnel were checked, Tan Sisi gave up her rest time and ran around in the scorching sun just to find a place for herself. It is not an exaggeration to describe Tan Sisi's care for herself in every detail.

Now that I have become a slaughter and have a temporary place to settle down, but Tan Sisi is not aware of it and is still worried about herself. How can this make people feel at ease? But if I find Tan Sisi, how should I explain to her what I have done in the past few days after leaving? How can I explain to her the career I am currently engaged in? After thinking about it over and over again, the problem has returned to the starting point.

How to explain all this to Tan Sisi and how can we say it out?

Shan Sihua, who was worried, couldn't help but sigh again, opened her eyes and looked around the spacious rental house. The bright moonlight shone through the window, reflecting the scene inside the house.

Age and the other two horsemen slept soundly, with even snoring one after another. The deep sleep state made Shan Sihua envious. I hope that he could sleep well like them, carefree.

After saying goodbye to Haiwa from Yuncai Hair Salon, Chunzai went back with satisfaction and promised to help Shan Sihua to find out who the three people in the vegetable market were instructed by. Age was probably too tired, and he didn't speak much after he came back and fell asleep. The two of Huangmao had fallen asleep long ago, leaving Shan Sihua alone with a lot of thoughts and couldn't sleep.

After turning over, Shan Sihua suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette. He wanted to use the effects of nicotine to see if he could clarify his messy thoughts.

While fumbled and pulled out the cigarette, Shan Sihua accidentally touched the bank card and business card handed to him by Boss Li. Then she remembered the task assigned by Boss Li, asking him to find a man with a small face to save him and hand over the bank card and business card to him.

When he thought of the man with a small face who saved him, he naturally thought of Captain Huang, who blocked him and bailed him from Phoenix Mountain, had a sudden idea. Why didn’t he think about asking Captain Huang?

That day at Nantian Vegetable Market, the three people who cut themselves into the public security office were arrested and treated. If Captain Huang asked him to help him ask, he would not be able to find out why these three people were attacking him or who was instructed by him.

A trace of excitement surged in my heart. Shan Sihua immediately decided to go to the Bingshan Industrial Zone to find Captain Huang after dawn and ask him to inquire about the three people who chased him that day.

When I thought of going to the Iceberg Industrial Zone, I inevitably thought of Tan Sisi. The excitement that had just surged was immediately suppressed by sorrow. Tan Sisi had already clearly expressed her feelings for her, but she had been vague about her. It was not a solution to drag on it like this. What should I do?

Shan Sihua simply stood in front of the window, stared at the night sky, and smoked the cigarette in his hand one by one.

Suddenly, Shan Sihua recalled the scene when she was unable to express her thoughts to You Li many years ago and then wrote a book. This situation made a flash of inspiration in Shan Sihua's mind. Yes, why not follow his example to You Li and write a letter to Tan Sisi, so that she would avoid the embarrassment of explaining to her in person, and also make her feel that she would die for herself.

Just do it! Shan Sihua turned on the lights and finally found the paper and pen. No matter what time it was, he pondered for a moment, and slapped on the table and wrote "rustling".

When it was just dawn, a letter full of guilt was finally born under Shan Sihua's pen. Looking at the three letters filled with Chinese characters, Shan Sihua couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

He put away the letter with satisfaction, and couldn't help but feel sleepy. Shan Sihua could no longer open her eyes, fell asleep after falling into a dizzy mood, and fell asleep in a blink of an eye.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Shan Sihua and Age came to Nantian Vegetable Market again, continuing to look for a man with a small face, and completing the task assigned by Boss Li.

Pressing the bank card and business card in his pocket, Shan Sihua's eyes searched carefully among the crowds coming and going. The letter he wrote to Tan Sisi was also contained in his pocket.

The weather became hotter and hotter, and it was already midsummer, and even the wind revealed a hint of heat. Standing at the door of the vegetable market for less than ten minutes, Shan Sihua and Age were already sweating all over their faces and couldn't bear it.

"It's better to go to the market to have a walk. If we stand here for a long time, it will be annoying and tired. Maybe the man who saved you will see us here and walk away." Age wiped the sweat from the corners of his eyes and suggested.

Shan Sihua nodded in agreement after hearing this. Age's words were not unreasonable. The two of them stood in place for too long, which would definitely attract the attention of people around them and would easily expose their targets. This would be counterproductive.

So, the two walked towards the vegetable market, hoping to meet the man with small faces. Before they knew it, they walked to the row of the vegetable stall. Shan Sihua suddenly thought of the woman that Dr. Zeng had found here that afternoon, Afang's mother, wasn't it selling vegetables here?

Curiosity touched the sensitive nerve in Shan Sihua's subconscious mind. He suddenly wanted to see what Afang's mother looked like, and at the same time he wanted to take the initiative to get to know her and learn about some of Afang's situation through her.
Chapter completed!