Chapter 1484
"Since we can't change what happened in the past, then... I want to let go and don't want to dwell on the past. Just like Lianyi said to me, people always have to look forward." Ling
Still taking a deep breath, she let go of her struggles and contradictions bit by bit, and finally said what she had been thinking about for a long time in her heart these days -
"Ajin, I am willing to forgive you, and I will not leave you. I have not forgotten what I once said to you. If you don't leave, I will not abandon you."
Yes, this is her decision.
After she said these words, her body seemed to tremble again, with a kind of pain, as if all the pains in the past were passing through her body's memory one by one, but...
At the same time, there is a sense of ease.
Maybe... only by letting go can she truly be happy and walk on with the person she loves.
If she really missed him in this life, then she thought she would regret it in the future!
Yi Jinli's lips trembled, "Are you really willing to forgive me? You won't leave me?"
"Well, I won't leave you." She responded.
His mother left him, his father also left him, and his grandfather left again, but she wouldn't, she wanted to go on with her properly.
When he heard this, tears welled up again, "Still... still..." He kept calling her name, crying like a child.
She picked up a tissue and wiped his tears, "Don't cry, I forgive you, so don't cry..."
"Okay, I won't cry, I won't cry." He choked with sobs. Today, he had a lot of tears, but... she was the only one who could make him cry.
He held her hand that wiped his tears, "Yiran, do you know how much I love you? How afraid I am that you will never forgive me in this life? I'm afraid, afraid that you will hate me
I'm afraid you will leave me..."
Only she can make him so scared.
Her brows suddenly frowned, and her body trembled. His hand wrapped her hand, and the bursts of warmth were transferred from his hand to hers, but her body began to stiffen, and then that
A nauseous feeling seemed to rise again.
She covered her mouth with her other hand almost instinctively, trying to suppress the feeling in her body.
And he withdrew his hand almost in embarrassment, his face still stained with tears looked pale and helpless.
"Sorry, maybe it will take some time before I can..." She murmured, even though in her heart, she wanted to forgive Ajin and let go of those things.
But why does the body react like this?
Could it be that...she still hasn't really let go? Ling still lowered his eyes and guessed.
Yi Jinli's eyelashes still stained with tears trembled slightly, "The person I'm really sorry for is me. Yiran, I will wait for you, wait for you to be willing to touch me, wait for you to stop rejecting me, I will wait for as long as possible.
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Today, she is willing to forgive him, which is a huge surprise to him. Even now, no matter how much he wants to hug her or kiss her, he will restrain himself.
She just needs to adapt, she just needs to forget what he did in the past...and he will wait patiently, more patiently than he does with anything!
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That night, instead of the nurse accompanying Ling Yiran, she became Yi Jinli again.
Chapter completed!