Chapter Two Hundred and Eleven: The Past
Everything was normal in the hotel, and Chen Ming didn't notice anything unusual, but he just couldn't tell it. Chen Ming always felt that there seemed to be any changes around him.
However, after careful observation, no abnormality was found. Zhao Min also seemed extremely stable while sleeping, and even had a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.
Soon the sleep action continued until noon. It seemed that the day of running around yesterday also made everyone tired, especially Xiangyang and the woman were completely immersed in sleep.
Tang Ke and Zhao Min have woken up. After all, they also know that in the scene, it is enough to have a sleep. If you fall into deep sleep, if you are in danger during this period of time, it will pose a great threat to life.
When Tang Ke got up, he saw Xiangyang sleeping in the corner and smiled slightly. He was originally worried about Xiangyang's condition at first, but after the brief vigil last night, Tang Ke found that it was not what he thought.
Although this guy has a bit perverted personality and his methods are a bit unacceptable, he really has no choice but to do things. Xiangyang last night,
There was no emotional fluctuation in the whole process. Those who performed their duties sat quietly in the corner, and even his eyes did not look at Chen Ming and the others.
So Tang Ke also chatted with Xiangyang for a long time last night. During the chat, Tang Ke realized that Xiangyang's childhood was actually very painful.
Moreover, Xiangyang didn't seem to have much psychological burden for saying all this, because he was a neutral person when he was born.
There are both men's characteristics and women's characteristics, but the most obvious characteristics of both are indeed not the same, so he has been regarded as a freak since he was a child.
Whether it is parents, relatives and friends, they have regarded it as a monster since childhood, but Xiangyang seemed to have no feelings for all these malice in his childhood.
This is also arousing the curiosity of Tang Ke. Logically speaking, the shadow of childhood accompanied by the greatest impact on personality.
But according to Xiangyang's words, it seems that he has been born with this kind of personality since he was a child, just as if he is born with flaws.
He was very sensitive to other people's emotional fluctuations. As he said, everyone had violent emotional ups and downs, and in his eyes it seemed that there was a special magnetic field attracting him.
But this makes no sense. Since he has such a keen sense of feelings, why would he say that his emotions are flawed? So Tang Ke asked in detail about his past feelings about these things.
But without exception, Xiangyang's feelings are not felt. He has a congenital lack of feelings, that is, she cannot feel the kindness or even malice of others. All his judgment criteria are based on the original judgment in his heart.
And Xiangyang also said that his childhood lasted for a very long time. Before he could remember it, his parents had abandoned it, or he had also fallen into an orphanage.
Xiangyang showed his unique side in the orphanage. Unlike other children who only cry, Xiangyang seemed to have never cried once since he could remember.
Moreover, Xiangyang also showed his unique interest and talent in biological structure at that time, all about life in the orphanage
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He read all the books of the things.
And with these things and his own self-study talent, Xiangyang quickly mastered a skilled anatomical ability. At the beginning, he dissected some tadpoles and other things.
Other orphanage children may be arrested and raised, but it is different for Xiangyang. When he caught these things, he immediately took out the sharp things and dissected all the small objects one by one.
Moreover, during his dissection, he found that his heart was empty, as if he was filled with endless, just like a long-term hungry person, instantly filled with delicious food. At that time, Xiangyang was only about eight years old.
Xiangyang's strange character also led to him being xenophobic even in the orphanage. All these children were unwilling to make friends with Xiangyang.
Xiangyang has become accustomed to this kind of thing. She always has a faint smile on her face, although she looks very sunny on her face.
But if you look closely at the smile, you will find it very strange, because this smile looks very false, just like a mask.
This process lasted for a long time, but during this process, Xiangyang never chose to take action against others. Although Xiangyang had a very strong sausage to the human body at that time, this sausage was not a physiological sausage.
It was a desire in his heart. He wanted to dissect the corpse. This kind of slap became stronger and stronger, but Xiangyang was always trying his best to endure it. But something happened later, which directly broke Xiangyang's gap.
Because no one is willing to adopt Xiangyang for a long time, he has always been treated as a freak, and the staff also keep a distance from him.
Therefore, Xiangyang was unanimously believed by the orphanage to be a waste of food. He could neither attract any sponsorship nor receive the care of others.
With the long-term blessing, their eyes towards Xiangyang changed from disgust to deeper disgust, and even later insulting and beating.
Xiangyang didn't understand why they treated him like this. He was basically beaten by different people every day, and the abuses came with them.
If Xiangyang was not born to be a person with emotional defects, perhaps no one could tolerate such hellish treatment. If he couldn't eat enough, he would have to endure long-term torture.
But Xiangyang surprisingly did not resist at all. Xiangyang still maintained the most original feeling in his heart. He attributed these behaviors to care.
This is also an important thing that led to Xiangyang's emotional cognitive defects. Under this subtle influence, Xiangyang's inner framework for judging good and evil has undergone tremendous changes.
So for a long time to come, Xiangyang was abused every now and then. Sometimes he was hung up and beaten with a whip, and sometimes he wouldn't give him food for several days.
At the beginning, Xiangyang was basically in a state of dying overall, but the later he went, his body's recovery ability became more and more strange, and he was even used to this level of abuse.
He thought of all this as a game, a game between him and these "family members". These people treated him like this because they loved him, but now Xiangyang also wanted to play a game with them, especially the dean.
Xiangyang thought in his heart that if he wanted to dissect the dean's body
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He probably won't mind, after all, they are all "family members"
So Xiangyang, who had this idea, began to prepare. He first got a set of sharp knives and placed them on his body.
During this period of time, Xiangyang has been waiting for an opportunity because he knows that this "family" will basically take turns playing this game with him, and he has to wait for the day when the dean plays the game with him.
Sure enough, after waiting for a while, the dean was the dean who was going to abuse and beat Xiangyang this time. The staff took him to the room. They looked at Xiangyang's face without any tolerance. They could not imagine how they could do such a thing to a twelve-year-old boy.
Xiangyang was not tied up this time, so the dean walked in with a whip. Xiangyang cooperated very well and knelt on the ground. The dean kept whipping Xiangyang's back.
The room was filled with the sound of whipping the skin, and Xiangyang was already covered in blood, and you could even see many wounds that had not yet recovered.
Xiangyang, who was constantly whipped, had no expression of pain on his face, but cold sweats continued to appear on his forehead. It had nothing to do with perception. This was the subconscious feedback from the body.
"Waste, garbage, bastard, what's the point of living in this world? People are not like humans and ghosts, and your existence is to pass the time for us." The dean kept insulting Xiangyang while whipping.
Finally, he was tired of hitting, put down his whip and slowly got to the chair beside him. Xiangyang also took out the sharp dagger he had prepared. In the eyes of the old dean with horror, before he could react, the dagger had already cut open her throat.
Because Xiangyang learned from books that once the trachea is cut, the oxygen supply to humans will be instantly missing. With pain and lack of oxygen, it will cause severe paralysis in the body. Moreover, Xiangyang is only twelve years old now.
If you face the counterattack of an adult, even an old dean who is close to his forties or fifties, it is not something that a 12-year-old boy can resist.
So Xiangyang cut open the old dean's throat at the first time, and said slowly in the old dean's horrified gaze,
"I have been with you for the past few years. Now it's time for you to play games with me, otherwise it would be too boring to be alone,"
The old dean had horror and despair on his face. He never thought that Xiangyang would cut his throat. He could not refuse even if he wanted to refuse, because his throat had been cut open and blood kept gushing out.
In just a moment, the ground was covered with blood, but Xiangyang looked at the bright red blood without a trace of fear, but instead he felt himself excited. This strange feeling was that Xiangyang felt it for the first time,
He found that this was emotion, and a flush appeared on Xiangyang's face. This was the first time she had experienced what pleasure was. In the dean's horrified sight, Xiangyang's knife slowly approached the dean's cheek.
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