Chapter 151: The Fall of Shireen(1/2)
"Do you know what depravity is?"
What is depravity?
This question is not so much for Shirin.
It would be better to say that Ning Feng was asking himself questions.
【Depravity, what exactly is it?】
This problem has been brewing in Ning Feng's mind for a long time.
It has always been a confusion that he deliberately wanted to avoid, but could not completely resolve.
Does Ning Feng know everything?
no.
Even if he is good at using words to avoid topics, even if he is used to disguise his inner feelings with a changeable appearance, even if he behaves unwaveringly in front of Jiang Wan.
Is he really unafraid of falling?
Fear comes from the unknown.
But Ning Feng knew very little about corruption.
His current strength, his vision, and his environment all limit him.
Ning Feng is not an omniscient and omnipotent person.
He is human.
Is a living person.
Ning Feng is not a perfect moral model, he has various shortcomings.
He will be angry.
He is not always a nice guy, he will choose to fight back when faced with criticism and threats.
And it's not a reciprocal counterattack, but a redoubled one, striving to make the other party retaliate severely and painfully.
He will be greedy.
Although I understand the abyss of greed, I have been cautiously walking on the edge of falling.
Who is responsible for the current dilemma between the two women?
Is it fate?
No, it's him.
It was Ning Feng's own ugly possessiveness that caused all of this.
As long as they clearly cut off from one of them, the two proud and outstanding women will not be entangled anymore.
He knew what to do best, but he didn't want to.
He doesn't want to let go.
He will be afraid.
There is nothing to hide, he is afraid of death and loss.
Even more than death, he is more afraid of losing everything he has now.
He is more afraid of falling.
It's not that I'm afraid that others will fall, but that I'm afraid that I will embark on that path.
Was he really unaware of the changes in himself?
No, Ning Feng knew, but he didn't bring it up.
He is changing.
He became more and more familiar with killing, and even treated the death of others with increasing contempt.
It's just death.
It's just blood.
Even started to long for...
He gradually transformed into an inhuman existence.
And he was aware of such changes, but he couldn't resist.
He needs this power.
Even if this power comes from the abyss.
And all he can do is resist silently and stick to his heart.
Now he is a half-succubus, but he will not really step into that abyss.
He will always be him.
At least, that's what Ning Feng firmly believes.
But if one day, Ning Feng in the future makes a completely different choice than he does now...
So is he still the same person?
he does not know.
Ning Feng has been thinking.
During this period of time, he experienced many things.
I also saw all kinds of [depravity].
But the more he saw, the more confused he became.
But what is true depravity?
Is it only a traitor like Li Tianming who surrendered to the gods?
He betrayed the expectations of others and selfishly chose the most despicable path.
But does he really have nothing to shine at all?
Are all fallen people obsessed with resurrecting their families?
Perhaps, but at least in this regard, his depravity was not pure enough.
Is that physical uncleanness?
The combination with Jiang Wan allowed Ning Feng to meet the conditions for advancement.
The impact on thinking can also be regarded as a kind of degeneration.
But, is this necessarily set in stone?
Encounter the remaining legendary angel in the Hall of Judges...
His body has long since perished, his soul has long been impure, and even existence itself can become a monster.
But has he fallen?
Ning Feng doesn't think so.
Until the end, the angel still maintained himself.
He died as an angel.
The stubborn belief and the firm will in his heart kept the angel from giving up and kept fighting.
He never betrayed anyone, and he never fell.
And with such positive examples, there are also negative cases.
Also in the trial court, Ning Feng saw a complete degenerate - [Lust]
There was only one remaining soul, but she felt like a pure plague to Ning Feng.
Evil, corruption, darkness...
Her depravity was so complete that Ning Feng finally felt relieved.
This is what a fallen person in my impression should look like.
Look, this is the real degenerate!
How pure!
Then why did you still show such a relieved expression at the end?
Why shed such tears?
Why should you thank me?
It seems... your depravity is not pure enough either.
The more he came into contact with each of these things, the more confused Ning Feng became.
To be continued...