Chapter 64 Dream or Reality?
Zhu Changqin was secretly happy, but he still asked hesitantly: "Junior sister, haven't you always..., why?"
Cheng Xiaorou stopped, turned around and faced him, and said seriously: "Senior brother, forget about the past. I have nothing to ask for now, I just hope that Junior Sister Ji will get better soon"!
"Okay, what junior sister says is whatever it is. By the way, the people of Yueyang have recovered. When do you plan to leave?"
"Let's wait until we catch that demon!" Cheng Xiaorou walked away after saying that.
Zhu Changqin turned around and looked at Ji Nuan's door, sneered and left.
Ji Nuan kept her eyes open, and she heard their conversation clearly. The heart-rending pain came again. She clutched her chest, took a deep breath as hard as she could, and tears burst into her eyes again.
Night came quickly, and she kept lying on the bed, staring at the roof in a daze, and Yu Man never came back.
Suddenly, the door opened with a creak, and the person closed the door gently and approached her slowly.
She knew in her heart that Song Wangchen was here, and a warm feeling surged in her heart, but the nightmare appeared in her mind again, and she turned around, turned her back to him, and closed her eyes.
Song Wangchen had already walked to the bed, looking at her thin back, feeling sour in his heart. He could naturally feel that she was sick, so he secretly came to visit her on a moonlit night.
He stretched out his hand to touch her hair, but remembering what happened before, his outstretched hand froze in mid-air.
Ji Nuan covered her lips with her hands, afraid that she would make any sound, but the tearing pain made her frown uncontrollably, and even her body trembled.
"Ji Nuan, what's wrong with you?" Song Wangchen couldn't help but ask. He quickly sat down, put his palm on her shoulder, and gently pulled her over.
Ji Nuan had already burst into tears. Looking at Song Wangchen's anxious eyes, she immediately pulled up the quilt and covered her entire head. She couldn't let him see her in such an embarrassing state.
Song Wangchen gently lifted the quilt, and Ji Nuan turned her head away. He gently held her face with his hands, making her look into his eyes. After a while, he murmured: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left her."
It’s yours alone”!
Ji Nuan was surprised when he heard this. He was apologizing to himself, and tears flowed out unsatisfactoryly again. Facing him, he couldn't say a word.
He wiped away his tears with distress and whispered: "Stop crying, this time, I will not abandon you again."
"Woo..." Ji Nuan couldn't control herself anymore and cried out in pain.
Song Wangchen lifted her up and gently held her in his arms, then hugged her tightly and gave her a soft kiss on the top of her head.
"Woo..." Ji Nuan buried her head in his arms and cried louder and louder. All the sadness, pain and struggle turned into tears, soaking his clothes.
She didn't know how long she had been crying. She was tired from crying. She looked up and saw Song Wangchen staring at her affectionately. Thinking of the shy dream before, she couldn't help but close her eyes and give her a sweet kiss.
Song Wangchen was stunned for a moment, then hugged her tightly, closed his eyes, and responded enthusiastically. It wasn't until her breathing became more and more rapid that he reluctantly let her go.
After the two looked at each other for a few seconds, he hugged her into his arms again, couldn't help but nuzzle her hair again, and then said decisively: "Xiao Nuan, don't worry, I will never leave you this time."
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Ji Nuan was deeply moved. Xiao Nuan, she hadn't heard this name for a long time. In the past, only her father would call her that. In seven years, this is the first time someone has called her that. If this is a sweet dream, she hopes
I fell asleep for a long time without waking up.
She pressed against his chest tightly, listening to his strong heartbeat, feeling extremely satisfied. She still held his waist tightly with both hands, fearing that if she let go, he would suddenly disappear again.
Song Wangchen just hugged her tightly and swore secretly in his heart that he would guard her and protect her in this life. Even if she still wanted to go back to the place where she came from, he would go with her.
Yu Man stood outside the door, keeping an eye on the movement in the room. She knew that Song Wangchen would definitely come, so she purposely did not enter the room. When she heard the movement inside, she smiled bitterly, turned around and left lonely.
Early the next morning, Ji Nuan woke up in Song Wangchen's arms. She rubbed her swollen eyes and smiled. This was the first time in several days that she didn't have that nightmare again.
Opening his eyes, he saw a broad palm in front of him, blocking the ray of sunlight coming in from the window. He raised his head and met Song Wangchen's affectionate eyes and faint smile.
She immediately broke away from his arms and touched her head in confusion. What was going on? Wasn't it a dream?
Song Wangchen looked at her confused look, and the smile on his face became stronger. He slowly approached her face and whispered in her ear: "Xiao Nuan, have you forgotten what happened last night?"
"Ah..." Ji Nuan immediately backed away as if running away, her face flushed, and her heart beating faster. Last night, she kissed him forcefully, and it was not a dream. So how should she get along with him?
"Xiao Nuan, do you want me to help you remember it?" Song Wangchen approached her face again, reached out and lifted her chin, and suddenly kissed her passionately.
Ji Nuan's eyes widened in shock. When did he become so glib and lusty? However, he seemed to like this.
Just as he was closing his eyes and preparing to respond, Song Wangchen's cold voice came: "Ji Nuan, are you okay?"
She opened her eyes and saw Song Wangchen looking at her with a puzzled face, but she was actually pouting, and she was about to kiss him. It was just a dream. This was too embarrassing, so she immediately broke away from his arms.
, turned around and didn't dare to look at him again. Sure enough, he was still the Song Wangchen who didn't understand the charm.
Song Wangchen stood up and walked to the table, poured a glass of water himself, handed it to her and said: "Drink some water"!
Ji Nuan took the water glass and drank it in big gulps. Thinking of the dream before, she asked with some embarrassment: "You, when did you come?"
Song Wangchen was stunned when he heard this. Did she forget what happened last night? He took the water glass, turned around and walked out of the room.
"What the hell? You're still so cold. Could it be that last night was also a dream?" Ji Nuan scratched his head in confusion. He has been dreaming in the past few days. He doesn't know when it is a dream and when it is reality.
"You're awake, do you feel better?" Cheng Xiaorou walked in with a smile, holding a tray in her hand, which contained a bowl of soup and a plate of exquisite pastries, with a smile on her face.
"Senior sister, I'm fine. By the way, where is Yu Man? I haven't seen her since last night."
Cheng Xiaorou put the tray on the table, walked over with the medicine bowl, and said with a smile: "Junior sister Yu may have gone out. By the way, senior brother has been here, right?"
Ji Nuan's face turned red, and she immediately took the medicine bowl and drank it in big gulps. Seeing that Cheng Xiaorou was still staring at her curiously, she immediately pointed to the pastries on the table and asked: "Sister, is that for me? Look.
It looks delicious."
Cheng Xiaorou immediately took the medicine bowl and put it on the table, then came over with the cakes and said with a smile: "Everything for you is for you."
Ji Nuan took the cake and said with a smile while eating: "It's delicious, it's really delicious. Thank you, senior sister."
Cheng Xiaorou just smiled and touched her head. When she came in, she happened to see Song Wangchen leaving. Seeing Ji Nuan's shy look, she knew that her heartache was caused by him and would be cured by him.
Ji Nuan put down the cakes and asked tentatively: "Senior sister, the senior brothers have also come to Mo's house. Have you seen them before?"
"Well, I heard that you guys came together. How could you be with him? Aren't you..." They
During the battle in Mo Mansion that day, she could clearly see the hatred in Ji Nuan's eyes, and she also knew Zhu Changqin's temperament. Although she had not asked him about it, she was still surprised by his arrival.
"Haha, it's just a coincidence, but strangely enough, since I met him that day, I have been troubled by nightmares. It seems that we are really on opposite sides of the road." Ji Nuan shrugged helplessly. Although she had doubts, she could
She didn't think he had the ability to enter her dreams. Besides, although she couldn't see the man's face clearly, she was sure that he was definitely not Zhu Changqin.
Cheng Xiaorou said earnestly: "Junior sister, I know about Mo Yun, and you have always been unable to let it go. The actions of the senior brothers that day were indeed a bit cruel. Although Mo Yun was not the initiator, it is a fact that Xiang Ling is a monster. For thousands of years,
Every monster must be killed in every sect. In the future, when you are with Senior Brother Song, you will definitely encounter all kinds of monsters. At that time, I hope you will not stop him from killing the monsters, because that will only bring him pain. Perhaps, he
It will be life-threatening!”
After hearing this, the smile on Ji Nuan's face gradually faded, and the nightmare came to mind again. Did she really hurt him? But did she really have to violate her own conscience and become indifferent to right from wrong?
"Sister, in my heart, demons and humans are the same. There is no distinction between high and low, only good and bad. If humans are greedy, they are not as greedy as demons, and demons are kinder than humans. If you ask me to give up the justice in my heart because of love, I can't do it.
arrive".
"You don't have to change because of anyone or anything." Song Wangchen's voice suddenly sounded, and he was walking slowly towards her with a bag of candy in his hand.
Cheng Xiaorou was shocked when she heard this. She never thought that her senior brother would let go of his obsession for Ji Nuan for many years. Once upon a time, that taciturn, cold, arrogant and lonely person had learned to care about others.
"Senior brother". Cheng Xiaorou nodded and saluted him, and then left consciously.
Ji Nuan just stared at him in confusion, not even noticing that Cheng Xiaorou had left.
"Eat the candy you like." Song Wangchen put a handful of candy into Ji Nuan's hand, and then sat down next to her. Seeing that she didn't respond for a while, he lowered his head, opened the paper bag in her hand, and took out
He brought a piece of candy, peeled it open and put it to her mouth.
Ji Nuan opened her mouth and her eyes never left his cheek. It wasn't until he fed the candy into her mouth that she chewed it carefully. It was very sweet, sweeter than all the candies she had eaten before.
She suddenly put her right hand to her mouth and took a hard bite, "Ah...", she exhaled in pain, until tears flashed in her eyes, she smiled. This was not a dream, this was reality.
Song Wangchen quickly took her hand and took a closer look. When he saw the deep row of teeth marks on her palm, he immediately frowned and massaged the teeth marks back and forth with his thumb. He felt distressed and said, "Why?"
Do you want to torture yourself like this?”
Ji Nuan looked at his movements dumbly and asked, "Is what you just said true?"
Song Wangchen raised his head, looked at Ji Nuan's confused gaze, and said softly: "Really, you don't have to change, you are who you are, uniquely you."
When such affectionate words came out of his mouth, Ji Nuan felt unreal again. She put her hand to her mouth again and was about to bite it when Song Wangchen took her hand and gently touched the back of her hand.
He sipped for a moment. Then he took her hand and touched his cheek, murmuring: "Do you feel it? It's me, I've always been there."
Ji Nuan held his cheek with both hands, and then caressed it carefully. It was him, the one she loved deeply but did not dare to love! A drop of crystal clear tears flowed down her cheek, but a happy smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
Song Wangchen slowly came closer, kissed her tears gently, and then looked at her lovingly. There was only one finger between the two of them, and he could even clearly feel each other's breathing.
Chapter completed!