Yu Ling was a little hesitant for a moment, Zi Chenruo's warning flowed through his heart like gurgling water.

"The only way is to completely erase your original mark when you break into the spirit realm. In other words, to abandon the past you and merge with the current you. But in that case, something will inevitably be sacrificed.

, the traces that belong to you will completely disappear, and the only things that can prove your past existence are your own memories... Even your personality will be as close as possible to the original owner of the body..."

The waves of the soul sea were undulating, as if silently urging Yu Ling to make a decision quickly.

In fact, he already had the answer to this question, but when it came to the last moment, he couldn't help but feel a little regretful.

But whether it is Qin Yue or Yu Ling, he is still him, just as the Yu Ling of the past, with an extra memory of a different world.

Yu Ling made up her mind, and the surging soul power began to wash away the entire soul sea to cleanse away those marks that belonged to Qin Yue.

His physical profound energy and spiritual energy were trembling, conveying a unique frequency.

His soul power was originally somewhat disconnected and uncoordinated with this frequency, but under Yu Ling's forcible influence, the three gradually resonated and the chaotic sounds finally condensed into one.

Yu Ling had been paying attention to the movements of the jade bottle, and when she saw that it did not reject the changes in her soul sea, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

If erasing Qin Yue's mark would cause it to rebound, Yu Ling would rather be out of tune with her body and soul than abandon Bai Ping. But now it seems that Bai Ping's recognition of herself is based on no idea. Yu Ling's soul has been completely

It merged with the body's water, and the soul power also underwent subtle changes, but the bottle remained as stable as a mountain.

Yu Ling faintly saw a familiar white light flashing on the bottle, which made his soul throb, as if he had encountered some irresistible attraction.

But this feeling only passed by in a flash, so fast that it seemed to be just Yu Ling's hallucination.

That white light...what is it? Why does it make him so familiar and cordial?

Yu Ling was in a daze for a few seconds, and then quickly came back to his senses. At the critical moment of entering the spirit transformation realm, he really couldn't let his mind wander.

He integrated all his soul power into the vague soul shadow, and like a superb carpenter, he began to carve the most delicate carvings.

Little by little, the soul shadow has eyes, a nose, ears, a mouth, and body limbs. It is like a miniature Yuling sitting cross-legged in the middle of the soul sea, but its expression is slightly indifferent.

In the process, the memories belonging to the former Yuling also flowed through his heart bit by bit. The loneliness of having no father and mother when he was a child, the hardship of practicing swordsmanship, Yu Daoren's kind care, and his unfavorable treatment of Yu Miao.

Reasonable disgust, the uncle with ulterior motives, the maids and guards who were afraid of him staying away from him and isolating him, and the life-or-death assassination when he was twelve years old...

That is the entire world of this twelve-year-old child, everything he has experienced.

He is taciturn, he is cold and withdrawn, and he keeps away from strangers.

However, those are just appearances, they are his timidity and vigilance towards the world.

Hidden deep in his heart are actually all unknown desires.

He had longed for it too.

I desire to be as powerful and respected as my grandfather, I desire to be as high-spirited and liked as Yumiao, I even desire to be like an ordinary person, with the love and care of my parents, I desire not to have to practice so hard, I desire to go out and play freely

, eager to laugh happily, cry happily, and have some friends who are willing to be close to him and care about him.

So many desires were pressed deep in his heart.

He also timidly came into contact with this world. He once saved a beggar who was beaten, but after learning his identity, the beggar just kept kowtowing in fear. That was not the result he wanted.

He once tried to talk to the maid in the mansion, trying his best to smile softly, but it frightened the maid so much that she screamed and panicked. Maybe in their hearts, he was as unapproachable as a wild beast.

He finally became disheartened and locked himself under a thick hard shell called indifference.

But that's not true indifference.

His blood is also hot and scorching, and he is also full of curiosity and longing for this world, but... he still doesn't know how to integrate into this world.

No one taught him, and he didn't dare to try boldly.

Sometimes he would hate himself and his cowardice, and that impeccable elder brother was like the brightest light in the sky, always reflecting his incompetence and cowardice.

There is no need to deny that he is jealous of Yu Miao. He is jealous that Yu Miao can live so freely and freely, just like a ray of sunshine that attracts everyone's attention. Wherever he goes, he has eyes of love and respect.

And he seemed to be just moss in the shadows, unnoticed and uncared for.

No matter how hard he practices, people's eyes are never on him. They will praise him as the number one genius of the Yu family, but they care and pay more attention to Yu Miao instead of him.

He has always been a sad and stubborn person, running in the darkness but yearning for the light.

They say they live only for themselves, but after all they still crave praise and attention from others.

Twelve years of memories flowed by like water. Never before had Yu Ling understood those memories so clearly, felt them so vividly, and been touched so deeply.

Because he wants to change from the person watching the movie to the person in the movie.

He finally understood why Yu Ling had such a deep obsession with killing Yu Miao. It was not only the hatred of being hunted to death, but also the compounding of countless complex emotions.

To a certain extent, the two of them are really similar.

The loneliness of childhood, the hardship of growing up...

It's just that the former is still struggling in hesitation and confusion, but the latter has experienced everything in the world and is calm and enlightened.

Yu Ling quietly stared at the soul shadow in the center of the soul sea, as if she was saying to him who had passed away, or to herself: "From now on, I am you."

It was already destined from the beginning that he would give up the name Qin Yue and continue to live as Yu Ling.

People can remember the past, but they cannot dwell on it.

Everything that belongs to Qin Yue has passed away long ago, so why bother to hold on to it? As the old saying goes, people must look forward while they are alive.

There is no need to escape from anything, he will accept the inheritance of all past events and causes.

Because, he is Yu Ling.

With one thought, the sea of ​​soul transforms into spirit, and from now on there will be no more knots in the mind and no more hesitation.

Mysterious power, spiritual power, and soul power have their own small cycles that are endless, and they are connected together into a trinity, forming a unique large cycle.

Cycles within cycles, eternal and eternal, with movement, stillness, virtuality and reality all in between.

Yu Ling opened her eyes, stood up slowly, clasped her fists and said, "Thank you, senior, for your help."

On the surface, he is still the same person, nothing has changed, but only Yuling himself knows what kind of spiritual transformation he has experienced.

"I just hate being in debt to others. What else do you want? Are you leaving without me?" The man waved his hands and said nonchalantly.

Yu Ling looked at the ground and asked: "Senior is gone, barren mountains and forbidden land... No, what should we do with the palace ruins?"

"Just leave it here. Treasures can only be obtained by those who are destined to do so. If you want those things, just use your own strength to get them. I won't need them anyway." The man said very coolly, and said to those who can crush the entire territory.

The rare treasures are thrown away like old clothes.

"But as soon as the senior leaves, the unique force field will no longer exist here. Sooner or later, the barren mountain will be controlled by the Xueyang Kingdom. Doesn't the senior care at all?"

"You said that..." The man suddenly felt distressed, thought for a long time, and finally condensed his power together to form a huge crystal half a man tall, glowing faintly with red light.
Chapter completed!