Chapter 93 The reason for the quarrel with God (nutrition solution added)

[He sat not far from me, facing the same direction as me and looking at the lake. After a while, he asked me what I was thinking about.]

[During that period, I lived in a daze, and often suffered from intermittent amnesia, or fell into hallucinations, so at that time I also regarded him as a hallucination—an hallucination of the arrival of an angel.]

[I’m going to die anyway, so I don’t care (damaged)... I just told him all my past experiences and recent random thoughts.]

[He did not accuse me like others, but just told me that no one can completely understand another person. I know that digging graves is wrong, but I feel that the value that can be gained from studying the human body is far greater than that of a corpse.

Thinking that you can convince others in this way is completely (broken)... I should have recognized from the beginning that what I did was indeed out of line, instead of expecting others to understand me (stain)...]

[He said that human beings are often tolerant and generous to fools, but extremely harsh on geniuses. What is more important is oneself, not the evaluation of others. It is stupid to torture oneself because of other people's opinions - this is somewhat (

damaged)...But for me at that time, it was a life-saving straw.】

[For the first time, someone recognized me and thought I was a genius—a person favored by God—rather than a weirdo.]

[I don’t have a common language with everyone. I don’t understand how they can be so single-minded. They don’t understand my (brokenness)... Even I have always felt that it was me who was too weird, not others.

But he doesn’t think so.]

["You could have brought their lives to a higher level, but they didn't cherish it." The man said regretfully, "You did do something that went against social common sense, but the common sense of an era naturally includes the common sense of this era.

Prejudice, maybe it would be better if it were born a few hundred years later."]

The next page was torn out, and Lucifer frowned and jumped to the next page, only to find that there was only one ending left.

[...If you want to stick to yourself, you have to get used to being alone, keep a distance from others, (break)...the distance of others. If you can't bear loneliness, change yourself, integrate into the group, and live like "everyone".]

[I chose the former. He said that I would be blessed and everything would be fine. After he left, the dark clouds in my heart disappeared for some reason. The hallucinations and amnesia did not appear again, and the lake view also disappeared.

It has become particularly beautiful, and everything is very different from when I came.】

[Sometimes I think that maybe I really met an angel. Not long after, the church (extensive damage)... the attitude of the neighbors also became gentler. If this continues, in a few hundred years, maybe

It will really change people’s views on people like me.】

[I hope that in a few hundred years, the world will become more suitable for people like me to live...]

Lucifer quickly read the entire contents of the notebook and then closed the notebook.

How should I put it... This experience was different from what he imagined...

He had heard from Leonardo da Vinci before that the sage in the portrait saved his ancestor's life. Did he think it was some kind of story about a hero saving a beauty, but in the end he actually persuaded a depressed patient to commit suicide!?

Satan also said that after he met with Leonardo da Vinci's ancestors, he had a big fight with God when he went back and ran away from home not long after... He guessed at that time that he must have been stimulated by this incident.

, for this reason, he also made up a lot of things in his mind.

As a result, looking at it now, I realized that what I had imagined before was all wrong. What made Lucifer angry was that a genius was almost killed by a group of mediocre remarks...

It is indeed worth getting angry and having a quarrel with God.

In the records that Raphael showed him before, Lucifer's last letter when he ran away from home also contained similar words, such as "Look at those geniuses who have been stifled, their talents are not recognized like this."

...] and so on. Sure enough, running away from home is related to this incident.

Lucifer has become a complete conspiracy theory. He feels that geniuses do not appear for no reason. Maybe it is Lucifer who wants geniuses to drive social development. Who knows that this world cannot tolerate geniuses at all.

A world that cannot tolerate even geniuses is absolutely wrong.

Fortunately, it said that after talking to Lucifer, the depressive tendencies of Leonardo da Vinci's ancestors suddenly disappeared. He must have been cured by Lucifer - look at the description, some hallucinations or amnesia... this kind of thing

The situation should be depression where the physiological state is abnormal. Simple chicken soup is not very effective. To cure it, it must be treated thoroughly from the body's hormones and other aspects.

In that era when even human anatomy was taboo, it was impossible to hope to cure depression. Fortunately, I met an angel, otherwise there would have been no cure...

However, simply curing the patient is not a cure. After all, even if you drink a lot of chicken soup and continue to stay in that kind of public opinion environment, you may relapse. Therefore, there is some damaged content at the end, which roughly talks about the changes in the attitude of the church.

The neighbor's attitude has also changed for the better. It must be Lucifer's decree, telling them not to embarrass the ancestor of Leonardo da Vinci.

Ah, if you put it that way.

"Da Vinci." Lucifer asked impatiently, ignoring that the other party was reading a book, "How is your hometown's attitude towards you?"

Da Vinci looked up from the book blankly: "What attitude..."

"It's just... you are half-hearted and your research direction is very complicated. No one said anything about you?"

Da Vinci pouted: "Some people have advised me, saying that concentration is more effective, but some people say that I can just stay like this - because I am a genius! Of course I am different from ordinary people!"

really.

He felt that Leonardo da Vinci's self-confident attitude, which had no psychological shadow and was heartless, was not something that could be cultivated in the environment recorded in this book.

It should be the influence of Lucifer's decree that slowly changed the view of geniuses and people with a wide range of hobbies in the place where Leonardo da Vinci lived, and finally formed a relatively relaxed environment like this now, which can be regarded as a realization.

It’s the wish of ancestor Leonardo da Vinci.

Leonardo da Vinci's ancestor was really born in the wrong era...

Lucifer felt sorry for Leonardo da Vinci's ancestor, then put down his notebook and let the alarm clock remove the packaging from the frame.

The alarm clock obeyed its instructions, and the cloth wrapping the portrait suddenly lost its restraints and scattered all over the floor. Only the top piece was left hanging there, blocking the head of the portrait.

Lucifer walked over, took off the last piece of cloth, and showed the entire portrait.

The painting has been around for too long, and some of the paint has peeled off, but if you look at it from a distance, you don't need to worry about these flaws.

A young man with a face that is very similar to Lucifer's current face is standing in the portrait, wearing a robe wrapped with cloth like a Roman robe. The extra cloth is wrapped around the right arm that is slightly raised and reaching forward.

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I don’t know how the artist did it. The golden eyes of the person in the picture are still bright after many years, but the most eye-catching thing is the short hair that hangs down to the shoulders. It seems to be reflected by the setting sun, reflecting on the silver hair.

Magnificent color.

The strange thing is that although ambient light was drawn, the artist did not draw the real sun. Instead, he drew an abstract sun behind the character's head and the light radiating outward from the sun.

This painting looks a bit different from ordinary portraits, and it looks a bit like a religious painting of a saint preaching.

Lucifer stood not far away and looked at this painting, and he could almost feel the pious state of mind of the painter who regarded the people in the painting as salvation and faith when he was painting.

He sighed unconsciously.

Alas... Fortunately, the person was saved. Whether it is from this painting or from the memoirs, after what happened, Leonardo's ancestors did not complain about others or have any bad thoughts about life or the world.

On the contrary, I live a more transparent and gentle life.

Such a good person can be driven into depression by public opinion... The world still needs to control public opinion.

It’s not something you can say by saying, “I think what I said is right, and God will not punish me.” After all, when people are most aggressive, they feel that they are right and just.

But sometimes, the opposite of justice is not evil, but the justice of others, and the opposite of right is not wrong, but right from another perspective.

Leaving the judgment of good and bad to divine punishment is actually a form of laziness and evasion of responsibility.

Take the public opinion issue encountered by Leonardo da Vinci's ancestors. If those who accuse Leonardo da Vinci's ancestors are willing to use their own brains and make judgments, they can come to the conclusion that "it's almost okay, and then it's over"

.

But they relied too much on the judgment of divine punishment and did not use their brains to think when they felt they were righteous. As a result, they almost killed a genius by talking about divine punishment without thinking about it.

Even if Leonardo da Vinci's ancestors were really killed, these people probably would not feel that it was their fault, and would justifiably believe that God's punishment did not punish them and that they were innocent.

So... just developing science and technology is not enough. It is not enough to rely on divine punishment to control human nature. Humanities must also catch up quickly.

If technology is allowed to overtake morality in a corner, then the world will become no different from the earth, which is equivalent to being screwed up by him!

Lucifer deeply felt the crisis and decided to keep an eye on Dumas recently to see if there was anything he could do.

Da Vinci was originally reading a book, but after being interrupted by Lucifer, he did not continue reading. Instead, he stared at Lucifer as he unwrapped the portrait and then fell into deep thought.

His eyes wandered between Lucifer and the portrait several times, and he couldn't help but say, "I'm just going to say they look very similar, right?"

Lucifer was brought back to his senses by these words, and he couldn't open his eyes and tell lies. He could only admit: "...Well, it's very similar."

"Even if they are father and son, they don't look alike."

Leonardo da Vinci sighed with emotion, which made Lucifer very alert. He looked at him carefully to make sure that Da Vinci hadn't discovered anything and was testing him.

However, Da Vinci has always been so heartless. Lucifer can feel that the other person's state of mind is very calm, and he really can't tell anything.

"...Not necessarily." Lucifer could only add firmly, "Maybe you will meet someone who looks exactly like you."

Da Vinci was silent for a moment and said in a strange tone.
Chapter completed!