When Fang Ningshu first came into this book, he might not have much sense of immersion. But after spending time together, he really felt that he had already been integrated into this book. The people around him were not characters written in the book, but real people with flesh and blood, all with emotions. He could also feel the feelings they brought to him, so Fang Ningshu was even more reluctant to hurt them, and did not want to hurt them because of herself.

Fang Ningshu couldn't help but smile bitterly. He found that he had become less and less like himself in recent times. If he had done anything in the past, he would have done it directly. He would never be as indecisive and hesitant as he is now, but there is nothing he can do.

In the past, he was alone and didn’t have to consider too many consequences no matter what he did. He only had to fill his family with his whole family, so even if he did anything, he didn’t have to worry too much. But now it’s different. He has relatives and friends and people or things that he needs to consider, and he has no way to do things as he wants as he did before.

Even Fang Ningshu himself didn't know whether this change was good or bad. He enjoyed the warmth brought to him by the people around him now, but he also hoped that he could live freely like before. But he himself knew that how could such a good thing happen in the world?

In the following time, Fang Ningshu kept calling Abei, but no one answered. After arriving at home, Fang Ningshu stopped this behavior. Lin Yan was puzzled when she saw it: "What's wrong? Why don't you call?"

Fang Ningshu said lightly: "It's useless to fight now, because Lu Shi must be by Abei's side. If he finds out, I may anger him when I keep calling Abei. At that time, he will be more likely to affect Abei. Such a result is not what I want."

Lin Yan said in embarrassment: "What should you do?"

Fang Ningshu smiled bitterly: "I don't know either. If it really doesn't work, I can only wait for the same time tomorrow morning to call Abei. But I can't go there to accompany Abei tonight, so he will definitely be very sad again."

"I think Lu Shi actually promised to give you three days to consider, which means that he would not hurt Abbe in these three days. So you don't have to worry too much."

"Don't worry, I understand. You have been with me these days and you are very tired. You should go back quickly. You can't let you work overtime because of my affairs." Fang Ningshu said with a smile.

Lin Yan said helplessly: "What are you saying? How can I call you to work overtime when I accompany you!"

"Okay, I'm joking, but what I said is true. You've been with me these days and I can see that you can't even sleep well at night, so I won't keep you today. You'd better go back and have a good rest. Come and pick me up tomorrow morning." Fang Ningshu said softly.

Lin Yan was still a little worried Fang Ningshu: "Can I leave you alone?"

"What's wrong with this? Don't worry, I have no problem here!" Fang Ningshu said with a laugh.

"Okay, I'll go back first and come here tomorrow morning." Lin Yan also compromised, not because he was tired, but he could see that Fang Ningshu needed some space to stay alone to think about what happened in recent times and how he should deal with it. He also knew that if he had been by his side, Fang Linchu would feel a lot of oppression.

"good."

After Lin Yan left, Fang Ningshu was really the only one left, but he didn't feel so lonely. Just as Lin Yan thought in her heart, he really needed some space to stay alone and think about what to do next. He had thought about it before. Lu Shi was stopped and he would secretly attend the sports meeting for Abei. However, what Li Yan said today also reminded him that this idea was basically unlikely. Because even if Lu Shi was not around Abei, he would definitely be surrounded by people who protected Abei and would never allow him to get close to Abei. The sports meeting was held four days later, and Lu Shi only gave himself three days to consider. As long as three days passed, if he did not agree to Lu Shi's conditions, he would definitely take action and take more strict guard against himself. At that time, if he wanted to see Abei again, it would be difficult to ascend to the sky.

If you agree to Lu Shi’s request, you don’t have to go there secretly. You can go to Abei’s sports meeting openly, so basically the road is already blocked. If you want to see Abei again, if you want to attend Abei’s sports meeting, you will only have this method left.

Fang Ningshu bit her lips. Could it be that she could only compromise like this? She wanted to live a free life, but he also knew that once he agreed to Lu Shide's conditions, this kind of life would basically be far away from him. He also thought about the period when he had just passed through. Lu Shi came to the crew to stare at him every day, which really made him feel very stressed. If he really married Lu Shi and moved to his house, he could imagine how miserable his future life would be.

Thinking of this, Fang Ningshu had a more headache. What should we do to achieve the best of both worlds?

Fang Ningshu sat alone on the sofa and thought for a long time, but still couldn't come up with a good result. Seeing that the sky had turned dark, Fang Linzhu stood up. Because he was getting too strong, he was a little hypoglycemia and his eyes turned a little dark. He shook his head, and after his vision recovered, he walked to the kitchen. He was going to make some supper. After all, even if he didn't want to eat, Fang Mengze would still be back today. But seeing that he was so busy recently, he probably wouldn't get off work early. Fang Ningshu really felt that he was a burden and added a lot of trouble to the people around him.
Chapter completed!