"How about......or should I make other plans?..."

She thought for a moment: "I told Yin Xin that I was so determined before I left. Should I just go back in such a dejected state? What's more, there are really not many opportunities for me to come out like this! Alas... But...

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She looked around the surrounding environment. Although she felt that the simple secret passage was not as exciting as the colorful world outside, this should be regarded as the safest "paradise" at the moment.

"That's right! In fact, if you can stay here all the time, it will be better than the consumption of those intrigues outside. It is best to get out of those disputes in an even-keeled manner! In this case, you can at least live a few more years!"

Xia Lingyue held her chin and thought for a moment, feeling suddenly relieved.

"It's a rare opportunity to be alone like this! It seems like I should take the opportunity to calm down and sort out everything."

Then she sighed deeply again, and her gloomy expression softened a little.

"Why are there always so few people who can treat each other sincerely in a person's life? It's like grabbing sand in the palm of your hand. There are only a few gold left in the waves, and most of the remaining people are hard to find.

There is no way to deal with them, and there is no way not to face their hypocrisy, because sincerity is something that can be encountered but cannot be sought, not to mention that everyone has some thoughts in their hearts, and there are endless tricks, and they are always unprepared and unexpected!"

The more Xia Lingyue thought about it, the more disappointed she became. She had accumulated a lot of worries.

"What I have to do every day when I wake up is either to act stupid or to go with the flow, hey..."

"Pretend to be stupid? Just go with the flow?"

Xia Lingyue rubbed her forehead, with a look of confusion on her face, but soon another voice said in her heart: "It seems that only fools can survive in a complicated place! But if you are really stupid,

Life would be very difficult, and people would often use them as swordsmen..."

Thinking of this, she looked lonely again.

"I would never dare to reveal my true thoughts in front of others. Only now can I truly understand what it means to speak only three-part words when meeting people, and not to give everything away."

When she thought of this, her eyes moved around nervously.

"Hey...the world is so big, where can I find this golden gourd?"

While she was talking to herself, she couldn't help but frown, and her expression became more and more lonely.

"What secret is hidden in the golden gourd?"

As she was leaning in the corner of the secret passage, thinking worriedly, her eyelids became heavier and heavier.

"Um…………"

With her hands on her cheeks, her sleepiness dimly covered the top of her head.

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In the haze, she fell into a warm dreamland again.

"Yue'er, you can't think like that! Don't you still have our children in this world? You also still have me! Didn't I tell you? I have never left you!"

She looked up and saw the face that gave her hope again, and suddenly her tears turned into a smile.

"Ling Lang, are you here again? I knew it was you. If it weren't for your encouragement, I really don't know what else in this world would be worth missing."

Suzuro smiled, took off the big cloak from his shoulders and covered her, then held her hand in his, a warm feeling made her feel a little calmer.

"Don't think so wildly, I'm actually always by your side!"

Seeing him so caring, Xia Lingyue finally felt some warmth in her heart.

"Why did you come out just now? I was really exhausted from looking for the golden gourd today. Are you avoiding me?"

"Look, you're starting to think wildly again. Why am I hiding from you?"

Ling Lang smiled, revealing a pair of crystal clear teeth. His smile was always so warm, and it made Xia Lingyue's depressed mood better every time.

She stared blankly into his eyes, but when their eyes met, she couldn't help but sigh deeply, and a feeling of loss ran along her spine and to the top of her head.

"What a pity! It should have been the most beautiful years, but it's a pity that I misplaced my sincerity into people's hearts..."

Suzuro stroked her forehead, his eyes full of pity.

"Fool! In fact, everything in the world is just a fantasy. Why do you want to be so serious?"

Xia Lingyue smiled bitterly, and the corners of her lips curved slightly.

"You're here again, don't you think what you said before doesn't count now? People are always so greedy, why do they always get the worst? Is it true that only losing is the best revenge?"

Suzuro knelt down and sat down next to her, and gently took off the cloak on his shoulders and tied it for her.

"No matter what, you must be good to yourself, I don't want to see you sad!"

Suzuro sighed and frowned slightly. The tenderness in Wocan's eyes was enough to overwhelm her whole body.

"He once told me that he would not marry anyone but me in this life, and he also said that there was no one else but me. Unfortunately, it seems like everything is such a ridiculous joke now!"

Suzuro gently held her in his arms and rested his chin on the top of her head. The tenderness and sweetness in his eyes gradually warmed her whole heart.

"Silly girl, don't say that. Maybe it's just a misunderstanding sometimes?"

"Misunderstanding! Haha..."

Xia Lingyue shook her head, feeling that more and more tears were filling her eyes, but her eyes were filled with redness.

"Why should we take it seriously? Everyone in this world will be led by impermanence. Nothing lasts forever, and no one will ever leave. Only when you are the master of your own mood will you not be led by others.

Nose goes."

Suzuro's big warm hands gently stroked her head, his eyes becoming more and more tender.

"But I don't know why, I just feel so sad!"

"What about the old midwife who delivered your baby? Do you still know her?"

During the inquiry, King Lin had already secretly speculated on the person related to this matter. Otherwise, an old midwife with no background and no background would not dare to make groundless claims about such a big event as the palace mistress giving birth.

"I was completely unconscious at the time. How could I figure out who the midwife was? Even the fact that the midwife delivered the corpse to feed the ants was only told by the maid after I woke up! If only I could

How could it be so easy to let go if we knew who this person was?"

As she spoke, she sighed again, her lonely expression filled with sadness.

"If it weren't for my current inconvenience, I would definitely go to Yifeng Palace and have to let Concubine Jiang make the decision for me!"

Xia Lingyue was secretly thinking about something at this time.

"Concubine Jiang Guifei must have known some rumors, right? But if she really knew something about the situation, why did she support Xia Ruyan so carefully?..."

"Hehehehe... Even if you can take me out of the palace, it doesn't mean you can give me a sense of security. If you don't protect me, you will sell me around. Who should I turn to for help or cry to?"

The more Hongxing talked, the more she scoffed, and she couldn't help but speak with ridicule.

"If I could take you out of the palace, would you like to live an ordinary life with me? Anyway, I won't let you suffer. Are you willing?"

Hongxing hesitated for a long time, then she suddenly became excited...

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Chapter completed!