I didn't go online, but went to Window of the World alone.

The neon lights flash at night and the streets are busy with traffic.

There were many tourists and citizens walking in front of Window of the World. I walked around alone, watching and thinking.

Mother Lin gave me a call.

Mother Lin's phone call with me didn't last long, and the conversation seemed like the dean was giving me guidance.

The first sentence, Xiao Gou, my aunt will not hide it from you. Since she came back from Shenzhen last time, Director Lin of Xiaojuan and her company has been on the phone with me often.

I answered, yes.

The second sentence is, Xiaojuan has been very well-behaved since she was a child. After graduating from college, we did arrange a blind date for her, but she refused. Later, she went to Shenzhen to find you, and we also let her go, but look at her

Do you think she is doing well now? Is she not doing well?

On the other end of the phone, I heard Father Lin say, "What do you mean by these playing sounds?"

I didn't speak.

Mother Lin’s third sentence, Xiao Gou, you are indeed a good young man, really, but Father Lin and I both feel that you and Xiaojuan are not suitable. Of course, we did not say that Xiao Lin is suitable. Xiaojuan

She is still young and has not experienced the ups and downs of life. She does not know the importance of marriage. However, if you ask with your conscience, can Xiaojuan live a happy life with you? Happiness is not enough for two people to fall in love.

You must have the ability to deal with various emergencies in the future. This ability is often related to money. Auntie said it directly. If you blame auntie, auntie will not blame you. I am doing it for Xiaojuan’s best. If you

If you really love Xiaojuan, do you also want to be good to her? Don’t you think so?

I really wanted to answer no, but when I said it, I thought about Lin Xiaojuan and didn't know what happened to Director Lin in the past ten days or what she really meant by calling me at noon today. I instantly lost my confidence.

I said, Auntie, you are right, I will not blame you. I love Xiaojuan very much. If she thinks I am not suitable, I will not pester her. Don't worry, I will not hurt her.

Mother Lin’s fourth sentence, Xiao Gou, you must be upright. What does the book say? A gentleman loves money and gets it wisely. You are still young. You must calm yourself and don’t think about making quick money. What Xiaojuan’s father means

I want you to buy a house so that he can rest assured that Xiaojuan will be with you. My meaning is different from his. I hope Xiaojuan can stay with us in the future, so it doesn't matter whether you buy a house or not.

I'm a little confused, Auntie, what's so important?

Mother Lin is on the other end of the phone. We are not a well-known family in Qingdao, but we are still somewhat respectable people. Xiaojuan's father and I have different ideas. I told Xiaojuan recently that Director Xiao Lin needs to be replaced.

If it suits her better, Director Xiaolin is also willing to come to Qingdao for development.

I heard Father Lin telling her to hang up the phone and stop talking. Although the voice was very low, I could hear it.

Mother Lin ignored Father Lin and just told me, Xiao Gou, you will meet many fateful people in this life. Maybe you have become friends in your previous life. Xiaojuan and you were destined to be together before. Auntie, I hope you don’t blame Auntie.

, I hope you will think carefully and think carefully about what you can give Xiaojuan. Xiaojuan may not be able to catch up with what others can give her if she has lived a hard life with you for decades. If you really care about her, think carefully about it.

, okay? Just treat it as an aunt asking you.

I was stunned here for a long time, and then replied with a few words, Auntie, I will think about it carefully.

I am not afraid of my mother-in-law scolding me, but I am afraid of my mother-in-law being civilized.

This mother-in-law, who is at the level of a dean, is not something that ordinary people can handle.

I thought about what Mother Lin said, thought about my own birth, thought about my current situation, and thought about my father's death.

If it hadn't been for me getting into college, if it hadn't been for him trying to help me raise college tuition, he wouldn't have fallen down, aggravating his original condition, and he wouldn't have had a myocardial infarction in the middle of the night, and we both

I no longer know.

I was walking on the street, looking at the faces of people coming and going in this young city, filled with sweetness and happiness, and I couldn't help but smile too.

But in my heart, I felt very lonely. As I walked, I felt like I was crying.

It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when I got home.

Lin Xiaojuan knows my personality and has been in love for three years in college. If something unhappy happens to me and she cares about me too much, it might be counterproductive.

Even though I am laughing and joking and being heartless, I am actually very fragile on the inside.

Who stipulates that a sunny man can't hide weakness in his heart?

When we returned to the rental house, Lin Xiaojuan was sitting alone in the living room. When she saw me coming back, she first said, "You haven't eaten yet, I've left the food for you."

My father once said that no matter what, you must not starve your body.

I wolfed down my meal and went to take a shower without saying a word.

This night, I had a cold war with Lin Xiaojuan for the first time. In the past, we would have some minor emotions. No matter what the situation, I would always coax her to make her happy.

After I took a shower and lay on the bed, Lin Xiaojuan explained the situation to me.

She lay down and wanted to hug me, but I pushed her away gently.

She sat up and touched my shoulder.

I ignored her.

I ignore her not because she is bad.

I know that with her character, there won't be anything out of the ordinary between her and Lin Fenqiang.

On her terms, she doesn't need to feel sorry for me.

There are not so many bloody stories in life, and there is no need for so many bloody dramas in life.

Perhaps, many people will say that two people leave and separate because they are not suitable. In those family ethics dramas, the most common thing said by heartbroken people is that our personalities are not suitable.

I feel very sad, but unfortunately, Lin Xiaojuan and I have a very suitable personality.

In other words, she is too nice.

And I am not worthy of her.

Later, Lin Xiaojuan sat on the bed alone and told me that there was nothing between her and Director Lin, not even good friends.

I lay down with my eyes closed and said, you don't need to explain to me, I believe you and my own vision.

She feels a little wronged, so why are you like this? You make me look like those bad women.

I said, go to sleep, it's not because of you that I'm unhappy.

She said, then tell me?

I said, you can't solve it even if you tell me, just go to sleep.

She was still planning to continue talking, so I had to use my unique trick and kissed her on the mouth. All adults would understand what happened next.

Alas, second-hand beds are just not good.

It squeaks, what if it breaks?

The next morning, Lin Xiaojuan didn't wake me up when she got up. When I woke up, she had already gone to work.

My mother said that I told her last night that you were looking for a job. I ate the breakfast made by my mother and answered vaguely, "Yeah."

After breakfast, I told my mother that I am looking for a job recently, so why don't you go back and stay for a while when you have time? I'm afraid that you may cause problems if you are bored all the time.

My mother said, okay, I always wanted to go back.

I said, well, I will buy a ticket for you in two days.

After breakfast, I packed myself up, went out, got my business card, and then arrived at the convention and exhibition center.

After entering the exhibition hall, I handed out business cards to each booth one by one and asked them who wanted to order food.

At about 11 o'clock, I received more than 110 orders. I called the fast food restaurant I found yesterday and asked her to prepare it. I would go and pick it up in a moment.

Then I went to the booth of Fangde Building Materials. I had already been there once when I was handing out business cards, and Pan Shilong was not there. This time, he was still not there.

Yesterday on my way back, I saved his number in my phone and dialed his number.

He said on the other end of the phone that he couldn't come today. He had to rush out a design draft. There was another exhibition in two days. The company had received four cases. The customer had to change the plan temporarily. He didn't know if the factory had time to change it. He asked me

What's the matter?

I originally thought that he would need his help to take care of me when I arrived at the exhibition hall with more than 100 pieces of fast food, but now it seems that I have to rely on myself.

I didn't expect that I would receive more than 100 orders for the first time. Most of them paid for the meal in advance. A few of them asked for payment for delivery due to different reasons. I didn't care about it.

It seems that my initial strategy of setting a price that was two to five yuan lower than everyone else was right.

I took a taxi outside Meilin Pass and saw more than 100 fast food items put together, which was beyond imagination.

I ate my lunch first, and while I was eating, the wife and the boss packed the boxes and packed three large cardboard boxes.

I was still not fully prepared. Seeing so many, I was a little dumbfounded and didn’t know how to transport them.

After paying the money, I communicated with the proprietress, and finally she helped me find a van, negotiated a price of 80 yuan, and took me to the convention and exhibition center.

After a bumpy journey and careful care, I arrived at the Shenzhen Convention and Exhibition Center with more than 110 snacks before 12 o'clock.

Food is the most important thing for the people, comrades, let’s have dinner!

I shouted in my heart.

Today I made more than a thousand dollars in net income. Although it is not as much as giving lectures, compared with other jobs, this income is still very considerable.

The van driver enthusiastically asked me to take it in in batches without worry, and he was waiting for me outside. I ran in and out in a hurry, and it took more than 20 minutes to finish delivering the food.

The freight for the van was 80 yuan, so I gave him 100 yuan.
To be continued...