Gou Shuhan asked about Lin Xiaojuan's decision to give birth to Lin Xiaona after she became pregnant.

In fact, Gou Shuhan knew that it was meaningless to be entangled with this now, but he still couldn't help it.

I knew that Lin Xiaojuan had difficulties and her own ideas, but I always felt so confused that I didn’t ask.

Lin Xiaojuan held Lin Xiaona's hand, walked to the empty chair, sat down, and replied: "It was useless to say that at that time."

Gou Shuhan: "How can you know it's useless if you don't say it?"

After saying that, Gou Shuhan sighed and said, "I'm not blaming you, I'm - I'm sorry, Xiaojuan, it's all my fault."

Some sadness is no longer strong, not because the sadness has passed, but because the sadness has been washed away countless times by tears and the taste has faded.

When I recall, this sadness is no longer so salty. As time goes by, many years later, I may even laugh.

Just like Gou Shuhan couldn't understand Zhou Xingxing's "A Chinese Odyssey" before, but later he thought he understood it, so he laughed out loud every time he read it.

"Madam, come out with the Bull Demon King to see God!"

"Man is born by human beings, and demons are born by demons. As long as you have a kind heart, you will no longer be a demon, but a shemale."

Later, when Gou Shuhan heard the music of "Love in Life" sound, his heart tightened.

Listening to Lu Guanting's unique voice, listening to the only one who sings that his wife no longer has the sadness, he often burst into tears.

Or many years later, if you listen to this song and watch this movie, you will be able to smile.

Lin Xiaona sat on the chair, climbing up and down happily alone.

Lin Xiaojuan stared at Gou Shuhan and spoke after a while: "Brother Han, don't be sorry, I should say I'm sorry, but seeing that you are so happy now, I'm happy for you-"

Gou Shuhan: "But you--"

Lin Xiaojuan: "Don't think too much. People should look at the future. The past will pass. Do you still remember the two stories you told me in college?"

Gou Shuhan thought to himself, I told you more than two stories when I was in college.

If it were in college, or if the two had not broken up yet, he would definitely ask, are you asking if there is color or no color?

Then he would lick his lips with his tongue, but his expression was righteous.

But now he is no longer a young man of eighteen or nineteen years old, and he is no longer so frivolous and unrestrained. He asked, "Which two stories?"

Lin Xiaojuan: "Tell me, when you were very young, your friends said that Tang Monk's cassock was black and red, but after that, they started fighting and you didn't win."

Gou Shuhan seems to remember that he told such a story.

Lin Xiaojuan: "I asked you at that time if you were deliberately trying to make excuses to hit you. It's impossible that they are all color-blind, but you didn't tell me that."

Gou Shuhan couldn't remember what he said in detail, so he asked, "What did I say?"

Lin Xiaojuan: "You said, 'Although I didn't win, I know they are destined to be successful when they grow up, because they are narrow-minded and have never seen color TVs, so they think others are wrong. You say you will definitely make a name for yourself. You can't look at the problem, but you have to look at the future."

After Lin Xiaojuan finished speaking, Gou Shuhan didn't say anything.

I didn’t expect that my speech was so profound when I was in college. It was rare. It was no longer as popular as now. I talked about getting rich and starting a business.

"What about another story?"

Gou Shuhan asked for a few seconds in silence.

Lin Xiaojuan: "You used to like watching movies and took me to watch them with you. Do you still remember a line that Chow Yun-fat said in "The World of the World"?"

Gou Shuhan couldn't remember it anymore. He suddenly realized that many of the details he had been with Lin Xiaojuan had been blurred. He felt ashamed: "Which paragraph? I can't remember it anymore."

Actually, he really wants to say, a movie is so long, what part do you just say it is!

But he no longer had the courage to talk to Lin Xiaojuan, and he couldn't bear it.

Lin Xiaojuan's face was calm and she said, "Love someone, you don't have to follow you all your life. I love a flower, you don't have to pick it down. I love the wind, can you tell me to stop and let me smell it? I love the clouds, can you tell the clouds to float down and hold me? I love the sea, can I jump into the sea?"

Gou Shuhan remembered it. This was his favorite passage.

Unexpectedly, Lin Xiaojuan remembered this passage so strictly.

Lin Xiaojuan continued: "Brother Han, it's past. I have never blamed you. It's God's gift to be able to get along like this now--"

Gou Shuhan interrupted her: "I'm sorry, Xiaojuan--"

"No need to say sorry, but I still have to thank you for giving Xiaona to me-"

Before Lin Xiaojuan finished speaking, Lin Xiaona spoke: "No! I am not a thing! I am a human! People cannot be sent here and there! Humph!"

After saying that, the little guy hugged his hands in front of his chest and glared at Gou Shuhan and Lin Xiaojuan angrily.

Gou Shuhan said with red eyes: "Yes, the stinky baby is a human being, and cannot be sent here and there!"

Lin Xiaona: "Hmph! I am a human being, just like my father said last time that you are not a thing, and I am not a thing either!"

Gou Shuhan found it funny and sad.

Next, Lin Xiaona seized the dominance of the discourse. The three of them chatted for a while, and Lin Xiaojuan urged Gou Shuhan to go back as soon as possible.

"Go back quickly, Sister Su is still waiting for you at home."

"Well, you want it yourself-"

"Don't worry, Xiaona and I will be very good. Don't worry, go back quickly."

"I will give Xiaona some living expenses every month from now on."

"Okay, Xiaona, thank you dad!"

"Thank you dad!"

"Say goodbye to dad!"

Lin Xiaona was reluctant to leave, but she still followed her mother's arrangement and said, "Goodbye Dad!"

"Goodbye, baby, come, dad, please hold you."

Gou Shuhan squatted down, hugged Lin Xiaona gently, and then said goodbye to Lin Xiaojuan.

Gou Shuhan was not sure whether Lin Xiaojuan was really as strong as she was. On the way back, he felt heavy.

The love I had to shed tears, the heartache that I should have to hurt, and the past that I should have to say goodbye was also goodbye, as if I had finished a process and finished it.

I, Gou Shuhan, have already withdrawn from the past, like a real-time game, game over!

But Lin Xiaojuan chose to play the dungeon and gave birth to Lin Xiaona. This live-action game is still continuing.

Gou Shuhan took the bus from the airport to Luohu.

On Sunday afternoon, the bus was almost full.

Gou Shuhan found a seat to sit down. He called Zhu Su first and said that he was back, and then told her that Wan Fei, Wei Xiaozan and Pan Shilong came to have supper in the evening and asked her to make some food.

After hanging up the phone, he was bored and clicked on his QQ space and subconsciously turned on the logs he wrote after the Spring Festival in 2006.

Click one of the articles, the log name is "It's you, but not you"

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On the street

See the back of yours

I dare not get close

Afraid of disturbing you

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Cinema

Walking through the dim corridor

I'm walking in front

Pay attention to the steps

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one person

Draw you next to you while you are sleeping

When you wake up, you stay in your heart

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Recent memory decline

Finally understand

Can't remember any other things

It's because

You're all in my mind

...

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To be continued...