858. Looking back on the prosperity like a dream 96
"No," Yan Shao smiled bitterly, "It's just that even if you want to kill me, there are some things I must say, A-ye."
"Aye, you think I betrayed you, but you once owned her, but what about now?"
Yan Ye's eyes became colder and colder, and his brows were tainted with a trace of murderous intent. However, his trembling fingertips meant that he was not at peace in his heart.
"I know I am not qualified to judge you and her past. I was one of the accomplices in the harm you did to her, but Aye, enough is enough. You pushed her down from the clouds, tore her wings to pieces with your own hands, and trampled on her.
Her pride. Now, all she has left is a weak and sick body, and there is always sadness in her eyes. But you are still forcing her, hurting her, and trapping her in a cage alive. Aye, if you are like this, sooner or later
It will drive her to death."
Yan Ye's eyes stirred up, "Shut up!"
"Aye..."
"You asked me to let her go so that you could take advantage of the opportunity and take her away? You're dreaming!"
Yan Shao closed his eyes in pain, "I just hope you let her go free and don't put shackles on her. If you are just worried about this, you can kill me or imprison me."
Yan Ye sneered, "You are so infatuated."
"Aye, we were all wrong. Don't make the same mistake over and over again. Don't regret it until you push her to the edge!"
"I didn't force her, isn't she willing to stay with me now?"
"Did she want it, or did you threaten it? Why should you deceive yourself?"
"That's enough." Yan Ye clenched his fists and closed his eyes, "Brother Emperor, didn't you say in the past that your wish was to travel all over the world? Now, I will make it happen for you."
Yan Shao's breath was suffocated. It was expected, but he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
He cherished the brotherhood for more than twenty years, but felt guilty that it was against the rules of a gentleman to fall in love with his younger brother's sweetheart.
At first, he was ashamed of himself and didn't want to fight. He just wanted to do his best to compensate her. However, seeing her lonely, painful and desperate, he couldn't remain indifferent.
The repeated contacts made him have more and more extravagant hopes. He knew it was impossible, but he couldn't help himself.
When Yan Ye was tense with him, while he was heartbroken, he also firmly wanted to fight for her once.
But when he saw her like a broken porcelain doll, he suddenly understood that if he fought at all costs, in the end, all the harm would be just for her to pay for.
He could give in and hand over everything he had managed in Yue for many years to Yan Ye. The only thing he wanted was for her to be well.
"Aye, I still say what I said. If I leave the capital, I can never come back. But, brother, I beg you, don't hurt her again. She has already suffered enough, even for the sake of her wholehearted devotion to you.
, don’t continue to deepen her tragedy.”
"Why would I want to hurt her?"
Yan Ye suddenly asked angrily, didn't he love her and feel pain?
She may be just the most unique and beautiful scenery in Yanshao, but to him, she is the only light and warmth in his vast life in the cold and desolate night.
How could he let go?
How to tell him to let go?
Even if he made a mistake, he would make it to the end and keep her at all costs.
Yan Shao said in a low voice: "Aye, I don't know what I would have chosen if I were in your position at first, but I am really envious, very envious, that you once had her flawless and sincere feelings, and that you were born into the royal family.
You should know how rare this kind of relationship is, but since you gave up, why do you have to regret it? Why torture her and yourself anymore? "
Every word he spoke was opening up the bloody wound in Yan Ye's heart. His eyes were stained with blood, and he raised his hand and swept the things on the desk to the ground.
"Have you said enough?"
Yan Shao sighed feebly and slowly pushed a brocade box in front of him, "This is the abdication edict. I will leave the capital in three days. However, if something happens to her, I will never stand idly by."
He stood up slowly. In the palace, he took nothing with him as an emperor.
Those were never what he wanted.
Suddenly, he paused and said softly: "Aye, don't make the same mistake again and again."
Yan Ye lowered his eyes and did not answer.
Yan Shao said nothing more, took a deep breath, and strode out of the dormitory.
…
Zhen Shan leaned on the edge of the bed, looking down at his palms wrapped in layers of gauze, with no emotion on his face.
"Does the wound still hurt?"
Yan Ye placed the porridge on the bedside, sat down, gently held her injured right hand, and examined it carefully.
It has been seven days since that day.
After Yan Ye lost control of his emotions, it was as if nothing had happened.
However, compared to the past when he didn't dare to touch her, he would approach her forcefully.
It's not like Zhen Shan has never resisted. However, he either suppressed him without leaving a trace, or he tapped his acupoints.
Gradually, she was too lazy to bother, and she was the only one who was tired of being serious with a madman.
However, when she asked Yue Ya'er, the man in front of her smiled softly and said that she was not in good health and Yue Ya'er being here would disturb his rest, so he ordered someone to take her to another yard.
Zhen Shan was furious, was he threatening her with Yue Yaer again?
Yan Ye quickly explained: "When you recover from your injury, I will bring her to see you. I have appointed a safe maid to take care of her. I will also visit her every day, don't worry."
Zhen Shan doesn't think what he will do to Yue Ya'er now?
Chapter completed!