Zhen Shan's eyes trembled, "Yan Xu, this is not your fault."

"No, it's my fault. I shouldn't be healthy. I should be the one with fetal poison, or I should share half of his poison as soon as he is born. That way, they won't think that I owe him..."

"Yan Xu."

"Everyone in the world knows that Mr. Lianyan's martial arts is the best in the world," Yan Xu laughed with a mocking bitterness, "If possible, I would rather not have this martial arts, otherwise I would wake up in my dreams every night, worrying whether I am still in Wan Du

In the cave.”

Zhen Shan looked at him, with a sigh in his eyes, and raised his hand to put a cup of warm tea in his hand.

Yan Xu suddenly held her hand tightly, his eyes trembling fiercely, "Did you know? When my parents were seriously ill and dying, they were still begging me to protect Yan Chu. Oh, since they only recognized Yan Chu

Son, why didn't you strangle me to death when I was born? This would prevent me, an outsider, from disturbing the eyes of their family of three!"

"Yan Xu, you don't owe anyone," Zhen Shan said word by word without letting him scratch his painful hand without moving away.

"But they think I owe Yan Chu by nature," Yan Xu sneered again and again. If I owe something, I should owe more.

After coming out of the Ten Thousand Poison Cave, Yan Xu changed his usual quiet and obedient temperament. He behaved as he pleased, causing his parents to vomit blood every day. He fought against Yan Chu every day, making the entire Luoxia Villa uneasy.

Ever since his mother was poisoned, his father has changed from his former arrogant temperament and has become an experienced person. Regarding the evil sect, he will never let Luoxia Villa become the leader again.

However, Yan Xu, who came out of Ten Thousand Poison Cave, was filled with resentment. He would do whatever Yan's father and Yan's mother were afraid of, constantly provoking the masters of the evil sect, making Luoxia Villa once again become a thorn in the evil sect's side and a thorn in their flesh.

As a result, Yan Chu was assassinated several times, his parents were angered to death, and their lives were never peaceful again.

A tear suddenly slipped from Yan Xu's eyes.

However, when his parents were lying haggardly on the bed, dying, he did not feel the pleasure of revenge at all, especially when he listened to them begging him to protect Yan Chu and Luoxia Villa with the grace of upbringing.

I feel so ridiculous and ironic.

He had repaid part of his upbringing in Ten Thousand Poison Cave, so he would protect Luoxia Villa, but Yan Chu?

Oh!

Zhen Shan pursed his lips and sighed.

"Do you think it's wrong for me to do this?" Yan Xu stared at her with light eyes and asked in a low voice.

"Right and wrong, entanglements of love and hate, cannot be clearly defined in a sentence. All I want is a clear conscience," Zhen Shan said softly.

"Have a clear conscience?" Yan Xu murmured, smiling bitterly, "Easier said than done?"

At first, his parents drove him to be rebellious and crazy, and he in turn drove them to desperation. Now, looking back, there is only a sense of loneliness and sadness.

The dead have passed away, but the living are still suffering.

Zhen Shan's eyes flickered slightly, "It's not easy."

"Zhen Shan, I can't be as carefree and tolerant as you are. I will never be able to let go of those grudges."

Yan Xu's eyes were dim and bitter, he was just a despicable mortal.

He will be attracted to her, perhaps because they have the same experience, and they are both plotted by their loved ones, but she has always been clean and warm.

It is precisely because he cannot do it that he feels it is particularly rare and precious.

As he watched, without realizing it, a tree of white plum blossoms suddenly bloomed in Yan Xu's pale and cold world. Ling Han bloomed alone, stunning his life.

But, maybe, she will hate herself?

How could she like someone who drove her parents to death and was full of hatred when she was so clean?

"Who told you that I don't care and are tolerant?" Zhen Shan said funny.

Yan Xu was slightly startled and said in a daze, "The Zhen family treats you so much, and you sacrifice your life's happiness for them without any regrets?"

Zhen Shan was surprised, "So I am still a living Bodhisattva in your eyes?"

Yan Xu: "..."

Zhen Shan shook his head and slowly recounted the grievances between his original mother and Mrs. Zhen.

"I can only say that neither my father nor Mrs. Zhen actually owe me anything. I came to Luoxia Villa not wholeheartedly to support Mrs. Zhen."

Yan Xu was startled, he didn't expect there was such an inside story.

But, "You are innocent."

Zhen Shan smiled and said, "If you are so rational, how many of you can emotionally resist the anger of your love rival's child?"

"Then you have to use your life-long happiness to compensate?"

"With my reputation, this marriage should be a good one, right?"

Yan Xu's face turned slightly dark, "Where's the recovery?"

"Then do you think which talented young man from that family would be willing to marry me?"

Yan Xu's "I am willing" stuck in his throat.

He thought that if she had not married to Luoxia Villa, he would not have met her, nor would he have thought that one day, he would be so fascinated by a woman, let alone marry her.

Zhen Shan smiled lightly, "There's nothing wrong with marrying here."

Yan Xu's face darkened, and he pursed his lips, "Do you think Yan Chu is very good?"

Zhen Shan: "..."

Is his understanding always that good?

However, touching the sadness in his eyes, the empress resisted the urge to roll her eyes and said calmly: "I said I married here, not the person I married."

Um?

Yan Xu felt that his heart that had hit rock bottom came back to life again, "You don't like Yan Chu?"

"It's true that he is my husband, but since we got married, we can count the time we have spent together on five fingers. What do we talk about whether we like it or not?"

Yan Xu cursed in his heart, they had spent countless hours together, but couldn't he still be deeply in love with each other?

But, how should I put it, the fact that she didn't like Yan Chu made Yan Xu so happy that he almost bought firecrackers to celebrate and casually told the world, hahaha...

"His kind of person is really not worth liking. I think the further away you are from him, the better. You don't know how hypocritical Yan Chu is..."

Zhen Shan watched him immediately climb up the pole and insult his brother hard, almost shouting "You guys make peace quickly", feeling speechless.

She naturally knew that Yan Chu was not as spotless as he appeared on the surface, nor was he an absolutely benevolent person.

But is it really okay for his brother-in-law to speak ill of his brother in front of his sister-in-law?

Zhen Shan, who really couldn't bear to listen, interrupted him, "Second Young Master, can you let go first?"

Brother-in-law, how long do you want to hold your sister-in-law’s hand?

However, Yan Xu held on tighter and looked determined not to let go.

Zhen Shan: "..."

"Yan Xu!"

"Right in front of you."

When Zhen Shan choked, the man became serious within three seconds.

"I am your sister-in-law!"

The empress took a deep breath and reminded someone word by word.

"I know," Yan Xu nodded calmly.

Zhen Shan: "..."

Can you please be a little more conscious of avoiding suspicion?

Conscious? Of course Yan Xu didn’t.

What he wants is a wife, what should he do consciously?

A certain young man said righteously: "Didn't you say that a sister-in-law is like a mother? Then is there anything wrong with me being close to my own mother?"

"...Master Lianyan, where is your moral integrity?"

Can he even say this?

Yan Xu was silent, "I've probably given them all to you."

Zhen Shan: "..."

I don’t really want it, thank you!

She rubbed her brows helplessly, "Yan Xu, don't do this."

Yan Xu's eyes darkened, "You hate me?"

"No."

"Then why refuse?"

"Not to mention that I am now married to your brother, but other people are also married. You and I are like this..."
Chapter completed!