389. Passionate but always seems to be ruthless 73 is rain
Zhen Shan couldn't hide the sourness in her heart. She always thought that he was not a good father and would sacrifice anything for the sake of the throne. But now, like an ordinary father, he only cares about his children and the only thing he can't let go of is her safety.
"Father, have you ever regretted it?"
The emperor was startled, then shook his head, "Every man has his own ambition. This ambition may be just to live, or it may be to a woman, wealth and the world, but it is because of this ambition that a man can stand in the world, father."
I did many cruel things against my will, but I never regretted any of my decisions, because I got everything I deserved."
But, there is nothing left.
But regret is out of the question.
The winner is the king and the loser is the bandit.
"What about the queen mother?"
The emperor's eyes trembled, and his brows were stained with pain, "She is the only regret in my heart, but if I do it again, my father will still get rid of the Zhen family, but he will not let your mother find out, so..."
"Father, my mother is not a fool."
Just like now, Xie Ning planned everything and thought he kept her in the dark and didn't know anything, but he didn't expect that she actually knew everything.
The emperor was suffocated and smiled helplessly, "Yes, you mother and daughter are equally smart."
It's just that wisdom is bound to be damaged. Sometimes, if you are a little confused, you may live in a lie, but you will be more relaxed and happy.
Knowing too much will sometimes only make you more powerless and force yourself to have no way out.
Zhen Shan closed his eyes and said sarcastically: "Men's hearts are always so big. They pretend to be the whole world, leaving only a little for their wives and children. In turn, they always ask women to only have you in their hearts."
"This is the way of the world."
"Yes, this is how the world is, but this is very unfilial. But father, if there is an afterlife, I hope that my mother will not meet you again, nor will she get involved in royal battles again. She will live an ordinary life and be safe."
The emperor's face turned pale, he closed his eyes in pain, and said hoarsely: "You are right."
After a while, he raised his eyes and smiled with relief, "Shanshan, please leave the palace. Go far away. Just like you said, live an ordinary life and live peacefully and smoothly."
Zhen Shan's eyes trembled and he said solemnly: "Okay."
The emperor looked at her belly and smiled lovingly, "No matter whose child he is, he is your child, the grandson of my father. My father has nothing now and can't give him anything. You can ask him to give him a child."
Words?"
Zhen Shan felt suddenly sour and unbearable, and opened her lips, "Okay."
She couldn't tell the emperor that there was nothing in her stomach, let alone tell him that she was not going to die soon.
Perhaps in the past, she had thought about making the emperor regret it, but now, she just wanted him to go away safely and without worries.
"Then call it peace. Although it is simple, it has a good meaning," was also his most sincere blessing.
Zhen Shan smiled palely, "Well, peace is good. I will tell him in the future that this is the word his grandfather gave him."
The emperor also laughed, but he became weaker. He waved his hand, "Forget it, it would be bad to let him know that grandpa failed like that."
"No, his grandpa is a hero, a hero in my heart and in the hearts of my children."
The emperor's eyebrows relaxed, and he stretched out his hand, stroking her hair lovingly as he did when he was a child.
He slowly closed his eyes, as if he no longer had any regrets.
Zhen Shan held his slipping hand and burst into tears. She tried her best to suppress it, but she still couldn't help but sob.
Xie Ning walked in quickly and held her lovingly in his arms. He was worried that she would break down from crying, so he comforted her gently: "Shan Shan, my father passed away peacefully. Don't be sad, okay?"
Zhen Shan let him hold her stiffly and said in a hoarse voice, "Xie Ning, now it's just you and me."
With just the two of them, it was finally time to end all grudges.
Xie Ning didn't think much about it, "I will stay with you from now on and will never leave you for the rest of my life."
Zhen Shan slowly closed his eyes and did not respond.
…
Xie Ning proposed to hold a large funeral, saying that he wanted to give face to the founding emperor of Ashimai.
I think back then, after Zhen Dian ascended the throne, he held a grand funeral for the royal family in a hypocritical manner, saying that the deceased was the greatest.
Now, of course Xie Ning will not be stingy.
Zhen Shan glanced at him lightly and refused.
face?
Oh, does she want her father to accept the ridicule of the world?
Does this man really think of her as a fool now?
Xie Ning immediately realized that something was wrong and quickly said: "Shan Shan, I just want to give my father-in-law a good funeral. I want..."
"You don't need to explain. Just bury him quietly with my mother."
Xie Ning nodded, "Okay, don't worry, I will take care of it."
Zhen Shan nodded sadly, "I'm tired."
"Let me help you go and rest."
"Um."
Seeing that her mood was a little low, Xie Ning felt a little uneasy.
He just said something a little too much in front of her, and he didn't know if it would make her feel grudge.
In order to show sincerity, Xie Ning postponed the enthronement ceremony originally this month to next month to ease her heart.
After seeing her brows soften, he breathed a sigh of relief.
Chapter completed!