Seeing him like this, Zhen Shan bit his lip, a trace of pain flashed across his brows, but his words were choked.

Gu Ningyi seemed to have returned to the confusion and hesitation she felt when she gave up on their relationship and insisted on getting a divorce. He didn't know why it was going around in circles, and the two of them were trapped in a dead situation again.

If he had known that she would receive such a big blow, he would have been willing to let the illusion be false.

What to do now?

Gu Ningyi was also a little confused in her heart. It was impossible for him to break the illusion and let her regain her memory. In that case, the relationship between them would really be at the end of the road.

But seeing her in such pain, he was also heartbroken, and there was a voice in his heart that seemed to keep telling him that he was wrong again.

But Gu Ningyi could only suppress it and did not dare to think too much.

He... just wanted to be with her for decades, just a few decades. He struggled for a thousand years just to meet her again.

Gu Ningyi was almost trapped in an endless loop, unable to find a way out.

He stood in front of her bed, hesitating and not daring to touch her, hesitating and unable to speak.

Zhen Shan couldn't ignore him even if she wanted to. Her expression was bright and dim. After a long time, she asked in a hoarse voice: "Gu Ningyi, why did you approach me in the first place?"

"Stop lying to me!"

Those extremely tired words made Gu Ningyi's eyes tremble so much. If possible, he really didn't want to lie to her anymore.

Why doesn't he hope to be honest and intimate with her?

However, fate was cruel, and he never had this chance!

Their relationship started with lies, and then more and more lies were told between the two, breaking their relationship and ruining everything about them.

At this moment, he no longer has the courage to be honest, and he can't!

Gu Ningyi endured the heartache and deceived her word by word: "It's not to calculate your feelings, my mother wanted me to lie to you, because she felt that it was your mother who caused her love to be shattered, so she wanted you as her daughter to

repay."

Zhen Shan's face was as white as snow and his eyes were red, "So you listened to her words? You want me to fall in love with you, make me suffer, and make my mother miserable?"

Gu Ningyi's breath suffocated. It was true that he and Jiang Manping had such an idea back then.

He blamed her childhood misfortune, family tragedy, and all the causes and effects on her, and he plotted against her with peace of mind!

If possible, Gu Ningyi wanted to kill herself at that time.

It's a pity that he, a devil who ruined everything for her, could not die, and made her despair and pain again.

The pull of guilt and cruelty turned him into a devil.

But, he really loves her!

Haha, sometimes, Gu Ningyi really feels that she has made the word "love" extremely ridiculous and disgusting.

His nails were embedded in his flesh, his palms were bloody and bloody, and he painfully denied, "I didn't!"

Under her eyes, Gu Ningyi turned the lie into truth, "I admit that I paid attention to you in the first place because my mother cursed you mother and daughter crazily in my ears since I was a child. I also admit that I didn't like you at first, but Shanshan,

No matter what I do, I will never play with a woman's feelings, that's an animal."

But he is actually worse than a beast!

Gu Ningyi continued: "If I really wanted to get close to you on purpose, why would I not approach you until my junior year, and how could I make myself so infamous that you were so unimpressed with me in the first place?"

Zhen Shan's eyes trembled slightly and she pursed her lips tightly, as if she still couldn't really believe him.

Gu Ningyi knelt down and pulled her sleeves with trembling fingertips. Although his eyes were full of guilt, they were so sincere that people could no longer doubt him.

"I deliberately turned myself into a playboy, just because I knew you would look down on me. But Shanshan, I have been paying attention to you for two years. How could I not know that you are not the bad girl my mother said? How could I not be tempted?

?It has always been my true intention to be close to you, and I never wanted to let our relationship turn into a calculation or revenge."
Chapter completed!