She stood up and said coldly: "Mr. Lu, let's eat first. I won't interrupt you for now. We'll talk about things later after you finish your meal."

"Good, good, good."

Lu Zhong subconsciously grabbed her hand and refused to let her leave.

Zhen Shan shook off his hand, his eyes became colder and colder, "Is there anything else you can do, Mr. Lu?"

Lu Zhong's eyebrows were darkened, and the soft part of his heart was stabbed hard, "I just want to have a meal with you."

It had been five years since he lost her. He just wanted to talk to her more and look at her all the time.

He had the strength to snatch her away and lock her in his own territory again, unable to escape, but he was afraid that without her support, she would lose even the thought of living. He was afraid that he would completely lose her this time.

.

So he tried his best to return to her as a prisoner, just because he was worried about wiping out the last trace of his thoughts in her heart.

By staying by her side, even if she hated him and wanted to kill him, he would admit it.

Lu Zhong was ready for everything, but he could not accept her disregard and indifference. He would rather she pointed a gun at him than not even look at him.

Zhen Shan raised his eyes and asked, "Is this Mr. Lu's mandatory requirement?"

Lawrence Lu's eyes trembled, "If I say yes, will you stay?"

Zhen Shan: "Yes."

Lu Zhong's face became paler and paler, "Just stay and have something to eat before leaving."

Zhen Shan sat down, holding the chopsticks and stuffing the buns in the bowl into his mouth.

Lu Zhong pursed his lips and sat quietly next to her, with the pain in his eyes that could not go away.

After the meal, Lu Zhong handed her a letter, "This is Bai Wang's next plan in the south."

Zhen Shan took it and said businesslikely, "Thank you for your hard work, Mr. Lu."

Lawrence Lu lowered his eyes and smiled, the corners of his lips curved with bitterness.

…

After walking out of the bamboo house courtyard, Zhen Shan walked behind the big tree next to him.

vomit!

She turned pale and vomited out everything she had eaten. Her stomach hurt so much that she could hardly stand.

"How about it?"

Sun Spider came over at some point, supported her, and stretched her back.

Zhen Shan shook his head, "It's okay."

"Look at your face, it looks like there are several layers of white powder on it, and you said it's okay," Sun Spider was a little angry, but more distressed. He looked rude with the handkerchief, but in fact he wiped her cheek carefully and gently.

Zhen Shan glanced at her almost helplessly, "You're not going to perform on stage, why should you apply white powder?"

Sun Spider glanced at her, "Aren't you just singing?"

Zhen Shan smiled and couldn't deny it, "Tell people what they say to people, but tell ghosts what they say."

Sun Spider shook his head helplessly and squatted down in front of her, "Come up, I'll carry you back."

Zhen Shan did not refuse, lying on her back, resting his head on the woman's broad and reliable shoulder, a trace of exhaustion flashed across his brows.

"Just fall asleep when you're sleepy," the woman's low, hoarse voice contained a hint of sigh and distress.

Zhen Shan closed her eyes, hiding the color in her eyes, "Sister, do you blame me?"

She did not directly kill Lu Zhong to avenge her parents and A Yi, but she also had to compromise and make false promises with the other party. If it were in the past, she would not care about the justice of the country, take revenge when there is a grudge, and complain when there is a grudge.

But now that she has put on this military uniform, she must shoulder her responsibilities and missions. She cannot be willful, let alone her guide and teacher who did not hesitate to stand in her way and was killed by foreigners.

Sun Spider said softly: "Then do you blame me? I don't have the skills to kill Lu Zhong to avenge you and A Yi."

Zhen Shan said: "How could it be?"

She smiled gently, "Me too."

However, Sun Spider asked in a deep voice: "Have you really decided?"

"Well, it can be said that Lu Zhong controls most of the lifeblood of the White Army. If we can make good use of it, our army's victory will be just around the corner. Most importantly, it will save a lot of sacrifices."

Zhen Shan has traveled to many places over the years, seen too many tragedies, and seen too many heroes desperate to stop the flames of war with their own bodies, protecting the rear with their lives, and holding on to their position until death, unwilling to fall.

It was hard for her not to be moved by such heroism, and gradually she began to have the same strong yearning for peace as many people here.

Personal hatred is too small for her family and country. Even though she wants to kill Lu Zhong quickly, she hopes to end the war as soon as possible and return this beautiful country to a pure land.

This was also A Yi's wish. The two of them took an oath to join the army together and made a wish to travel across the mountains and rivers of the motherland again after peace.

The sun fell on her body, and her eyes were very bright, burning with bright flames of hope. They were no longer lifeless, but she had a spirit that she had never seen before.

People need to be needed. Even if they carry heavy baggage and cannot do as they please, they still live a meaningful and valuable life. They are no longer full of hatred and blame, and life is worse than death.

Zhen Shan looked cold and indifferent to many people and things, but deep down in her heart she longed to be bound to others, not to wander alone in the world, so after she took control of Sha Baitian's body, she

The responsibilities of the parents of the Zhen family have been taken upon themselves, and now, the innate mission of being a soldier is imprinted on their souls.

"I understand what you and the chief mean, but thinking about that person playing tricks on others and now being used as a tool by me, it can be considered that the tide has turned and I don't care anymore, so that's it."

Sun Spider remained silent.

Don’t care? How could you not care?
Chapter completed!