(I really want to take a rest, but I always feel that I have to work harder. Only when you work hard can you be worthy of yourself. As for the results, who cares.)

School Fighting City ending song "waiting for the rain".

The opening and ending songs of this animation... I can only seem to appreciate the first few lines.

It reminds me of a theme song from Gundam Build Divers: divers' high. I can't listen to the first one, but it gets better and better after that... with climax after another.

Search after the rain. The one at the front of the list seems to be a band with this name. The song is the ed of the anime "Clockwork Star".

I saw comments from netizens: Draw gears with your heart, paint with your feet, and write plots

Laughing like crazy. Gears. It reminds me of Dark Alice in Shadowverse. I really like that card, but it’s no longer easy to use.

It's pretty good too. Just keep it in your heart and think about it quietly.

I also saw a song by Tang Xia after the rain.

Kugou also has many problems. One of them is that the song title and the singer's name are written in reverse positions.

Bugs are everywhere...

Is this Tange Sakura the same Tange Sakura that I know? The voice actor of Cagliostro in Poetry of Shadows.

Okay, let’s not talk about this anymore. It’s a long way to go...

Said, after being soaked in the rain, it was "shiny and cool".

Throw all the clothes together and soak them.

I need to change clothes. Let’s change the sheets too.

Before changing the sheets, you need to clean up the debris first.

It took a long time to tidy up.

I have been struggling for a long time. Because I have used it for too long, there are fewer and fewer sheets (it reminds me of the episode "Paperweight" in the movie "Dear John").

There are also many new ones. My grandma brought them to me this year, last year and the year before that. The sheets she sent have not been used yet. They are all brand new.

There is a habit of not wanting to use new ones when the old ones are still usable, and I don’t know why. Maybe subconsciously I hope that I never have to replace them. Even if it is an item, it will feel sad if it is thrown away.

Longing for eternity in all its forms..

I decided to use new ones. This came with a new question (what is "accompanying" in English, following/ensuing): the sheets that come with it are not clean either.

After thinking for a long time, I took out the thick plastic sheet I bought a few years ago to seal the windows in winter (in the winter in the Northeast, we use plastic sheeting to seal the windows to keep out the cold), cut it and spread it (double layer, not unfolded).

Ah, this new sheet is also double-layered.

No, it's double bed sheets.

The other half of the bed houses a mountain of books and other sundries. So just fold the sheets.

The aunt asked, we missed you, didn’t you miss us?

Think about it. Always think about it.

"The moon is the brightness of my hometown", "When the night comes, I suddenly return to my hometown with a deep dream".

I thought about it, but I couldn't go back. I couldn't even make a phone call.

Because there will definitely be conflicts.

This is probably the farthest distance in the world (think of "Nostalgia").

It's only a few hours' drive away, but there's no way to get there.

When did I begin to understand that problems between people cannot be solved.

It's a very common problem...but most of the time it's not that serious (or, it doesn't seem that serious).

It's a bit like these four seasons, most of the time, most people can get through it.

It's very common and natural, so people don't pay much attention to it.

On the contrary, it seems that if you can't survive the scorching heat and cold, it's your own problem: how can others survive it.

Think again of the Porcupine Rule.

I am fragile and easily hurt.

My family used to say about my sister: I still remember the little things from so many years ago...

It's a small thing. Yes. For a thick-skinned person, no matter whether he hurts someone or is injured, he can always recover.

As for me, it is difficult to heal when injured.

It keeps bleeding.keeps bleeding.

I think of the song bleeding love again.

In addition, I will never be able to let go of the harm I caused.

So I was always suffering.

Just like the protagonist in the movie Brideshead said, guilt.

Reminds me of the song Bruises by chairlift.

What’s interesting is that the song review section said that this is an advertising song for Apple’s mobile phone, and also mentioned Steve Jobs.

I have no idea. When I listened to this song, there was almost no information in the comments section (or there was some but I didn't notice it).

I saw this band has an album called moth.

What does it mean...

Among them is the song mothe flame.

Um...Isn't this just a moth flying into a flame? It turns out I know the word moth...

Thinking of going mes with 3 doors down.

Sometimes I think non-life is better. As the dean said, there is no death or life.

If you want to listen to a song or review a certain work, you can review it.

Reminds me of the Cranberries Hollywood lyrics you'll always there when i call.

Unlike living things, they may be there yesterday but not today.

Or even though they are still there, they seem to be inseparable, sharing the same bed but having different dreams.

What comes to mind at this time? A movie, "A Walk in the Woods"?

Spirit is absolute eternity. As long as human beings still exist, spirit will be passed on.

As the lyrics of warriors sing, your spirit never dies.

Suddenly I remembered the lost Guangling San.

In fact, many things are in fragments even now. For example, ancient classics.

There are many that I don’t know if they were written by the author himself.

If the water is clear, there will be no fish.

Many things, such as nobility, purity, etc., are quite exclusive.

Once you become attached to these things, you may never be able to return to the crowd.

They will look at each other unpleasantly.

"It's cold at high places"...

What I'm thinking in my heart may be something like this lyrics...can you hold ontoi'm feeling frail.

But I couldn't say it out loud, so I could only huddle in a deserted corner and hug myself.

Suddenly I remembered a short film. "Lily and Her Snowman".

There is a sentence at the end of the film: make time for what you love.

I don't know. Maybe only by becoming numb can I stop suffering.

For some families, quarrels are commonplace.

When people encounter problems, they always tend to expect others to change to meet their own expectations.

But in fact, whether it is changing yourself or changing others, it is as difficult as climbing to the sky ("The road to Shu is difficult, it is difficult to climb to the sky").

If there is any solution...

A deep and thorough understanding of yourself and the other person may help improve your relationship.

Not as relatives, friends, or lovers, but as independent human beings (the song "Independence" comes to mind).

My family knew that I was unwilling to listen to those words (the words of a realist). But they didn’t know the extent of my unwillingness.

Even if it makes me feel disgusted, sad, painful and suppress my anger, do you still want to "do it for my own good"?

people fear the unknown.

Sometimes I wonder if my family would be troubled because of my alien nature.
To be continued...